nothingness

sad

[anorecsia]

with arms wide open

high above me

i'll divide all oceans

raging above

hungry for my hurt

even if it takes

an eternity

in this darkness

centuries of ache

to find you

[untrustyou]

[thejournalclub]

[anorecsia]

my own heart

i devoured

so i could feel

for the last time

all i tucked away

where once

angels sang and

flowers grew

[sfmoma]

[anorecsia]

a peach i was

you bruised to mush

gushy and rotten.

out you spat me

and tossed.

come back to me

you never did.

decomposing

missing you

foolishly

[02void]

[s-hilas]

L’amour

[anorecsia]

sleeves rolled down

crimson spills through

like the confession

i'm hesitant to tell.

no pain far greater

than the precipice

of my everything

looked down upon.

[anorecsia]

persistant knocking

at the cellar door.

the attic

tainted

of black mold.

no one ever

may enter.

never clean

will i be.

[anorecsia]

like a cancer

i cannot see

only feel.

on my heart gnawing

nihilism.

multiplying within

a reverie years away

untouched.

[nikolawashere]

[kyqo]

[anorecsia]

chaotic and unapologetic

like the ocean's chaos

i can never promise you

any validity of what my emotions

will entail or ever mean.

[anorecsia]

the taste of iron

right before fastening

and finally tightening

makes me realize

how all will end anyway.

[sunbathe]

[pu-titx]