May 29, 2017
Funny thing is whenever I open my tumblr and start blogging again, I usually have these pile of term PAPERS and yet I chose to write this over those. I guess I just have to let this out my chest and out of my mind so I can work peacefully.
I promised myself to keep this updated but it seems I’m always too preoccupied or rather busy doing papers or maybe my days aren’t interesting enough to be written here. I totally forgot to blog about my birthday, the days before and after that.
How’s life lately? I guess I’m currently struggling with my inferiority complex. That feeling of not being good enough and that there’s always someone who’s better than you. Prettier than you. Smarter than you. I don’t know, I can’t really tell. I guess I’m lacking appreciation here. People around me doesn’t recognize the things I do, the good and the bad. How much I can offer as a person.. that I’m not as shallow as everyone thinks. That I can do that, I can do this but nope they chose to care less.
I’m drowning in my own thoughts and pool of emotions but nahh, I’m used to pulling myself up from the water because that’s how it is for me. Used to it.
So, that’s it for this evening. I seriously have to update this. Haha btw, I’m going to Hong Kong by the end of June fuck yesss!
Laters!
