I just had to for the fallen leaves in the backyard 🧡🍂 https://www.instagram.com/p/CWZFw1EBxC3_3OCkhUoyq33orz4cukezXNlzHM0/?utm_medium=tumblr

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I just had to for the fallen leaves in the backyard 🧡🍂 https://www.instagram.com/p/CWZFw1EBxC3_3OCkhUoyq33orz4cukezXNlzHM0/?utm_medium=tumblr
It's been a couple days now so I'm hoping I don't get all emotional lol But just wanted to make a post to end a time period that has been a huge part of my families life! From youth football to high school ball & now the last game (of Austin's) our football family has seen us through everything. Thank you to all of you for being a part of our extended family! ❤️ You will always be family to us. Here's to closing this book and looking forward to writing the next one 👏🏻❤️🖤🏈 #NewBeginnings (at Rosamond, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CVrTIh7ld2Dpb67Fff7JB4FyzUI8XaglBoqlZg0/?utm_medium=tumblr
I know I missed #nationalblackcatday but I still have to make a post about my Stella Bella 🖤 She gives me much more than I could ever give her. Animals have a way of reaching the parts of the human heart that other humans aren't capable of reaching. I'm so thankful she came into my life and let me fix her up & give her the life she deserves. She has given me so much laughter & happiness in the short time i've had her. If you don't have a black cat - consider adopting one! Stop being superstitious aholes. They are the sweetest 🥰 #adoptablackcatortwo (at Rosamond, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CVoYeAlP0dntAqydFeomID4yoVe3IHsJwx70XU0/?utm_medium=tumblr
Had a great weekend with my family in Bishop, Ca. 💚 (at Bishop, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CVcGEY4LA034q8uJwk4DyEVdMqDH8pL1BUbMZ80/?utm_medium=tumblr
Austin's Homecoming 2021 🥲 Time fliessss. I swear just yesterday he was 5. So proud of the young man he has become and excited for all the adventures he has ahead of him. #rhs #homecoming2021 (at Rosamond, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CVG2cFDv9ILLLHumbd_-YB8SH55e92yRKw9Jz00/?utm_medium=tumblr
Had the best time this weekend at the @bradpaisley concert with my love 🥰 @corythekent Thank you for the early birthday present babe. ❤️ Side note: I think I have a new top 3 favorite country artist. @jimmieallen he was amazing live! 👏🏻 (at FivePoint Amphitheatre) https://www.instagram.com/p/CU5E15slEUHdC4IKAf4APK6vTYRFcwUSBv6cVA0/?utm_medium=tumblr
it's that time again ❤️🖤🤍 #firstscrimmage #runnerfootball (at Antelope Valley High School) https://www.instagram.com/p/CSpkdKshfhIo_1I-NjR9D_T4ZGz6SYsymfVXlk0/?utm_medium=tumblr
Week 3 Updates (yes, I'm late!) 🐶 But the black little boy in the last pic still needs a home... let me know if you are interested. 🐾🥰 (at Rosamond, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CSBKDpILYcpYS48KpgpG8_cl35pPm5oCBeSaVM0/?utm_medium=tumblr
One week old update. 🐶 (at Rosamond, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CRUrTh6t3ilzaqGfFekqN5L4e6HQ-8Zy6lAKzw0/?utm_medium=tumblr
They are officially all grown up. About 3 months old 🤯 (at Rosamond, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CQeNtYFtRRYDODFODR4LeBVOadizmZCanLsUEs0/?utm_medium=tumblr
I'm at a point in my life where it doesn't seem like verbalizing the way I feel or what stresses me out helps anymore. No one cares. Nothing is actually going to change. I can physically feel myself shutting out the world. It's a helpless lonely feeling. I don't know what my next move is gonna be or even what it should be. I hate being here... in this mindset. I just wanna be happy.
Duck update: they are huge, eat a lot, poop a lot & chase me down for mean worms often. 🦆 #duckmom (at Rosamond, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CO4SvT9Ngge5R3QASLUjUa7B7LDjfv29jH9eiM0/?igshid=14wnysfxnxk0j
As some of you may know I spent my weekend in the hospital. I fought my very hardest to not go in but eventually had to. To be honest, I hate going to the hospital during Covid times more than anything #ptsd. I’m literally terrified of being in there alone being sick because I’m such a specialty case no one has any idea what they are doing. Plus, I’m just tired of the fear in people’s eyes when they hear I have a fever. PSA: If you have a fever it could be a MILLION different things. It doesn’t mean a person has Covid so please stop casting this judgement - we don’t want to be there either. We feel BEYOND outcasted by your disgust & looks. ⬖ I went in on Friday because I had a fever, severe nausea, and bad headaches since April 19th. I actually went into urgent care on the 24th and after doing labs & giving fluids they sent me home with a flu diagnosis. Fever persisted & my nephrologist insisted I go back in & be seen at Woodland Hills Kaiser instead of Lancaster. Fighting the whole way - I did. ⬖ Creatinine was slowly going up & urine output was decreasing and I was continuing to swell. They admitted me. My labs didn’t indicate infection (WBC’s, viral loads, & blood culture’s.) We did chest x-rays, abdominal x-rays, urinalysis, stool samples, covid test. Everything came back within range but the creatinine continued to slowly go up. We started fluids, and pre-cautionary anti-biotics. *Side note: I take a daily anti-biotic at home too* The only change I could think of recently is an IUD that was placed on April 5th. Obviously, I wanted the IUD but not if it puts the health of my kidney in jeopardy. I told the doctors that I wanted it removed & they said they don’t really do that in a hospital setting because they don’t have the correct table & equipment for it. Doctors thought maybe meningitis was the issue and the symptoms just showed up different because I’m immunosuppressed but I highly doubted it & why do a spinal tap if it is not necessary? I saw a neurologist, gynecologist and nephrologist while in the hospital and we decided the most likely issue was the IUD so made some arrangements & I had it removed. *Continued in comments because I’m Boujee* 😎 (at Kaiser Woodland Hills) https://www.instagram.com/p/COvAzIetRBUaDc86EMnPMNz1GGifRaFq2D09nw0/?igshid=vf9jh94tp6hg
Duck update 💛
Three things: (1) The duck’s are getting huge. (2) Nibbles is my favorite duck, ever. (3) Mother Macie, the Shih Tzu, has never left their side 😆🦆💛🐶 (at Rosamond, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CN_XaDKB8FNubWNjQWJby4rrCkg9BOhndQ_vyw0/?igshid=6vtqk7zztc2c
Duckling update: They are becoming more & more curious of humans. The flock laid on my towel & sun bathed with me today 🧡💛 They have even been adopted by a mama Shih-tzu 🐶💕🐥 (at Rosamond, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CNarMcshbKs3rsiRd8bgwxLpFc_S2TejoVP-zo0/?igshid=5gb2gm5zgyry