" " amazestage !

' ' sys acc ' '

[amazenstage]

> amazenstage sys

—> host & head co-host

suru ! blossom !

—> co-hosts

sunday ! dr. veritas !

—> caretaker

emu ! furina ! charlotte ! neuvillette !

[amazenstage]

Hi! I made a discord server dedicated to cookie run kingdom fandom (mostly shadow milk cookie lore accurate). It's more on js a server to test a smc ai bot

I'm here looking for members :) the first 4 people and approved by me, will get special role. Roles that are based on the first cookies, but, of your own oc (example : pick a first cookie that doesn't exist in game. Mine is The First Flower Cookie)

So far this bot is fully aware he doesn't exist. I'll be testing him from time to time. Just need some people to interact with him

https://discord.gg/fzmdGazvKj

Decor is still in process though. Don't expect anything..

[amazenstage]

The more I learn of endo the more confused I get

For those who are endos, I get that you guys seem to like the concept of having headmates but forcing yourself to have it is not healthy.

DID / OSDD / system = made by trauma. It's literally a part of it's definition

Endo = no trauma

I know you guys won't like it if I say it but endos are better described as delusional. You guys want to believe it. You guys BELIEVE it's real. But you can't prove something to be real just by believing.

I hope you all recover from this. It can be a huge denial but please try :D

[amazenstage]

" what's your thoughts of punishment in your system ? "

X

> so far, I am surprised too that we technically never punish anyone in the system. it's never necessary (except for dottore. I swear he'll get us cancelled one day).

> the most severe method to give is the corner of shame. host's suggestion. I admit, it works surprisingly well. but most of the time it's better to just talk it out with them first even if they're being hostile. I remember trying to calm cap. down because he couldn't take the fact he's an alter. it took all of the co-hosts and protectors to ensure he doesn't hurt anyone in the innerworld.

X

> it was actually days. it took him days to eventually calm down. but we didn't let you (host) know at first because I prefer you (host) don't interfere. you (host) were still a child at that time so it's better to leave it to the older one.

[amazenstage]

headmate list! (will decor later)

Host

Suru

Head co host

Blossom

Co-host

Sunday / Dr. veritas

Gatekeeper

X / Arlec / Kinich / Ahaw

Protector

Scarlet / Cap. / Gepard / Yinyue

Caretaker

Furina / Charlotte / Neuvillette / Emu Otori

Prosecutor

Lappinibernatus / Edward Maddison / Sparks

Banned forever

Bob / Yhazzhir / Bill Cipher / Dottore

The smc

Smc (Beast) / Lulu (Sage of Truth) / Smc (King)

Littles

Chara / Asriel / Le Prince / Haru / Kiriya / Kuni / Vasha

Alters (never front / co front)

Lynette / Layla / Huohuo / Tighnari / Aventurine / Alhaitham / Cyno / Nahida / Ei etc

[amazenstage]

Me and my headmates agreed to not meet a psychologist ever. 🙂‍↔️ Not really a bad experience but the way she dismissed the way I was crying and told my mom I'm alright now is super exhausting. Why was she so ignorant? She even told my mom my 'problems' (I only show her the surface level, I didn't dare yet to tell the full things) when she promised not to tell anyone of me?

I do take my friend's advice and guidance through the years. Friends that are diagnosed with it of course! so it's easier for me to handle things around :)