sorry i've been MIA again. as if anyone cares. i went back to inpatient treatment at the beginning of november and have been in treatment since. i'm really struggling right now, as i've stepped down to php and am close to being weight restored for the first time in almost 2 years. it's been really difficult to continue with recovery at this point and i'm very depressed and disgusted with my body and yeah. idk just a little useless update













