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“There’s only so many times I can go to the gym.” Lucas honestly felt like he was running whenever he went there and that wasn’t great. Felt like people would think that he might not want to deal with this whole thing. And he didn’t but he was always going to be there for Julian. Because he loved the man more than anything. “I could do that but I’m pretty sure that our kids might have a problem with it. Which you know sounds like an incredibly good thing to me.” He pressed his lips to Julian’s again softly, “I am all yours. For the next fifty years at least.” His breath caught in his throat as he listened to the words, it was hard to think of the fact that he would have to start telling people. Would make this all the more real. “Jules… only if it’s absolutely okay with you. I know you don’t want people to know and I only want you to be comfortable and happy. You know that.”
Julian looked at Lucas with a fond smile, still not sure how he managed to get so lucky with meeting the other. It made him so desperate to hold onto their future, their life, their kids. Julian would keep fighting with all his strength. “I know you do, honey. I’m okay with people knowing. I can’t keep hiding it... I don’t leave the house as often and when I do I try so hard to act like everything is normal but I can’t do that anymore. It’s exhausting.” Julian reached a hand out to take Lucas’s hand. “And like I said, I don’t want you to harbor everything inside, I want you to be able to talk to your friends and the support you need.”















