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i feel so bad about my body and i feel so stupid about it, because i don’t want to care about something so frivolous but i spend so much time and brain space worrying about it and i can’t stop. i’ve never gotten help before and i don’t know how.

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how do people go without talking to the person they’re romantically interested in daily? one day without talking makes me feel so insecure.

i got dressed up and went out last night and got very drunk. i thought i would feel good but i just felt so fat.

im really worried about visiting the guy i’ve been talking to next month.

it can’t be dismorphia if i’m actually fat and gross right?

#tw

i haven’t been here in quite a long time, but i’d like to start posting again. i have a lot to on my mind but nobody to tell.

my ed is worse than ever currently and i’m feeling very overwhelmed by work, school, life, and love.

who would have thought that at 22 i would go back to the same coping mechanism i used at 16?

i hope this is good for me.

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There are no Jack Kerouacs or Holden Caulfields for girls. Literary girls don’t take road-trips to find themselves; they take trips to find men. "Great" books, as defined by the Western canon, didn’t contain female protagonists I could admire. In fact, they barely contained female protagonists at all.

It’s Frustratingly Rare to Find a Novel About Women That’s Not About Love - Kelsey McKinney - The Atlantic (via fawnbabe)