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[anggren]

Biasanya satu kasur ini suka ndusel berdua bapak

Lalu dipijetin, dielus-elus

Rindu pak

Sangat

You used to be here laying next to me, pak

I wish you were here

Everything feels so heavy

Walaupun bapak pasti bilang dan akan ngikutin keputusan akhir ade, tapi bapak pasti bertanya pasti memberikan arahan. And i need it pak.

Kayak dulu bapak butuh ade disaat-saat terakhir bapak.

❤️

Maafin ade ya pak

[paper-wounds]

via

[thehopefulquotes]

“Sometimes you just need to distance yourself from people.”

— Unknown

[thoughtkick]

“You ever wonder what people really want from you?”

— Unknown

[thequotespot]

"You can love someone and still know that being around them is bad for your peace."

[anggren]

Betrayal

Trust issues

Promises

Inconsistencies

Anxiety

[quotefeeling]

“There will always be someone who can’t see your worth. Don’t let it be you.”

— Unknown

[anggren]

Mimpinya nyata bgt, yaa emang kenyataan, waktu itu.

Tapi nyesek bgt.

Ayo bisa Anggi bisa ☺️

[thequotespot]

"You are allowed to miss people and still move forward."

[quotefeeling]

“It’s okay to cry. Sometimes your body just needs to let out that stress and emotions you’ve been holding in”

— Unknown

[anggren]

Rinduuuu

Bapak

[anggren]

Kakek meninggal, salah satu orang yg kuanggap bapak

Sedih ya

Mau nangis

Orang yang dituakan dan bisa diajak ngobrol dan bisa mengerti tanpa menjudge skg sudah ga ada

[nuttybarzz]

Let me know all of you

[anggren]

The way their past still echoes in their present.

[anggren]

I posted a picture of my dad’s graveyard.

Then a long lost friend text me and asked me bout how i feel right now.

Its just so relieve that someone is catching up on me, asking me hows my feeling.

[blackbluecherryblossom]

i’m tired. but not just “didn’t sleep” tired. soul tired. bone tired. like my body keeps going but nothing inside knows why.

[anggren]

Aku rindu

Rindu tidur

Tidur berkualitas

Sakit kepala ini rasanya

Masih sering ingin menangis

Masih ada perasaan yg kosong

Yang hampa

Yang ga utuh

Dan masih gatau gmn caranya utk “sembuh”

[romessence]

[catalisst]

And therein lies the rub ...