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a rough edit of the wedding day shenanigans in a more or less chronological order

for all the sickolings from a fellow sickoling

#some bits are strange bc Audio™#and i'm not an editor per se #but i hope it's watchable #half man

richard gadd writing the barn scene:

#the whole show actually #and we were thankful for it #half man

just fyi - i’m still thinking about ruben and niall being in love the entire time

#yes #and the fact that it was all that mattered but also didn't change anything #daydreaming about the 'what if's for the rest of my life #half man

tears-of-acid-and-sluts

- Fyodor Dostoyevsky

#uuugh #everything is about them #🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️#half man

#it's them i fear #half man

m00nstrvck

#every time i think that's enough #and every time there's a new piece of info #that makes me wanna die #fuck this #half man

apricustar

you love me, don't you? what? you love me? where is this going? just answer the question. well, of course i do. you're my, uh-- no. no caveats. stick with the emotion. where do you feel it? hmm? your love for me. where do you feel it? is it here? listen, ruben, i am not sure what this is all about. just answer the question. i suppose love is most felt in the heart, right? no, fuck that fucking mug response. answer as you. i want to know where niall kennedy feels it. i feel it everywhere. everywhere? yeah, it sort of runs through me in a way. describe it. i can't! i can't describe it! yes, you fucking can! mr. fucking poet laureate, or whatever the fuck it is you've won, your job is putting shit into words. so come on. spell it out for me. clearly. in a way i can understand. it's like... dangerous. oh, yeah? it is the best and the worst thing all at once. it's like the only thing. it's the only thing i've ever felt. it's like i'm fucking... high off of you or something. chemically dependent. i don't know.

alurkingsun

#half man

downahill

june 1. it begins

#thank god it has already aired #bc making us wait for the next ep every week in the month of june #would be downright homophobic #half man

swordmaid

when the root of the tragedy was love.

#i'm sorry #but jamie's face in that first one #half man

how interacting with people irl feels right now

#half man

gaddspeed y'all gaddspeed

#half man

i just know the moment i see alby on my screen i will be like that 'why are you running?' meme but in reverse bc girl why AREN'T you running???

#i get it #but still #half man

#is this niall kennedy's to-do list?#tune in for the finale to find out #from the invention of love by tom stoppard #half man

wulfhalls

and when we get the hannibal over the shoulder seeing ur reflection in mine shot. what then. I really am going to be sick.

#the amount of hanniball parallels i'm gonna pull will be ungaddly #half man

as someone whose perception of tv shows was highly influenced and i'd even go so far as to say formed by the likes of black sails and nbc hannibal i'm so for open and ambiguous endings bc it's a story we can have so much fun with a story

#and i want to hear all of them #i'll go back to lurking on here #reading everybody's thoughts #and i've seen enough in these past few weeks #you are gonna write some spectacular stuff #black sails #hannibal #half man

eightish hours left i'm done with work doing some chores life goes on and all that but BUT what am i thinking about all day? you know it already half man finale and when i don't think about it? that danny boy song keeps playing in my head ON REPEAT

there's this dissonance between fear and dread of what's to come and accepting and embracing that it's coming our way regardless so i'll just let it happen

#and then throw up bc i'm anxious still #someone said they'll establish a support group #i'll be waiting #impatiently #half man

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