" What is the point
ā ā ā if those with the means and power
ā ā ā ā ā ā ā ā ā ā ā ā ā ā ā ā ā ā ā do not fight ? "
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About the blog
- Inspired by @anti-willo-miku
- This blog is based on and protected by Eren Jaeger.
- This blog is to combat endogenics, willogenics, TRASH, and radqueers, as well as provide a safe space for anti - endos.
About the owner
- You can call me Eren. That is not my name, but it will be here.
- My pronouns may change, and will be in tags. You can default to he / hx / xei.
- I am a minor, specifically 15. Interact accordingly.
- I am an alter in a C - DID system, and I have NPD and BPD. I don't feel empathy nor do I feel particularly strongly about many issues. IWC.
- I am not a fictive nor a kin of Eren. I just love his character.
- I support ALL contradictory labels and shit. Yes, including lesboys, turigirls, tfemmasc, gay bisexuals, etc. I am active in the LIOMOGAI community.
DNI
- ( Pro / neu ) " Endogenics "
- ( Pro / neu ) " Willogenics "
- ( Pro ) " Polyminds "
- Ship - course
- ( Pro / neu ) Radqueers / Adjacent
- Trans - race / trans - abled / whatever bullshit you spout can fuck off too.
- Against contradictory labels or neo / xenogenders.
- And, of course, TRASH.
Tags
- I'll be waiting for you... in hell.
ā ā ā ā ā ā Interactions with endos, discourse tag.
- I'm the same as you.
ā ā ā ā ā ā Asks.
- Because I was born into this world!
ā ā ā ā ā ā General posts and reblogs.
- We're born free. All of us.
ā ā ā ā ā ā Hot takes / rants.
- Will we finally... be free?
ā ā ā ā ā ā Positivity.
If you're a system, or even a singlet with a blog where you're publicly anti-endo, make sure to block @/ plural - blocklist, because they post usernames and links to us.
They say " block don't harass " but their followers don't give a fuck bc they're losers. Got one of my sideblogs a while ago.</3
OP: Great Post! Hurrah to you! Thank you for the info! I am sorry about your sideblogs. I am sorry that people like to suck.
I am not personally anti or pro, but that is bullshit ngl. Like the user @/plural - blocklist HAD to know that some people would harass other people...right? This individual is not dumb...correct? Like I have an opinion on the matter, but my opinion is not solidly one way or the other; frankly, for me its a indivdual by indivdual basis. There are people I believe and folks I do not. But that doesnt matter. What matters, especially when an anti is being peaceful, if you will, is that they shouldn't be harassed for an opinion. It's childish and stupid. No one should be harassed for an opinion either way. You guys can debate and shit. But what does it do to make someone feel bad? What does it do for you to just argue and argue? Have DEBATES, but don't harass. Basic decency. On both sides. I am sick and tired of seeing all of this shit where they hate on each other because of an OPINION. Also, if you don't like someone's opinion, BLOCK. Dont Harass fucking block. Like, all it does is start drama, is like, yeah, it's gonna happen. A lot of the folks, including myself, are teenagers. But that doesnt mean that we should look to harass or create drama with other users. We shouldn't judge based on opinion; we should judge on their character. If you would like to debate with me on common decency, go ahead. But it is decent not to harass others for an opinion.
it reminds me of that one trend on tiktok where people would sing that ādo i creep you outā song but everyone started it to the most mundane things ever
It is, but under ( what I am assuming is ) a different definition.
" Transgenic is a term with multiple meanings, as fluid as the transgender community itself.
An origin for plurals, headmates, or headspaces that are connected to being trans; possibly being a result of transphobia or dysphoria, but can include non-traumagenic trans-related origins.
Plurals who are trans and see great similarities between being trans and being plural. This can include both the similarities in interaction with the community or similarities within.
Plurals whose trans experience is greatly significant or important to their experience as being plural. "
So basically we have: possible ableism, ableism and transphobia, and then a definition that I actually think is tolerable. I like that last one. Definitely not under a name like " transgenic", though.
So, interesting thing about anxiety: Everyone has it at some point, similar to dissociation. Like dissociation, anxiety is a scale.
Forms of dissociation are daydreaming, zoning out, derealization, and depersonalization. The difference between those and a CDD is that they're complex. DRPDPD are also disordered.
Someone can have anxiety like being nervous for a presentation thinking they might mess up, and someone else may have it affect every aspect of their life where they constantly overthink, making them disordered (since it disorders their life and daily function)
As far as I know, no one "has anxiety from birth" since...everyone can experience it? Just depends on the scale.
The difference with endos though is that there's currently no feasible way on how someone can have multiple states of consciousness while not having a disorder life style (Considering the multiple states may cause confusion in identity, dissociation, disorientation, etc)
I am aware that PTSD isn't an anxiety disorder, but this just reminded me of comparing regular-old-anxiety to an anxiety disorder to full-on PTSD.
Everyone dissociates. That's normal. Some people do it more. That can be caused by trauma, or they could have other things going on that cause that to happen. But complex dissociative disorders have to be caused by trauma. That's it, that's the difference.
Yeah I actually get anxiety attacks all the time but I don't have anxiety... Yeah just the symptoms I don't have the actual disorder or anything. It makes me more quirky and unique.
YOUR feelings about YOUR disorder are valid. Itās okay to have things that you love about being a system, itās okay to hate being a system, itās okay to feel anything in between, and itās okay for those feelings to change. Your experience with your disorder is your own, and donāt let anybody make you think you have to view your disorder a certain way.
I hope you both consent to me stealing borrowing each and every one of these because I already did it
i suck at IDs too but I'll try to help out under the cut
[Image 1: A screenshot of grainy text on a white background that says "Source(s): Dude trust me". /End ID]
[Image 2: 3D text on a black background. It is viewed from an angle where the text begins to fade out of view on the right side, and is sitting on a reflective surface. It says, in all caps, "Extremely loud incorrect buzzer". /End ID]
[Image 3: Curious George from the kids' show Curious George with a disturbed expression on his face, eyes squinted and mouth open as if uncomfortable. There is white text outlined with black above and below him that comes together to say, "Even George isn't curious about this shit" in all caps. /End ID]
[Image 4: A yellow dog with a long neck and floppy ears seen from behind. He has a speech bubble above him that says, "I do not desire this information". /End ID]
[Image 5: Luigi from the Mario Franchise staring down at a grey iPhone, squinting as though looking at something outrageous. /End ID]
[Image 6: Green text on a clip of a city from Fallout. It says, "[Everyone disliked that.]" /End ID]
I do not know the game from image 7 and am having trouble describing it, but it has text saying "Argument ignored" in all caps.
[Image 8: A closeup of the skill bar from Skyrim. It is maxed out and says "Delusion 100" above it. /End ID]
[Image 9: A truth/lie detector that has been extended, with a category beyond lie, labeled as "Bullshit". The pointer is in that category. /End ID]
[Image 10: A scribble-style drawing of a person sitting in a chair facing the corner. They are looking over their shoulder at the viewer with a comically large frown and downwards-pointing eyebrows. There is a sign on the wall saying, "Stupid dumb idiot corner" in all caps. /End ID]
drinking a can of soda is better than not drinking anything at all. ājunkā food is better than no food at all. just rinsing your mouth out with mouthwash is better than no oral hygiene at all. changing into a different set of pyjamas is better than not changing at all. getting up just to sit down on the chair across the room for a bit is better than not getting up at all. changing just your pillowcase is better than not changing your bedding at all. cracking a window open is better than getting no fresh air at all.
if you donāt have enough spoons for full tasks, smaller adaptations are better than nothing at all. itās okay if you donāt have the energy to actively fight today. just staying afloat is enough. you are enough.
We do, and then you specifically delete and block because you said DNI. Like you can't be serious withdrawing into your echo chamber saying "I don't hear anything" like no shit dude that's the point how hard are you dissociating with this problem to avoid things like the shit you gotta do tomorrow holy crap
Hi, firstly, learn to read a DNI, you can find free reading classes online.
Secondly, the only thing your community ever does to "adress it" is to glorify it. "Well them using the term multiplicity was wrong!" does not count when the main issue with the movement was the fact that they were trying to deny systems healthcare.
Thirdly, you're a loser.
Implying I shouldāve taken your DNI like an order and that Iām stupid for not is an interesting way of projecting the pain you feel over how he used confusing words to get you alone. Repeating the pattern of āI told you soā while also shouting insults is literally just an introjection of the person who split you originally. Youāre not really your full self here, but I can see the caricature of your abuser you confused with a sense of strength and I can understand taking the evil track in life on repeating the cycle of abuse. Itās how I was made tooā¦
In that sense it makes sense why fear the endogenic. If one wasnāt split by another, the introjection of their ādissociationā is themselves. You hate the endos because they accept themselves. You hate the traumagenic pro-endos because they accept themselves too and actually live their life without their abuser living so rent free in their head heās the foundation of how you protect yourself by not being your true self.
DNIs from you are a mirror of how he tricked you to be alone with confusing words. If only you had been more clear right? But you canāt blame yourself. You were a child. Using them today while disrespecting what they man like flimsy tissue paper you wipe yourself with as you hit reblog and block instead of just block is the constant affirmation that your words never mattered. Only your actions did.
And so you give me the type of weak argument Iād see from a C student thatās disproven by a single counter example, goalpost shifted to āwell *all but that one*ā and runs in circles instead of just citing your sources and making less histrionic claims.
All in all, I just hope you remember that hating and defeating everyone wonāt give you back your sense of self he took from you. The only thing that will is healing. If your life is not going so well, I suggest examining the whole larp blog thing.
As for me, I know Iām an idiot. But Iām happy, and this interaction made me giggle until I replied seriously, since you seem to be intelligent.
I think, the thing a lot of endos don't get is that they do harm people
All of them
From the misinformation that causes systems to deny their trauma and avoid medical help when they need it, to the forceful separation of identity and personality that many singlets start doing to "become an endogenic/willogenic system", to also then the harassment and the ableism
The whole community is harmful, the posts they make, the way they identify, what they say and how they act. The way they treat actual systems and singlets is horrifying and harmful, but they don't get that
They don't understand that harassment can be genuinely traumatizing, especially when you're targeting an already traumatized and disabled minor. They don't understand that telling people to die, telling people they're bad and wrong and horrible, can and will affect that person
And they certainly don't understand the fact that disorders do affect people, and making them deny having that disorder, or making them try to force themselves to have that disorder, will only hurt them in the end
Well, either that or they do understand but they just don't care. They want to hurt people. Anyone who doesn't agree with them deserves to suffer in their eyes (see; Sophieinwonderland and more)
I snagged my evil URL, @pro-willo-eren, so if you see him floating around, that's me. Only thing is, what should I do with that blog? Some kind of archive or something, perhaps?
whoever just said "endos can have trauma, they just didnt form from it", I have a knuckle sandwich in my pocket RIGHT NOW!!!!! when I catch you misinforming mfs. they formed because of the trauma, not for the sake of dandy roleplayš
