Bang bang!

Is it that much different?

#ooc sorry currently just sick as hell #🤧😷🤒

It is to me, yes. The way I feel changed.

So people start to decorate for Christmas once more. And once more I am amazed about how different life is compared to the same time last year.

@c-castagnoli

#ic/ooc

When not even 'the best writer since Agatha Christie' can distract you from thinking of your man.

@c-castagnoli

angelic-love-x‌:

Different backgrounds, yes….I love you : * (in this particular case for this particular way to put things into words)

Different backgrounds do not stand in the way of a conjoined future, in my not so humble opinion.

Let’s just have fun in Vegas, Lauren, away from day-to-day life and its mundane tasks. Just the two of us.

I was just admiring the understatement :)

Let's do it! I am up for it! Carpe diem, right? Just the two of us : *

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angelic-love-x‌:

Hm. I admittedly never felt that it’s something very intimate. But I am most likely the most wrongest person to assess the degree of intimacy correctly.

In addition to us having very different backgrounds when it comes to that matter, you may as well add some male ego to your equation.

Different backgrounds, yes....I love you : * (in this particular case for this particular way to put things into words)

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angelic-love-x‌:

But…they’re pros. Like doctors. I’ll see what I can do. If I can’t organize it there, then I’ll find something here for a different occasion.

This is very much appreciated as I don’t see the aversion of being that intimately touched by a man go away anytime soon.

Hm. I admittedly never felt that it's something very intimate. But I am most likely the most wrongest person to assess the degree of intimacy correctly.

angelic-love-x‌:

Well, both is available. If we are talking about female hands, I would - out of pure selfishness - prefer it to be either a professionaI I know. Okay, that’s a bit crazy. Which would you prefer?

Then you better find one you know in Las Vegas because I am most certainly not keen on getting felt up by another man.

But...they're pros. Like doctors. I'll see what I can do. If I can't organize it there, then I'll find something here for a different occasion.

angelic-love-x‌:

Hm. I kinda understand that, but it’s quite an agreeable experience if it’s well done. Of course! There are many offers for, well, two.

Are we talking about male or female hands? And I would like to have the, is it called a couples’ massage in this case? In any case, I would prefer that.

Well, both is available. If we are talking about female hands, I would - out of pure selfishness - prefer it to be either a professionaI I know. Okay, that's a bit crazy. Which would you prefer?

angelic-love-x‌:

I absolutely recommend that you give it a try! I am not an expert. But those who are? Magicians. You really should give it a chance!

I don’t know if I am so keen about feeling anyone’s hands on me but yours… Would there be a possibility to not do this alone?

Hm. I kinda understand that, but it's quite an agreeable experience if it's well done. Of course! There are many offers for, well, two.

angelic-love-x:

Kinda, recently ^^

Uhm…wait. You don’t have a massage here and then?

Then let’s forget we even talked about it.

Other than when you sneak up behind me to show me that it’s time to put down work? No.

I absolutely recommend that you give it a try! I am not an expert. But those who are? Magicians. You really should give it a chance!

angelic-love-x:

True, the father is - or should be - involved as well. And I believe that it is amazing if the whole family takes part in such a crucial change! Well…I guess not everyone is sure if they will be able to handle the challenge.

You sound not sure at all, dear. But you will be a great aunt to our little one! And maybe you will see that you are ready for these changes as well then.

It's like I said, it was never an option before, so I did not even play much with the thought, especially with what a pregnancy might do to my body. Plus the potential father might want a say in this as well ^^ Right now, I can't even feed myself, not to speak of children.

For now, I am looking forward to this from my auntie point of view and do my very best!

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angelic-love-x:

I don’t know. It’s one of the very few decisions in life one can’t rethink and one of the few that decides not only about your, but about somebody else’s life, someone who can’t take decisions of its own yet and for a long time. That makes it difficult for me.

Well, in the best case, there are three or more people involved. Like here. It’s not just the baby and me, Rick is also a huge part of it and we both kind of left Conor no choice to be affected by it all as well.

But how can anyone complain about sharing and adjusting their life to, well, new life.

True, the father is - or should be - involved as well. And I believe that it is amazing if the whole family takes part in such a crucial change! Well...I guess not everyone is sure if they will be able to handle the challenge.

angelic-love-x:

Plus Elvis is kind of overly used in the wrestling business as well ^^

I believe though! The range too choose from should be wide enough! Have you read anything about spa? A nice massage for you?

Is he now?

So I look like someone who would lay still for one hour just to have someone touch my back all over?

Kinda, recently ^^

Uhm...wait. You don't have a massage here and then?

angelic-love-x:

I like his voice, yes, but that’s it :)

I am not a fan… I believe that’s connected to my job…don’t ask. It’s difficult to explain.

And it’s not even the real, original person.

Understandable. But more artistic shows shall grant us some nice and entertaining evenings nonetheless.

Plus Elvis is kind of overly used in the wrestling business as well ^^

I believe though! The range too choose from should be wide enough! Have you read anything about spa? A nice massage for you?

angelic-love-x:

I know. I am just letting my thoughs wander.

Lord, no. No Elvis please :) Burlesque and I are actually… would you like to see that?

I just want to make clear that there is not much expected from you. Only a weekend of freedom.

Don’t women swoon over him like crazy anymore? I would not be opposed to that unless it would make you feel uncomfortable.

I like his voice, yes, but that's it :)

I am not a fan... I believe that's connected to my job...don't ask. It's difficult to explain.

angelic-love-x:

I don’t know. I guess I have not thought about those things so much before. I never got so close to this, so it is very exciting for me.

You think you might want your own?

It has never been an option so far. Knowing that it was not, I believe I refused to think about if I want it to be an option at some point.

Well, things change. And I am asking the Lauren of the here and now. :)

I don't know. It's one of the very few decisions in life one can't rethink and one of the few that decides not only about your, but about somebody else's life, someone who can't take decisions of its own yet and for a long time. That makes it difficult for me.

angelic-love-x:

Oh, it’s not so much because I see a connection to myself. It’s just that I wonder at one hand about how desperate someone must be to believe that gambling might leas anywhere. And that any hard earned coin should not be wasted this way. And how sad it is if dreams are being shattered this way… I don’t know. I am not this picky with jobs usually, but I would prefer to not work there.

Hm, would you prefer something less artistic instead?

Thinking about it, I like variety due to how playful it is. Full of unspoken promises and thoughts.

It’s the design of the game, I guess. You have the numbers, the wins, but at one point, you stop counting and just wait for the next rush of coins. At least that’s what I expect. I was never one prone to addiction of this kind. You won’t have to work there in any way, shape or form. Your only “duty” shall be to keep me company and smile at me.

I was half expecting that you’d want to see an Elvis impersonator or something like that. But your suggestions sound more enticing. How is your stance on Burlesque?