thicc to thin @ana-tingz - Tumblr Blog

It's been such a long time since I started this page. I remember I was a freshman in high school on a field trip when I decided I needed to make a drastic change in myself in order to improve my life. I had zero friends at the time and I was super insecure. Now I'm a freshman in college studying 500 miles away from home. So much has changed since then and yet I'm still fat. I think what didn't work for me then was that I used shame and self hatred as motivation which left me very depressed and unhappy. I went through cycle after cycle of recovery and relapse. Now that I am a little more mature I see it as a form of self love. I like myslef too much to continue live like this. There are so many things I want to experience that will only come with being thin. I'm doing this as a favor to myself so that I can truly enjoy my life and not waste it being fat and ugly. I already lost 3lbs this week by doing omad and walking 10k steps every day. I alow myself one meal, one snack, and two cups of coffee everyday. I have begun to welcome the hunger and it gives me a feeling of satisfaction knowing that I am finally learning to master it and gaining self control. I live by the quote nothing tastes as good as skinny feels and it is so true. I'll be staying in the city for the summer and working 7 days a week so I'll be too busy to eat. I'm sick and tierd of living in this fat body and I'm finally ready and willing to do whatever it takes to live the life I've always wanted.

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Am I the only one that thinks its so much easier to starve when others are around?

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The feeling of an empty stomach is so comforting

ana-tingz

I've been trying so hard to be healthy and look where its gotten me. But why be healthy when ur gonna die regardless and id rather die thin than the grotesque sack of fat from hell that i am.

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It's been a year since I last updated and I tried to take better care of myself and forget about counting and try not to compare myself so much but here I am again just like clockwork. I realize I feel best when I feel thin. Literally every other week I feel like I gained 10 lbs and that nothing looks good even tho I know for a fact I haven't gained weight. I haven't stepped on the scale in months and I just reached a record high... 180lbs. I swear if I gain anymore I'll kill myself. There is no point living if I'm ugly. Like seriously life is so hard when your unattractive. I hate my smile these days because of how chubby my cheeks are and the way I have zero jawline double chin when I talk. I've never been uglier. I looked best at 150. I think long term goals are a little too overwhelming for me right now but if I just focus on 3-5 lbs a week I'll reach my goal by New Years for sure and will be able to start 2022 as my best self. I think this time I've learned from my past and will try to pace myself and instead of doing this from a place of self hatred, I'm doing it because I love myself too much to let myself be like this any longer. The world hates fat girls and cannot stand the idea of people looking at me and seeing only how ugly and awkward I am. Skinny girls get away with so much. They wear the most basic outfits and suddenly they are everyone's inspiration. Even the way they move is called graceful. Have you ever seen a fat girl be complemented on the way they move their fingers? No, you haven't. I've always had a problem with procrastination and laziness but I'll use it to my advantage. I'll just procrastinate eating, or be too lazy to cook. I promise myself that I will be skinny by graduation. I know this will take work and discipline but if I want to be happy with myself I have to do it.

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KEEP GOING YOUR GOALS ARE IN SIGHT!!!

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Every calorie counts

Every. Calorie. Counts. That bite of cake? That plate of fries? That cheese and ham toastie? Alll adds up. BUT. That half a burger you left? Half less calories. Those crisps you left in the packet and threw away? Never add on. And that half of a meal at dinner you didn’t finish? In the trash. That’s right. It works both ways. Celebrate the little victories and they soon add up to a big achievement