annie’s ed (active in june 2021)

tw/ed/sh/anorexia/body checks sw: 129 cw:126 1gw:118–2gw:111–3gw:104–4gw:97 —————height: 5’4 current clothing size: small tops, small bottoms waist size: 27in————— she/they

[anniesed]

okay i’m planning on talking to my mom about my self harming next time i get to see her. wish me luck guys <3 i feel really guilty but i’m trying to grow as a person and this is just one step towards it.

[anniesed]

i’m really fucking sad rn and idk why can someone please send ways to feel better and happier or something? i just feel like complete shit. like this keeps happening and every time it does i have no way to help myself

[fairy-d0ll]

[anniesed]

nine minutes into my birthday and i’m already having suicidal thoughts <3 doing so great y’all

[anniesed]

my mom got me these pills... i think she noticed my weight gain lol anyway imma go abuse these now

[sk-el-et-on]

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[anniesed]

not me being suicidal over what someone told me a year ago 💀

[thebowltender]

moms b like "your emotional pain causes ME emotional pain and that is what we will be focusing on today"

[aterminatedghost]

literally

[anniesed]

guys i keep falling back into sh and i feel so empty again haha <3 i feel like ending it all and i know i shouldn’t say that but it just feels like i’m useless and nobody loves me and i really need some help

[anniesed]

TW/// sh

tell me why bitches always self harm on their arms when literally nobody looks at the space between your tiddies? like- huh?

[anniesed]

tw/// Self harm

just sh between my tiddys 😀 because i’m guilty for not counting calories 😀

[anniesed]

alright i’m going to start counting my calories again tomorrow, my trip finally ended so i get to be home and have more time to myself and easier access to my ed :^)

[anniesed]

okay i know i said i wanted to limit myself from my eating disorder as much as possible the week of my vacation but i ended up eating food and then freaking out and burning it all off throughout the day :( so i ate 25 calories and i still feel like shit because i’m still bloated from the things i ate yesterday

[anniesed]

guys i feel so nauseous but i came with a total of 385 calories. i went for a long walk and exercised between meals (i didn’t cut of calories from those)

[anniesed]

even tho i ate 700 calories today WHICH IS BELOW AVERAGE I NEED TO REMIND MYSELF imma burn most of it off because i feel guilty :)

[anniesed]

having brittle nails makes me feel so valid with an ed 😩

[anniesed]

my sister was trying to get me to eat potatoes for some reason 😩 she was like “potatoes are healthy, they keep you fuller for longer” like i’m grateful she’s trying but i’m not gonna eat potatoes