Anne

where you can find my not drepressed self: anne215

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Why does no one like me.....

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I wish I was loved

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Really can't do this anymore...

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Que xota de vida

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Changed my clothes, my personality, got more talkative, smile more, kinder. Changed city's twice....and still feel the same empty place in every single way.

(At least I am sad outside my hometown)

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Why can't this pain leave my heart

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There is a woman who sells fish.

No one ever buys her fish or even look at it

But her only costumer says that her fish is the best

How can she believe that when no one else wants her fish?

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My lifenis not that bad so why am I so sad?

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Kinda need to talk..... kinda have no one to listen to me

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I like my friends and i am happy that they are achieving a lot of beautiful things but...... deep down there is this jealousy feeling of "Why not me? Why can't I achieve something nice as well?".

Don't get me wrong I am happy for them but it gets to a point that its suffocating watching them always winning while I keep losing.

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When you think you are done falling down the well you discovered another well inside the well and hit rock bottom again :)

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"It doesn't get better and it doesn't get easier, I can't keep Iying to myself saying that im gonna change, im poison, i come from poison, i have poison inside and i destroy everything i touch" - Bojack Horseman

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No matter where I am, I will always feel alone

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It's so sad seeing all your friends having fun and hanging out with other people, are always busy, and I just spent my days at home doing nothing. I am happy that they have friends and partners, etc... but I always feel like they dont care about me, I know they do but sometimes it feels like they only dont have time for me.

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Don't know why people lie and say it gets better, I have been waiting for it to get better since I was 12, I am 21 now and everything only has been worse

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Alone....alone....ALONE....alone.....

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So many words.......and i still don't know how to say what I feel