to raise our endless night!

rq paraphile partygirl :3

[amberlanterns]

by fireflies and neon lights, we’ll dance until we die!

Jia or Amber 🏵️ She/Hxr 🌇 Perma21 TransAdult

radqueer paraphile with no DNI!!! but if you're an anti i'll probably block you lol. follow your own DNI!!

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i'm bodily a chronominor (chrono17) if that matters to you, but treat me as an adult! i'm a songtive (kinda obviously) and a hypersexuality & impulsiveness holder in my sys. i will post/reblog nsft; i'll use the #cw nsft tag for all nsft posts (including both my own and reblogs), so filter that if you don't wanna see it. i love all types of relationships - that is to say, i am bisexual and open to both parasocial anons and completely platonic friendships!! pls be my friend!!

ID list: sourcechinese, trans/permapartying, transpartygirl, cishypersexual, cisimpulsive, nullsleep/permasleepless, nullrace, transalchoholscent, trans/permaintoxicated, transdruggie, transdropout, permaloving, permaeyeliner, permaeyebags, permasmudgedmakeup, cisintersex, transcutevoice, transcute, transurban, transhearteyes, transfling, transoldersister... feel free to give me your id hcs for me :3

para-wise i consider myself a MAP & polychronophile (hebephilia+ephebophilia), ebriuphile, and consang (oldersister4youngersib)... thats basically it if we're excluding my loong list of kinks that i'm not bothering to list.

[amberlanterns]

feel sick. logging off never see me agaib

[amberlanterns]

ok so should imake a blog or not.💭

[amberlanterns]

heaven?

dunno what this is asking.is this a name suggestion bc i already landed on haniel sorgy

[amberlanterns]

immmawake again. didnt really expect to still be in front this is really inconvenient

[amberlanterns]

whatever im tired of looking so ill use a religious name

[amberlanterns]

being a system issuch bullshit why am i not allowed to do what i want because it """harms us""" and """other alters want to feel comfortable when they front"""

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trying to find a fake name and all the ones i like have religious meanings... im not against a religious name but i feel like it gives the wrong impression?

[amberlanterns]

man this sucks i want to talk to people but i cant use my name and i really like my name i dont wanna choose another one

[amberlanterns]

should probably make my own blog but i dont front that often and im not that interesting

[amberlanterns]

hi im not jia and im not supposed to post here how do you guys deal with being feeling awful

[amberlanterns]

heartwarmingly annoying: hypersexuality holder and sex repulsed alter in front together

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sorry, ill try to stay active but its been hard lately. even when im in front a another alter is usually in front with me and passive influence and all that totally kills my drive to talk to anyone or post anything

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also wish that smut of teenage characters was more normalized in general just bc i need more stuff to read

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funniest shit ever is when people get mad at someone for being attracted to a teenager character meanwhile there is no real visual indication that the character is a minor. like if you put a young adult character next to the teenage character you wouldnt be able to tell. if theyre sexy to you before you know their age they are still equally sexy to you after you know it youre just repressing it

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do NOT reread old messages you WILL unlock an old alter that you didnt know exist and they WILL enter front and kill your mood

[amberlanterns]

i avoid using we/us pronouns because my blog is about me not any of those other losers