🖤

Allow me to escape

[photographersunite]

[anenemysmind]

The smell of food makes me sick

I can’t swallow a single thing

Since you told me your deepest shit

The irony of my life coming back to mock me

Words coming out that I promised to hide til death

But it’s like you said

If I had kept this hidden

Death would be at my doorstep early

How wicked this life can be

When you can’t be with the one who makes you feel the most seen

And so I stand here as my world falls to shreds

After living through the day I would constantly dread

I didn’t expect my chest to hurt so badly

Didn’t think that a broken heart could yearn so badly

For a forbidden touch that I never thought possible

But when you confessed

My heart broke for that touch

Completely shattered by the thought

That it could’ve been possible

If not for that Saturday evening

Where you married the person everyone called your best friend

Forgetting that I was right there

Watching as it all played out

Pretending to smile happily

But really I wanted to be the one

Who spoke those two words

That would end it all

I reject

I reject

I reject

It was stuck in my throat

I reject

I reject

I reject

But I couldn’t let the words out

I reject

I reject

I reject

I felt it so deeply inside of me

I reject

I reject

I reject

My soul breaking for what can’t be

I reject

I reject

I reject

But this is how it’s supposed to be

[anenemysmind]

I keep thinking about you

My heart unable to stop racing

I don’t understand

How one can fall so fast

[anenemysmind]

A poem I wanted to share, but not ready to post where people know me

Please don’t ask me how I’m doing

Cuz I’ll lie and say that I’m okay

It’s easier than dumping my pain

On someone trying to get away

I often stay silent

Cuz my mind has tricked me into believing

That no one cares what I have to say

That no one wants to know me in any way

I’m much funnier when I’m at home

More vulnerable when I’m alone

I often shut people out

When I’m drowning in doubt

I despise how quiet I can be

When there’s a scream inside me

Begging to be seen by those beside me

Yet I still watch silently

Not knowing how to finally be free

[melisica]

Sara Castro

[memeuplift]

[sacredarch]

[anenemysmind]

Broken film camera doing something really cool things

[anenemysmind]

I love to watch you watch things

The way your face lights up

Or brows scowl in confusion

There’s a glimmer in your eyes

As you become hypnotized

[sunsetpan0rama]

Sir that's my emotional support tumblr mutual who I've never actually talked to

[lylahammar]

In my comics class we were supposed to draw the same scene with 8 different camera angles but I’ve never taken anything seriously in my life so I drew and edited this while drunk and turned it in a week late at 3:30 am enjoy

[lylahammar]

I’m watching Moana again and the fire still burns within me

[princessofharte]

This is beautiful. The buildup, the tension, it’s so dramatic.

[softhe4rted]

Virginia Woolf — A Writer’s Diary

[approvers]

[danger]

“ 29/365zev and i took a long walk along the frozen marsh and river. while sliding around, we found these cracks frozen under a layer of new ice and only visible when the dust of snow was brushed aside.i think i might have to call these few weeks my blue period.” -  Aliza razell

[danger]

[lilpieceofmyworld]

[feral-ballad]

“I loved you before I was born. It doesn’t make sense, I know. I saw your eyes before I had eyes to see. And I’ve lived longing for your every look ever since. That longing entered time as this body. And the longing grew as this body waxed. And the longing grows as this body wanes. That longing will outlive this body. I loved you before I was born. It makes no sense, I know. Long before eternity, I caught a glimpse of your neck and shoulders, your ankles and toes. And I’ve been lonely for you from that instant. That loneliness appeared on earth as this body. And my share of time has been nothing but your name outrunning my ever saying it clearly. Your face fleeing my ever kissing it firmly once on the mouth. In longing, I am most myself, rapt, my lamp mortal, my light hidden and singing. I give you my blank heart. Please write on it what you wish.”

— Li-Young Lee, from The Undressing: Poems; “I loved you before I was born”