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[angelsvile]

hi, welcome to my blog <3

[angelsvile]

inherited your dads crazy eyes

history repeats our whole damn lives

[angelsvile]

i keep men i date on the same pedestal as my father so when they disappoint me it hits me hard. i like to pretend with my rose tinted glasses that they are perfect and will consume me with their devotion. manifestation with the pretence of my failure. but perhaps my affirmations are false because keep down in the pit of my stomach i know that i will be hurt and clinging to my prayers and my thoughts will not do anything but keep my mind throbbing.

maybe to a certain degree i deserve this, god is punishing me for my past life endeavours. i am set to repeat the cycle until i am broken or i am met with a man who will be delicate but i say this with a grain of salt and i whisper it into my hands because i cannot bring myself to say it out loud. when i weep for my mother i weep for myself.

[angelsvile]

it feels like i’ve been ovulating for three months help

[angelsvile]

boys always act so sweet in the beginning until they know they have you and can take advantage of you

[angelsvile]

i knew i was born in the wrong generation when i missed the 60s big eyed lashes and eyeliner. let me look cute with my doe eyes and giant bottom lashes

[angelsvile]

[theresbloodonyouu]

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spending valentine’s day with her

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[fiftiesbbydolldress]

does your memory stray to a brighter summer day, when i kissed you and called you sweetheart

[gh0stgilrdiary]

[mojavedoll]

not all angels are in heaven. for example i’m mostly at home

[pollen]

Margaret Atwood, from “Hesitations Outside the Door,” 1970