I HEAR THE VOICE OF RAGE AND RUIN.

[ancientrebel-blog]

I really miss being on this blog sometimes, but unfortunately ---- whatever negativity this fandom possesses, it drains me and quite frankly, I don’t want to return. I do feel badly for my mountain of new followers, I couldn’t quite reach everyone’s expectations. I am sorry.

I can be found, as always, on: @wintercursed and I may be making a new blog. My Skype is available to all my mutual followers.who wish to stay in contact. I won’t remove this blog, I may someday return.... again.

[wintercursed-archive-blog]

                                   If Springtime crawls out of the                                      wild mouths of flowers, then                                    surely, Winter crawls out of mine.

[luthienne]

Understand how dangerous / I am.

Alice Notley, from Certain Magical Acts; “Blinding, the White Horse in Front of Me” (via luthienne)

[liderfin]

smile

[wintercursed-archive-blog]

                                   If Springtime crawls out of the                                      wild mouths of flowers, then                                    surely, Winter crawls out of mine.

[ancientrebel-blog]

-quietly slides in- friendly reminder that I’m most likely on: @wintercursed, due to the stress this fandom causes me. I’m trying not to abandon Solas, that I promise.

[ancientrebel-blog]

hello my dears. i am not dead, i’ve been taking some time for myself, trying to sort through my anger and emotions and while I don’t feel comfortable returning just yet I wanted to give everyone an update.

if you want to interact, talk or role play, i am over on my fandomless OC: @wintercursed. i’m sure we can find something to do.

[ancientrebel-blog]

hello my dears. i am not dead, i’ve been taking some time for myself, trying to sort through my anger and emotions and while I don’t feel comfortable returning just yet I wanted to give everyone an update.

if you want to interact, talk or role play, i am over on my fandomless OC: @wintercursed. i’m sure we can find something to do.

[mysilentconfessionstoyou]

Be cold. Don’t show. Keep it under control. You don’t want them to know That the pain remains wherever you go.

-Even if it’s an emotional toll….

-m.t.t.

(via mysilentconfessionstoyou)

[ancientrebel-blog]

things i say to myself when playing visual novels:

should I go for the megane? I always go for the megane.

....

goes for the megane.

[ancientrebel-blog]

Just wanted to tell you: there is no such thing as normal. There are only people and their masks. We all use them, some more than others. We all struggle. It's normal to feel, to cry, to be a bit broken. And it is perfectly fine to be that way. I am very sorry about your loss, I can only imagine what it is like. I would love to think that they want you to find joy, be happy. Do something nice in their name. You'll feel better. You are not inadequate. Life is about creating yourself, be brilliant

send ghost some love time.

[ancientrebel-blog]

Personally I quite enjoy your portrayal of Solas. I have no idea who is making you unhappy, but perhaps just for your own sake, remove them from your life? Use block, use report. And recognize what is healthy for yourself. I think you are doing a sublime effort and character.

Thank you, dear, you’re really sweet. Honestly, after talking to several people, having a massive breakdown and wishing some pretty terrible things; I did ultimately decide that I was better off without them. I’m not going to waste my time sitting there, trying to support someone who obviously doesn’t care about me nor has the time. I won’t be written off, and I won’t be pushed from this fandom because people have heard whatever from so-and-so. I LOVE SOLAS and I love my other muses too. As much as I want to leave, I’ve made some really good fucking friends here. 

So to those who don’t know me or even care to know me, your loss. You have zero obligation to do anything, least of all care. As I don’t have an obligation to censor what I post on my own blog. As I’ve said before, unfollow.

I wish you many good tidings, my little duckling. Thank you for sending this.

if you think you can just follow me and start talking to me as if we were friends well you are correct

[shxriffwoody-deactivated2014071]

anonymously tell me what you think of my character portrayal. i can't respond; i can only publish.

[archaeologian-blog]

send me a topic to write a meta about my muse on

I might write anything from a paragraph to a whopping essay, but send me something you’ve noticed about my characterisation or just something you want to know about my muse and I will write what I can!

[sanguinaryfantasies]

Reasons Role Players Abandon Their Blogs:

They get ignored, feel unwanted or easily replaceable.      – Insecurities have a way with getting the best of us. In a community where muns are dropped because real life restricts their time online, or someone else replies more quickly, it’s easy to feel like you don’t matter… Especially if you’re one of the blogs being dropped as though you’re nothing more than a reply generator. 

They feel like you’re only writing with them for their muse / that they’re part of a collection.      – Admit it, we all have our favorite face claims / characters that we want interactions with, but there’s a difference between loving a face claim or character, and collecting them like pokemon. No, kids… You really don’t have to catch them all. In fact, a lot of people get turned off and feel like they mean less to you because you have so many of the same muse writing with you, and definitely if all of your threads / interactions become too similar. 

They feel like you only want their muse for smut purposes.       – Who doesn’t love a good smut thread? Some people write only smut, and that’s fine, but there are some that don’t take their partner’s feelings into consideration. If you want to write smut, or do nothing but shippy things, that’s great. You do you and have fun. But some people don’t like when they’ve been hounded for smut over and over. Please be respectful of this fact.

“I’ll follow you/write with you everywhere!” except for that blog…      – We’ve all heard this from people that offer praise from time to time. I’ll write with every muse you’ve got! (until you slap a self promo on the dash for that female muse, that other-fandom muse or an oc you’ve poured your heart into… Then when you get excited about said muse, they lie to you with “I didn’t know that was you!” as though they’d missed the 30 self reblogs of that promo you made for your new muse. 

Too many ‘tell me you like me’ memes reblogged, but not sent in.      – As much as we all hate feeling like nothing more than a meme archive, these are the worst memes to get swiped from your blog, only to receive nothing in your inbox. It wouldn’t kill you to send in the symbol or a little bit of something to make someone feel good. You’re following them for a reason, aren’t you? Tell them that!

They get ignored out of character simply because they aren’t sending constant replies, memes, etc.      – People seem to think that, if you aren’t keeping their muse entertained, you aren’t worth talking to as a person. You see them on the dash talking about having no one, about needing attention, and you think ‘then… what am I to them?’ Just because your partner isn’t clinging to your muse and making you their top priority doesn’t mean you can’t talk to them out of character, that you can’t plot with the other muses they have so you’re interacting, no matter which blog either of you are on. There are people behind these blogs. Living, breathing people that - if they liked you on one blog, they should like you on another. Stop treating them like only your favorite muse of theirs matters – not the writer behind it. 

… They lost muse

Sometimes it pays off to send a little random love and positivity to people. You never know when someone could be seconds away from never signing on again. Tell your partners what a great job they’re doing, that you appreciate them as a mun and as an rp partner, and that you value their attention and interactions. It only takes a few seconds to share a few nice words and let someone know that they mean something. 

I highly recommend you follow the person I reblogged this from.