Oct 11, 2017
A week ago today the recruiting team I was a part of got laid off, and I think it broke a tolerance of stress I can usually mentally withstand. There’s a lot of feeling of self doubt and worthlessness in comparison to other people in my life, and I’m really not in a good headspace at this moment.
I’m feeling some aspects of depression kicking in and I’m feeling myself become unhappier a little more each day. I’m crying more often, and I feel I don’t want to burden anybody with these feelings.
It feels like an endless cycle I’m stuck in here with money problems, shutting down and pushing people away, and being so needy.. I’ve definitely seen better days.