antipathy world @april-fifteenth - Tumblr Blog

hellooo ngl on this blog just call me april I dont wanna carry over my name from main 😭

I use any pronouns (pangender) and I dont care which ones you use for me

Fka: Enananvents, Kvents2500

tw/cw for talking about suicide a lot (i wont do anything but talking about it and screaming it into the void makes me feel better so don't worry about me.), and then just general tw/cw

Make sure to respect your own dni

Layout by @.pienicide here

Im a jiari but uhmmm i uh im uhhh please be nice to me Im learning how to make posts on jiariblr

My userboxes + prns page under cut

#Intro #Pinned #Vents #Vent acc #Spotify

jiraishizu

I have (or had if I actually decide to do what I want) notifications for all my moots I regularly interact with. None of them have notifications on for me. The only time I'm spammed is random and probably because a moot feels bad for me. I tirelessly like everyone's post the moment it's posted. Half of my original posts have zero likes. And I know that it's not because they don't know about the notification feature. My moots just have each other with notifications but not me because I'm not interesting enough for them to have to care.

Why should I show love if I'll never be reciprocated? I can't be a selfless person all the time.

#I always feel so bad that idk when my moots post #Bcos im im browser and I have parental stuff so I can't put notifications on :(#Im really sorry silly I feel bad :(

theminorinrin

idk whether to feel bad about not reaching out or to be upset thst she has made no effort to contact me, despite telling me for the first 11 years of my life how much she loved and cherished me.