Out of Curiousity

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Afternoon rush 🏃🏻 (at Marikina Sports Park)

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Thank you Lord. Thank you for your greatness! 🙌🏻

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For tonight | #japanesefood (at Isshin Japanese Restaurant, Pasay Road, Makati City)

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Where you can find the best grill hub in the area | #marikinafoodie

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First Stop 🎡 (at Carnival Food Park)

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In spite of this year of strung and drang. I thank God for giving me an opportunity to showcase my capabilities and allowing me to handle this year with his grace. There's a LOT of decision-making happened this year but who had brought me to those decisions is him. I trust in his decisions and I believe this will lead into something GREAT. I'm so fired up, 2017! Cheers to a wonderful ride people. #bonjour2017

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3 days before Christmas! 🎄| #ayalachristmaslightsshow

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xoxo #JOANNE | Sunday Tune

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Trying to get control. Pressure taking it's toll

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Afterparty | #MusicFunRunMNL (at McKinley West Park)

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Next on the list | The House

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The Pantry 🍽 (at Dusit Thani Manila)

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Golden Pillars (at Dusit Thani Manila)

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It's time to say goodbye, but I think goodbyes are sad. I'd much rather say hello say hello. Hello to a new adventure. – Ernie Harwell 6365 - Signing off // 2014-2016

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“To love oneself is the beginning of a life-long romance” — Oscar Wilde —————————————————— They say letting go is easy but for somebody you used to know, it’s like you’re fixing a broken mirror where you can still see the crack in the reflection. Yes, the problem is that we wait for someone else to give the happiness and pleasure we want. That is not the true meaning of happiness. “You deserve someone better”

Don’t be a mess. It’s unfair to YOU. It may took a while for you to move on. Keep yourself busy. Read books and most of all pray. PS. How funny you are, you were able to post something like this when you are heartbroken. — Love Ourselves

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September 10 2016

Yey! It’s our payday! but what makes me so excited about this day is...

I’m going on a date!

and YES! It’s my first ever date in my entire life!

3:25 p.m taking my route to our meeting place

3:30 p.m *I’m here! It’s our call time*

3:45 p.m Seriously? Where is he?

4:00 p.m ***Breathe in, breathe out*** He’s here!

Wearing a Bershka shirt, army pants and sneakers. I first saw him, I laughed. I’m not expecting too much from him to look too good for this day and yes good heavens. Not expecting too much is for real.

As I move towards him.

“Hi”

“Hey” he said.

*Finally I got to meet this person*

As we walk. We have to decide where to go. We decided a day before to watch Train to Busan however weren’t able to watch it ***family concerns***

Forgiven. Knowing for a fact that he mentioned prior to our date that will come home late.

Okay.

We went to Wendy’s. Ordered his fav. burger and fries.

And... conversing a lot of things.

My work, his studies.

Went to an Italian Restaurant.

Had our dinner there. 

Conversing how he liked about staying in a hotel. 

His thoughts about life and FACTS about everything.

Laughing, smiling and eating.

8 p.m Time to go

(Bitin)

One things for sure. We enjoyed it.

***Ugh. feels***

Indeed. It was a Friendly Date.

No kisses. No hugs. 

It’s more of appreciation and... Fun.

On my way home. We’re texting each other. 

Went back to Viber by night. 

Talked again. Good night wishes. 

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Know your worth

“Make sure you do not start seeing yourself through the eyes of those who do not value it. Know your worth even if they do not.”  - Thema Davis

When life gets you through tough times and you just wanted to kill yourself (No, no, no! Don’t waste your life man!) – try to figure it out how to move on under pressure and manage a time to reflect and meditate.

I’ve been arrested too much securing myself to him. Started adjusting my time just to make chat him. Compressing my time just to make him feel that he’s my priority.

What causes me to do that?

I fall in love with him.

But…

Sadly…

I found that Im not that important to him.

And my efforts were just piece of a $#!t

I cause him stress…

Did I?

Im crying for most of the day.

Asking my friends… What’s wrong with me?

"Hey! You should stop texting/ chatting with him”

“If he doesn’t appreciate all your advises, efforts and mostly your time”

“Leave him alone! KNOW YOUR WORTH”

When will I wake up under this beautiful nightmare.

“It’s just a NIGHTMARE!”

Attachment. Falling In love. Happiness. Goodtimes.

Wait for your time. Don’t rush things.

Sick Love