AVERAGE PSYCHO

| Caraphernelia | Dementia |

[amiablemasochist]

me: *desperately needs attention*

me: *isolates myself*

me: yes perfect

[breshna]

[amiablemasochist]

What can I do if he is still everything that I need in my life

[boulevards]

But I don’t break like glass bottles. I bend and twist and—and feel everything that’s thrown at me, and I’m tired. I just want to shatter so I never have to feel anything again.

Patty Blount, from Some Boys (via boulevards)

[depressed-monster-blog]

I hide it so well…

[ghosttalks-deactivated20241115]

[block]

I am slowly learning that some people are not good for me, no matter how much I love them. I deserve someone who is gentle and kind, because my soul is getting tired. Realizing that I deserve something good is one of the first steps.

Why I Need to Say Goodbye To You.  Michelle K. (via itcuddles)

[amargedom]

“I don’t think people understand how stressful it is to explain what’s going on in your head when you don’t even understand it yourself.”

Sara Keirsten Quin (via amargedom)

[amiablemasochist]

Pain is when after you sent that last message to him and you lock you phone then see your crying reflection on the screen, convincing yourself to stay strong and live.

[elizabeth--stonem]

[amiablemasochist]

brain: hey texting that person when you're feeling terrible and telling them about it is manipulative you're a horrible person

me: but? they said its ok I think? they want to know when I'm not feeling good ?

brain: listen fucko no one gives a dang shit alright

[flawfulll]

There are songs I can’t listen to anymore, movies I can’t watch anymore, names I can’t say out loud anymore. Because the things that come with it are things I don’t want to feel anymore.

people change you (via flawfulll)

[permeate]

[blossomfully]

You don’t tell people you’re not okay,“ she said, “because it’s hard watching them not know what to do. “Then you end up comforting them, even though the one who needed comforting was you.

S.Z. // Excerpt from a book I’ll never write #222 (via blossomfully)

[anotherweirdsoul]

[iamnotsadatall-deactivated20190]

[paralysing-sadness]