beside u

sometimes i imagine the w o r l d where there are only two of us, i think that will be just perfect. sitting under the shade leaning on each other, feel the breath and look at each other. will you stay? stay by me.

[yoon-to-the-oh]

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yoon-to-the-oh:

Ten eating gummy worm in class

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ofcnara:

This would definitely be the place for them Nara decided then as she saw how much he was enjoying the food. The last time Nara had came to the restaurant was on a terrible date, now the restaurant had a special memory in her brain instead of a terrible one and it was all thanks for him and being able to meet finally. “Looks like we found a hang out spot.” Her shoulders doing a little wiggle in happiness as she stuffed another piece of the food in her mouth.

Anan swallows the food in his mouth and chuckles. “Definitely. But if I’m gonna eat pancakes every time, I’ll need to hit the gym.” He chuckles and glances at the latte in front of him. He was so excited for the pancakes that he didn’t even taste the coffee yet. He picks up the cup and takes a sip of the - now warm - liquid then nods, smiling at her. “Yep. I can have the coffee every time, though.”

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ofcdain:

Dain waved her free hand as if to dismiss the words she had heard from him. Some trainees came in with nothing on their bones but by the time she was done with them they were lean, fit and had actually muscle. She was skilled at training their bodies so she was not worried about the lack of knowledge he had when it came to exercising and the gym. “There’s no such thing as a stupid question, I’ll answer them all.” There were stupid questions, really, really stupid questions, but she didn’t think his could be that bad… but then again she’s been proven wrong about stupid questions many time in the past.

Anan nodded, trying to think of a question for her. “Hm okay. So since you have to work with people’s muscles, do you know how many muscles are in the body?” As soon as he finished his question, he wonders why this had to be the first thing that came to mind. He obviously ran out of creative things to ask her. Although he was a little curious of the answer, he realizes that may not even be common knowledge for fitness trainers. Nonetheless, he smiled ( kind of feeling like an idiot ). 

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Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind (2004)  

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jexnwoo:

          GETTING HIT BY BOOKS was not something inwoo was well acquainted with, and definitely not what he had expected whilst being out getting coffee for him and a handful of his closest employees. he certainly hadn’t expected to meet anan, whom he saw so often in his office, or for his intern to be the one to fling the book at him. inwoo let out a surprised welp and unsurprisingly his tray with coffee came CRASHING to the ground. the ceo didn’t let it faze him though, and he only looked up at a concerned anan. «i’m fine, i’m fine! the coffee .. not so much,» he jokingly replied before turning his serious gaze upon him. «you’re okay though? you didn’t get stung?»

Anan looks up at the tall man in front of him, recognizing him instantly. Why did it have to be my boss? He looks down at the spilled coffee and is mortified. “Jeon Inwoo-ssi! I-I think I’m okay,” He says, glancing down at his covered arms then at the fallen textbook. “I’m so sorry, sir! I can pay for more coffee.” His boss seems to be a pretty chill guy but he could be secretly planning to cancel his internship and is really good at acting. Luck is apparently not on his side. First he sees a bee and now he made his boss spill his coffee; what could be worse?

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hycrvn:

SHE SMILED AT his comment — she knew they weren’t the closest of friends, but anan was friendly and they got along too well for her not to at least try. ❛ aren’t we all ? ❜ she chuckled lightly before looking at him, gaze somewhat more concerned now. ❛ are you getting enough REST though ? you shouldn’t be neglecting sleep for uni work .. ❜

Anan looks away taking another sip of the drink. “Um...” He trails off, glancing at her. “I mean it’s not always because of homework, but today that just so happens to be the reason,” He says with a small laugh. She seemed worried about his health and he felt a little bad for not taking better care of himself. It’s not like he planned to stay up so late, he just had a lot to do and not enough time. This seemed to always happen to him due to his nasty habit of procrastination. Some days he felt so tired it was like sleepiness was just his body’s natural state. 

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ofcnara:

“Then I guess that’s reason enough for me.” Bright and cheerful Nara was but she wasn’t that all the time. There were vlogs where she showed her frustrations, showed her tears, showed emotion that wasn’t all smiles and comedy. Nara had been through a lot in her twenty one years of life and she wasn’t bright and cheerful all the time, but has learned how to not let the little things bother her. Losing her mother at a young age caused her grow up quicker than she should have, but by mature a bit sooner than everyone else she was able to become the person she was right then as she sat in that chair with her friend across from her. “Tastes good too.” She chuckled, grabbing some honey to put on top of her pancakes and the a few pieces of banana on top, “Try it!” She says as she cuts into her own set of pancakes, “Before it gets cold.”

Anan nods at her words and grabs the syrup to pour on his stack of pancakes. He cuts a small piece and sticks it in his mouth, groaning instantly. “Wow. They’re so fluffy— I think I’ve made it to Heaven.” He looks at her with wide eyes, chewing another bite. Where have these been all my life? He continues eating, a small smile on his face and the conversation momentarily forgotten. 

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hyevna:

the grin on her face only grew at his e x p r e s s i o n,  ‘ yes, owe me. you pretty much launched a bee at me, you owe me - my life could’ve been in jeopardy. ’ she knew she was being over dramatic, but she figured it was the only way she could get anan to loosen up a little, the only way she could get him to go out with her sometime. ‘ c’mon, it’s not even a big deal - i’ll just take you out some time. we could hit a club or something, you can let your hair down and stuff. it’ll be great ! ’

Anan raises his eyebrows, about to say something in defense but stops himself. I mean he did technically throw a bee at her. “Jeopardy—” he lets out a laugh. “Does it have to be a club? I mean we could just go to the movies or something less— out there.” He cringes a bit at the thought of clubbing. All those people in such a small place, and drunk people at that. It was definitely not his scene and he would no doubt look like an outsider.

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jcejoon:

❛ DUDE ! ❜ jaejoon nearly leapt out of his skin. he wasn’t ALLERGIC to much — he just couldn’t eat candy as much as he’d like. he couldn’t IMAGINE having to live his life in FEAR every time he stepped outside, though. ❛ what if you that bee had stung you ? i don’t want to tell you how to live your life, ❜ a LIE, which he had hoped the stranger would gloss over, ❛ but maybe you should start carrying that thing around. nature’s got lots of bees, you KNOW ? ❜

Anan gives a small smile at his concern. “Yeah, that’s probably true. I haven’t had a reaction since I was younger so it slipped my mind, I guess.” He shrugs nonchalantly. The boy was probably right and he feels a little bad for possibly scaring the stranger. “We’re lucky I killed it when I did though, right?” He says with a laugh.

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ofcdain:

She placed her number in his contact with her name and a little flexed muscle emoji beside it before passing it back to him with another pretty smile. To Dain  many things in her life were doubled; she worked for her organization but ‘worked’ for a gym, she had two phones with two different numbers to separate her work and her personal numbers, she had two closets in her house one for her clothes and one for her guns. She was Dain the monster and Dain the rich girl. She was living double life and sometimes it was tiring but she always pushed through. At his words Dain actually laughed. She had her fake laugh and her real laugh and he was lucky enough to get a genuine one.”You’d think, yes, but you’ll totally be surprised.”  She tucked some hair behind her ear, the skin near her eyes coming close together as she laughed a little bit more. “I’d say so. Or at least know what you’re doing, you don’t want to train them wrong and have someone hurt their back.”

Anan smiles instantly as she laughs; it being the happiest she’s looked since they met ( just a few minutes ago ). When she hands the phone back to him he glances down at the name, Dain, before locking it and putting it back in his pocket. Finally he can stop referring to her as Gym Girl in his head. “Ah, that makes sense. I don’t really know much about gyms— or exercising in general so forgive me if I ask stupid questions.” He chuckles to himself, trying not to sound like a complete couch potato, even if that’s what he really is. 

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sxhyun:

          SHE WAS GETTING SLOPPY if random strangers caught her in the act — but to her defense she had thought all the guests here were either too DRUNK to notice or too preoccupied with other things. she hadn’t been that lucky this time though, but she was still CONFIDENT she was fairly safe with the mask on. unfortunately, so was the stranger, and she couldn’t tell by his expression whether he planned on telling on her or letting it slide. she smiled nonetheless, as if it didn’t concern her the slightest. «alright, maybe,» she admitted with a shrug. «maybe he should’ve paid better attention then.» it was a dog eat dog world, after all. «what is it to you?» she added with an amused smile as she looked up at him.

His eyebrows furrowed as he listened to the woman in front of him and he wonders if she even cares. “Are you stealing because you need money? If you need a cab, I can pay for it. You shouldn’t take that guy’s wallet,” He says without a second thought. Normally he would have just ignored the whole situation but he stayed and feels it’s his duty to see it through. Anan glances back to where the drunken male was, moments before. He almost felt bad for her; if all she needed was some cash for a ride, he could help that. He would rather be short a few bucks than sit idly by while some drunken fool gets robbed. If he didn’t stop her, who will?

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“ If all you wanted was love, why would you use me up?                                                                      When all I wanted to be was your giving tree? ”

↳ 1. b side u - jung jinwoo // 2. girl on a train - skizzy mars // 3. the giving tree - plain white t’s // 4. cake love - xia // 5. me like yuh - jay park // 6. annie - safetysuit // 7. don’t wanna fall in love - kyle // 8. first time - day6 // 9. girls - mayday parade // 10. into you - eric nam // 11. fallingforyou - the 1975 // 12. enemy - charlie puth  [ PLAYMOSS ] 

Woohoo okay this playlist is a mess ( but so is Anan ). It’s a mixture of angsty throwbacks and more recent songs because he’s a lovesick puppy. I’m only going to explain a few of the songs because some are just songs that remind me of him. 

1. “Sitting under the shade leaning on each other, feel the breath and look at each other. You don’t need to say, just stay by me. ” — Anan is such a sweetie and is a lover of the simpler things, like sitting in a park, just watching the time go by. He also likes kinda chill songs like this because he’s usually stressed and these help him calm down. 

2. “ I want to say what’s up but I been scared. Vibes out of thin air, full car, blank stares. ” — Oh poor Anan is such a shy bean. He’s not one to start conversations with strangers and he really relates to this song. He wants to talk but is afraid what others think and if they even care. 

3. “ If all you wanted was love, why would you use me up? ” — If Anan is feeling angsty this is probably his go-to song. It reminds him of his days back in high school but now he knows better.

8. “ I say goodbye to you, for the first time. ” — This song is a reminder of Anan’s past relationships and how he finally doesn’t have to think about them anymore. He’s free to live his life without the weight of those negative thoughts. 

12. “ If I don’t breathe a little, then I’ll end up being my own worst enemy. ” — Sometimes Anan’s nervousness can get the best of him and he needs a calming song like this. He tries his best but the song is a good reminder that he needs to take a step back and breathe. 

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ofcdain:

“More lively people here, anyways. I promise it won’t disappoint.” She wanted to keep him away from the other gym, though her words faded off as she realized maybe all her good reviews of the gym she actually went to might start making her words sound too sketchy and unbelievable. A soft smile gracing her lips as he took the card from her, like a breath of relief came over her, “Best to send me a text when you want to go, easiest way to get in contact with me.” She chewed on her bottom lip,  holding her hand out to see if he’d give her a pen to write down her number or even a phone so she could just put it in right away. She often tried to be nice and polite to people so they would see her as nothing more than some rich man’s daughter instead of the monster she really was. Safer for those people.

He looks at her outstretched hand for a moment, confused, then realizes what she said. He fumbles around, trying to look for his phone, why do I always misplace it? He finally pulls it out of his jacket pocket and unlocks it, handing it to the woman standing in front of him. “Ah here you go.” He smiles as he hands it over, glad that she had offered to give him her number ( because he obviously was too shy to ask for it ). “More lively, huh? You’d think the people throwing weights around are as lively as they come,” he teases. “So do you have to be in really good shape to work at two gyms?” He asks, curious about her profession.

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ofcnara:

A short laugh from the back of her throat and a grin from ear to ear on her face she gave him a nod, “Oh, yes. It’s going good. More and more people ever watching everyday.” Surely he knew that answer already, but Nara could understand why he asked it. They just met in person for the first time- it was a bit weird, a bit awkward and it would take some time getting used to since they were actually talking and not reading messages. She understood completely because she felt it too. But Nara was bright, Nara wouldn’t let the awkward take over in a silence between them. Silence was always the worst. “You know, I’m thankful for everyone that watches my video’s, but I honestly have no idea where they all came from or why they even watch. It still blows my mind.” Her hand reacting the motion of thing blowing up just as the food  was making it’s way to them.

He laughs at her gestures. “You’re so bright and cheerful. How could they not want to watch? Just being here with you is putting me in a great mood.” He mumbles the last bit as the food is set down on the table. Was that too much information? He tries to ignore that small voice in the back of his mind, and grins at the girl in front of him. “Wow— this looks so good!” While the voice in his head warned him that they may never meet again, his stomach was just happy she had great taste in food. 

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sxhyun:

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          THE SCENE WAS IDEAL for a miscreant like her, perfectly made for her to do what she did best — steal. she didn’t do it much for NECESSITY anymore ( gambling gave her more than enough profit to live comfortable ), but more so for the kick of it — for the chance of feeling alive again. she let herself be pinned against the wall as her lips met the ones of an older guy, and her hands fidgeted with the pocket of his jacket. it was a process she was well ACQUAINTED with by now and the second her hand curled around his wallet and fished it out only to p l a c e it in her own pocket, she stepped away from him — he was no longer of any use to her. he took no offense to her sudden change of heart, probably much too drunk to notice. sohyun turned on her heel to leave, only to stagger into another male. the mask made it IMPOSSIBLE to tell who it was, but he had definitely seen her little magic trick. «he OWED me,» she explained indifferently to whom she assumed was a stranger.

Anan wasn’t the best party guest and often found himself wandering the event, just waiting for something interesting to distract him. He walks down a seemingly vacant hallway, bored and almost wishing he had come with a date ( But who would he even ask? ). At first he payed no mind to the couple kissing against the wall— it wasn’t an uncommon sight at events like this but the girl was doing much more than what she appeared. It probably wasn’t any of his business but his curiosity had gotten the best of him and he stayed to see what would happen next. The woman must have not seen him standing there and she ran straight into him. He put his hands up to make sure she didn’t fall but immediately pulled them back down to his sides. Owed her? If she could see his face behind the dark mask, it would have been one of complete confusion. “He owed you his wallet? From here he looked too fucked up to even know what you were doing.” His eyebrows knit together as he looks at the strange woman in front of him. 

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hycrvn:

HIS REACTION WAS both cute and humorous, but hyerin didn’t point it out in fear of EMBARRASSING him. ❛ of course with you, silly, ❜ she chuckled lightly. it was a great way for them to get to know each other better as well. ❛ don’t worry about it, just enjoy your coffee, ❜ she added with a grin and leaned back in her seat. ❛ i don’t see why you’re so surprised, we’re FRIENDS after all, right ? ❜

Anan nods his head quickly. “Of course we’re friends— " he says, feeling slightly bad for making her think that they were anything less. From what he had seen, he thought she was really sweet and he hated to disappoint people. “Getting coffee sounds fun! But I think we should pick a day when I’m more awake. I’m more fun with a functioning brain.” He chuckles to himself and takes a sip of the drink, so glad she had shown up when she did. 

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jcejoon:

          HE DOESN’T GET out much, and the events that just transpired are a CLEAR indication why. no matter what jaejoon does, trouble follows him. he can’t seem to have ONE good day out without something like this occurring. ❛ ugh — ! ❜ jaejoon lets out a tiny yelp as a textbook hits him in the hip. he brushes his jacket off before picking the book off the ground, listening to the stranger’s ENDLESS string of apologies. ❛ um, it’s cool ? what happens when a bee stings you, though ? ❜ jaejoon couldn’t resist himself from asking.

Anan cringes at the stranger’s question and memories of being stung as a child flash in his mind. But he figures answering him is the least he could do since he just attacked the man with a book. “Well it’s certainty not pleasant. The spot that was stung turns really red and swells pretty bad.” He rambles on to the stranger, “Then I have to give myself and shot which I usually don’t carry around— so basically I could die.” He shrugs at the end of his story, not really sure why he was sharing such personal information with a stranger.