It has been several months since my dear, sweet ancilla and I have posted anything on our tumblrs, either hers, or mine.
As many of you know, we live far apart and have a number of practical challenges that make the long distance even more difficult. When we started posting on these pages over a year ago, neither of us envisioned a day when thousands of others would be interested in our story and how it has unfolded. We intended it, then and now, as a conversation between the two of us, and a way to explore our relationship and our desires.
It was never intended to have anything to do with anybody else but the two of us. But over time, both of us have befriended people on here who have been lovely and supportive and fun conversation partners. These relationships, anonymous and yet intimate, have allowed us to to explore things about ourselves and our relationship that neither of us ever could have guessed were possible. You have been not only friends, but confidants, teachers and supporters. Both she and I are grateful to all of you. I am particularly grateful to those of you who have shown her such kindness and love and generosity when my own faults, weakness and challenges have rendered me unable to do so in the way that she deserves.
At the same time, it also became clear to us recently that the public and performative aspects of our posts to and for each other were sometimes adding obstacles at a time when additional obstacles are the last thing we need. Without even fully realising it, we occasionally held back on some posts, or opted just to communicate in private with each other in order to maintain some boundaries we instinctively knew we needed.
After going through a tough spot during the last few months, I came to the decision that she and I once again needed our own private space. I created a private tumblr for just her and me, and we have been posting there since then. It's been such a wonderful thing for both of us. A return to the roots of why we started doing this, some space for us to nurture that precious space between us. It has been exactly what we have both needed right now.
This is why you've likely seen us lurking or liking posts recently. The truth is that while we're enjoying this new space immensely, we also miss all of the exchanges we've had with all of you. The only thing that I will say about that space is that what has emerged there has become far more intimate, and also far more explicit, and at times far more vulgar than our public ones have ever been. The paths that we, as many of you know, have been on for a long time, of dominance and submission, of obedience, of ownership, and of possession, have flourished between us in ways they may never have been able to do in this more public space. All of this has been a beautiful thing for us, but to all of you who have been so lovely to us here, we want you to know that all things considered, we're making it. We're making progress, albeit at times too slowly, to that place that we both need to be more than anything else. Together.
Please do feel free to message us and say hello, and please know that we continue to appreciate everyone who's been so kind and lovely and supportive to us both. I think it's not unlikely that we'll be back here at some point when we're both ready. Just know that our story is far from over and that she and I are still as amazed and overjoyed to have each other today as we were over two years ago when we first met.
In fact, I am even more amazed, overjoyed and privileged than I ever possibly could have imagined. I now know the calming, inner peace that comes from understanding what it is to own her. I now know the thrill that comes from having her fulfill my needs perfectly, with complete willingness and obedience. I know the sense of coming home that I think every dominant man must experience when he knows that he's found what he needs most to be complete: his perfect submissive. That is what she is. My perfect submissive. I needed her, I found her despite myself, I made her my possession, and I won't be satisfied until I claim her fully. She is, and will always be, mine.
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