divine delusions

indie pokemon rp blog for the leader of team galactic, cyrus

[dmcfadzean]

[ap0theosis-blog]

i’m still alive, i promise.

suffice it to say that the last couple weeks have been a strong contender for the worst two week period of my life and as much as i want to get back to cyrus-ing semi-consistently, i’m not super keen on being in my own head much lately, let alone this walking disaster’s.  (like, yesterday i nearly had a panic attack during a church service over a combination of my feelings w/r/t organized religion and certain aspects of existentialism, if that helps illustrate why writing cyrus may not be the best thing for my head rn :/ )

anyway tl;dr my brain’s all bunked up but i haven’t abandoned this blog, just dealin with my bunked up brain before i can get back to dealing with this loser’s bunked up brain extensively ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

[shitpostgenerator]

avoid fun

[c-isnenegro]

[ap0theosis-blog]

Person: You don't talk much!

Me: I'm observing your weaknesses since you're so freely verbalizing everything about yourself.

[ap0theosis-blog]

"Cyrus is a loser. Hue hue hue.

“Thank you for your input."

[aseaofquotes]

Amy Tan, The Joy Luck Club

[pharrma-deactivated20150102]

"Sleep is for the weak," i say. my hands are shaking. i can hear colors.   

[ap0theosis-blog]

So young

         and yet

                    you carry so much burden.

[crimnatic]

#SAID EVERY OTHER STUDENT  #EVER

[numberonemetsfan]

Ever realize how nothing matters and you can just walk out in the middle of a class and buy a scone

[ap0theosis-blog]

person: that's mean

me: i'm mean

[teamgrunts]

“We’re no heroes and we never will be”

[s]

how dare you accuse me of being a narcissist? I am perfect

[c-isnenegro]

[struggling-forever]

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[lolmythesis]

Turns out almost everything is a waste of time

Ancient Philosophy, Dartmouth College

Seneca the Younger’s Ethics of Time