Change, Like, Now.
So, I’m having a difficult time figuring myself out. I’m on my own, and a part of me feels as though that is the problem: I’m lacking a support system. I feel broken and empty inside; useless and hopeless. Although I fight every day to stay strong, to keep moving forward, it doesn’t seem as though it is enough. I feel utterly alone. I’m demotivated, tired, sad... Why is verbal “support” from my friends not enough? Why do I feel like the only person on this planet with this problem? One step up and two steps back describes my situation perfectly. I’ve been told to celebrate those steps up, but how can I if they are so minuscule and insignificant compared to my daily failure? How do I rid myself of the blackness I feel wrapped around my heart? I need help...