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he wasn't even looking at me and he found me
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Not today Justin
Today's Document
YOU ARE THE REASON
PUT YOUR BEARD IN MY MOUTH
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Apparently Iām living life with minimal contact
And apparently you canāt have minimal contact sex
Soā¦
Iām both fascinated and actively fucked.
Fans
There's nothing like a cool breeze
A delightful linger
An atmosphere of elevation
I guess I just love fans
Stephanie Foo,Ā What My Bones Know: A Memoir of Healing from Complex Trauma
Wake up
Wish I'd disappear
Happy now?
Late at night when all the world
Is sleeping
I stay up and I think of you
And I wish on a star
That somewhere you are
Thinking of me too
Beautiful song.
Probably wasn't meant for your abuser but whatever lol
Late at night I dream of you
A perfected version of course
And we engulf each other in a way I haven't previously considered
Now men ššš
Yeaaah
Saw khelani and forgot myself
I'm watching horrible documentaries
Graphic
Violent
Despicable
ā¦.
And I'm turned on.
What the actual fuck is wrong with me?
Ready to leave honestly
Whatever happened
Even though I know it's melodrama
Fucked me up so badly in the head
Screwed with my psyche
And now I'm just fucked
Exactly whatās happening rnā¦
idk as the days go by the urge to hang myself is getting stronger
āit wasnt even that big of a dealā shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up
loving me is like watering a dead flower
In some ways
I guess weāre the same
Coming back to familiar places
Itās been a decade
I just realised Iāve never told you this
How many tiny life changing secrets are there?
Sometimes I visit his page
To stare and delve into the confusion
The attraction mixed with the petrification mixed with chastisement of being 30
And yet, even now
If he ever shows up to another wedding I wonāt be okay
But isnāt that the point?
Why am I silent?
Hard to share?
Hard to hear?
Hard to support?
Hard to know what to say
And if I forget this year, like I almost did,
A fork will teach me a lesson
Iām sorry love, still think the wrong one diedā¦theyād be over me by now⦠a fading bittersweet memory
Iām still an only child
Iām still here enough to know that you could know meā¦
That induction could have got you here
Now Iām stuck
Bitch Iām stuck
Iām not sure how I feel
Kinda flat
Kinda dead
Kinda confused?
Back back again bitchessss!!
Overwhelmed as hell
But taking my meds
Maybe Iāll try?