Choose people who choose you
Recently, I learning to let go people who don't wanna stay. I'm not blaming myself again why they do this. Even to my family - since it's impossible to cut-off them, I just make boundaries to protecting my heart.
One of the reason I got depression before is I was looking for my family's attention. I was so envy with other people's warm family. Why no one - except my mom- asked me how I feeling, am I okay being alone in rantauan? My brothers were busy with their own family, I got frustrated for not receiving it.
But now, Alhamdulillah, Allah saving me. He makes my heart strong. I have been sincere and accepted not to have expectations from other people. If people don't want to communicate with me, as long as not my mistake I will keep my distance from them. I never begging they to stay beside me. Allah is enough for me.













