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Quite a few months ago I tried to commit suicide,I went to an in patient hospital for about a week and then I went home. I really did feel better after going there but lately I feel as lonely as I did back then,I'm afraid I'm falling back.I'm not depressed like I use to be but my anxiety is crazy,too crazy.I don't go to a normal school after getting back from the hospital,I have a boyfriend but he has a life he can't be by my side 24/7 and I really have no friends.I don't know what to do...

maybe you should seek help again . even if your boyfriend didn't have a life, i don't think he could save you. i think you need someone who truly understand you , you know? or you could try to get better on your own if you'd prefer that . i mean it's really a YOU thing . it's your mind and body . you're the only one who truly understands it

So me and my boyfriend have been together for 18 months and lately I feel like he's caring less and less about me... we've had a lot of fights during our relationship, he's lied to me a countless number of times but I can't seem to leave him because I actually love him so much! I can't imagine my life without him but I don't know how much longer I can put up with his bullshit 😭

i can only tell you one thing . leave him . no matter how much you love him , that amounts to nothing if he isn't good for you .

Hey so I wanna die. I just wanna be free from where I live! It's disgusting and I live where the pigs would hate. I just wanna be free from my parents, and be with the love of my life but idk if I'll survive this hell hole anymore.-River

sometimes i feel like i won't survive living in the place i live . but i try to think of it as one day closer to the day i get to leave . you can do it . and the day you get to leave will feel so much better than if you just left halfway through

My best friend hasn't been feeling well lately. She has mdd and anxiety disorders and recently she told me she can't even try to be happy because she feels nothing. Her meds arent working and I try to be there for her whenever I can. What else can I do to help? Is there anything?

you can always tell an adult or someone professional to help her . don't carry the weight of the world on your shoulders . you can't save her . you can't bring her back from what she's in . she needs more than you . i'm sorry if that's blunt but it's true . if you try to carry that weight it'll break you too

I might have sex for the first time with my boyfriend and I just I'm not body positive towards myself and I'm quite scared. I'm not comfortable with my body but I am with him. I don't know what this means ?

sex in general is a scary thing . becoming that vulnerable is a scary thing no matter how comfortable you are with the person . if you don't feel comfortable doing something with him, tell him . if he's the right one he will understand . if you're ready for it , do it . if not , don't . don't do it because you feel pressured or like you have to . if it's right , you won't be scared when it's happening .

Today was my first day of school actually my last years first day, idk i felt alone, my bf is gone, my friends have some common subjects to talk about but i am alone, i hate my class, i don't know really don't know, i am so emotional and i don't wanna cry in the class but i don't wanna act fake neither, so what will i do.. 😭

you gotta be strong . make new friends . try to look at things with a positive point of view . there's not much else i can tell you , i haven't quite figured it out

i just can't take it here on this earth no more. every waking hour hurts and i just want everything end.... what should or can i do to help myself ? i haven't spoken to anyone for quite awhile and i coincidentally saw your blog and figured to ask for some advice :)

i was at that point in my life once . and i found things that made me happy , i found people that made me happy , and slowly things looked up . i saw the light at the end of a long dark tunnel . you will see the light , you just have to wait for it . you have to work for it . you can do it . i believe you

I feel like giving up on life because it seems as though I'm incapable of having a romantic relationship... I feel as though my mood cycles just distort me and cause me to seem like someone I'm not to other people. I feel hopeless and that no one would give me a chance, and it just makes me isolate myself even more to the point where I don't even want to talk to any girls anymore out of fear.

don't feel that way . i was like that at one part in my life . but finally someone saw in me what others did not . he saw the beauty in me . he saw the real me . and you just need someone to see the real you . the beautiful you . the person who first saw the beautiful me , wasn't the one . the first one won't be the one . but don't let that bring you down . someone will see you and love every part of you

Can you give me a serious answer to this. How would I kill myself and make it look like an accident.

i can't answer that . i don't want you to die . i hope you're still alive when i respond to this

My ex broke up with me last month, im absolutely heartbroken and the way she went about it was ridiculous. Laat night she messaged me saying she loves me, what do i do😣

soo idk how long ago this was sent .. i hope you didn't just straight go back to her . you need to talk to her about it and get the truth . if she broke your heart once, she'll do it again . make sure to keep your heart safe and be cautious

Why do I always feel lonely, even when I'm not?

i'm not sure . i get that feeling . i think it's because you feel like no one else understands you . no one else relates to you . kinda the reason that i have

I've been having these feelings and thoughts for a few years now and it's definitely gotten worse this year due to school stuff and choosing what to do with your future and I just want to fucking shut down when I have to think of my future because I don't think it's worth it and all that shit but I'm trying to help myself but I don't know if I should speak to a professional or not because talking about these sort of things makes it more real and I don't want it to be.

even if you don't want it to be real, it doesn't make it less real. you have to face it, be strong, and get better. i hope everything turns out okay

i hate myself for having sex with someone when i was drunk and on a lot of stuff and i didn't say no but i didn't say yes he just put it in me

hey , i know the feeling . i just want you to know that regretting it won't change what happened . dwelling on it won't make it go away . the best thing you can do is move on and forward . don't let that define you . become better than that person

I keep trying to convince myself totake a shower because.....well i know i need one. But im to sad to get out of bed and i don't have the energy to actually take one

i hope by the time i've answered this you've taken a shower and your mood is a lot better(:

Listen to Sympathy by Too Close To Touch! : )

your music taste is A1

What's your favourite Blizzard?

ehh blizzards aren't my thing lol

Hey.. so I'm super upset because one of my friends came I've and weight herself and she was 5lbs lighter than me but I look skinnier than her.. I didn't eat the rest of the day

why didn't you eat? you don't have to compare yourself to your friend! you're beautiful and perfect JUST the way you are! try to remember that xoxo

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