dramatic and weird

anj. 28. borderline/ednos. autistic. gemini/hufflepuff/chaotic good cleric. ig: anjhuzen venmo: anjhuzen this blog is a mess.

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y’all are getting mad as celebrities for sending get well wishes?? i hate trump too but wtf are they supposed to say? ‘die bitch lol’????

yes

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this aged well

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dystopian past times

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💕

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mom life is wonderful.

[owowowowwoowoowow]

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one day at home and i already feel like a complete failure.

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home today!

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tfw your baby is two days old and you’re already crying at the thought of her growing up.

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eleonora is here as of 8:57 am, may 28th, 2020. she weighs 8lbs 1.1oz and is 19 inches long. i love her more than words can ever possibly express.💕

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went back to the hospital this morning. i was 2cm dilated and 80% effaced when i got here, but no more progress since then. they’re keeping me overnight and hoping i’ll go into labor on my own. if i haven’t by tomorrow they’ll start an induction. either way i probably won’t be leaving here before she’s born. ❤️

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update: they’re going to start my induction some time tonight.

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update: they’re starting me on a low dose of pitocin in a few minutes.

this is suddenly seeming very real.

[anjhuzen]

got an epidural around 5:30 and finally got more than an hour of sleep. 7cm last they checked! we’re really doing this.

[anjhuzen]

went back to the hospital this morning. i was 2cm dilated and 80% effaced when i got here, but no more progress since then. they’re keeping me overnight and hoping i’ll go into labor on my own. if i haven’t by tomorrow they’ll start an induction. either way i probably won’t be leaving here before she’s born. ❤️

[anjhuzen]

update: they’re going to start my induction some time tonight.

[anjhuzen]

update: they’re starting me on a low dose of pitocin in a few minutes.

this is suddenly seeming very real.

[anjhuzen]

went back to the hospital this morning. i was 2cm dilated and 80% effaced when i got here, but no more progress since then. they’re keeping me overnight and hoping i’ll go into labor on my own. if i haven’t by tomorrow they’ll start an induction. either way i probably won’t be leaving here before she’s born. ❤️

[anjhuzen]

update: they’re going to start my induction some time tonight.

[anjhuzen]

went back to the hospital this morning. i was 2cm dilated and 80% effaced when i got here, but no more progress since then. they’re keeping me overnight and hoping i’ll go into labor on my own. if i haven’t by tomorrow they’ll start an induction. either way i probably won’t be leaving here before she’s born. ❤️

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been having fairly regular contractions since last night. 1cm dilated & 50% effaced when they checked me at the hospital today but they sent me home after two and a half hours because i hadn’t progressed beyond that. thinking i’m gonna go into active labor tonight. trying not to get my hopes up too high, but that’s what i’m thinking. i except nora will be here some time tomorrow. then again, she’s as stubborn and strong willed as a baby can be, so who knows.