aspiring skeleton

active December 2024 • she/her

[apsiringskeleton]

ED TW FOR MY PAGE‼️

Idk who needs to hear this, but I know you're just doing your best. You are very loved, no matter what your brain says. It's okay. It will be okay.

[apsiringskeleton]

How do yall avoid headaches during fasts??

[todayscalss]

looking for an an@ buddy who’s just a chill girlboss so we can motivate each other while also being insanely chill🙏🏻

[apsiringskeleton]

DMs open🫶

[apsiringskeleton]

I'm back after almost 3 years. My trigger was hearing my boyfriend tell my best friend that she looks like a speck of dust. I NEED to hear that from him. Am I crazy??

[apsiringskeleton]

My favorite meals lately<3

[morgana-at-night-deactivated202]

Don't ask me if I'm okay or I'll panick

[apsiringskeleton]

My birthday is in 3 days... can't believe I'm gonna live another year mentally ill

[apsiringskeleton]

A side of eds that aren't shown on Tumblr: genuinely wanting to eat/drink one day and not being able to.

The absolute worst feeling.

[owlmylove]

maybe if you take a hot shower. cook something. eat a little soup. feel a little sunshine. make something with your hands—it doesn’t have to be big. maybe if you stretch your body and draw a silly little picture and get some rest, the world will feel like something your hands can still hold

[apsiringskeleton]

Why does this make me wanna cry😭

[apsiringskeleton]

I'm so tired of my family whispering about me when I'm not in the room

[unspokengrief]

im so scared the rest of my life is gonna feel like this

[apsiringskeleton]

3d not Sheeran tips:

1. Eat breakfast!!

I promise this will help with appetite control and b1nges

2. Drink water

This is just for your health, but it helps with appetite control and gives your body much needed hydration

3. Take your vitamins

This was scary for me for some reason, but by not eating, you're taking away nutrients that helps your body, blood, immune system, etc. If you're getting sick more often, PLEASE take your vitamins.

4. Feed yourself

Ironic right? If you fall into a r3stricting/ b1nging cycle, it's probably because you r3strict too much and then your body is craving anything. Try higher cal r3strictions mixed in with your regular:)

5. Get your feelings out

Journal, find mutuals on Tumblr, talk to a friend/family member you completely trust. You're going through too much to keep it all in.

I know it's hard. I know it's frustrating losing control and then fighting for it back, so just take a sec to do a few things every day to make this miserable life a little better.

My dms are open. Take care of yourselves<3

[unspokengrief]

idk about you but im trapped in a brain that hates me and im exhausted

[apsiringskeleton]

I feel like I don't deserve to eat

[apsiringskeleton]

Happy ed awareness week... I personally wish I was less aware!!

[apsiringskeleton]

Parents 3 rules and how I'm getting around them:

1. Take vitamins

Okay so this isn't bad, but some of them have calories so I'll take them until my mom stops watching me. Until then I'm cutting coffee.

2. Only work out 5/7 days a week

I usually work out in the morning, so I'll wait till they aren't home

3. Eat lunch and do better about unhealthy snacks

Keep lying to them about eating lunch and just totally stop eating anything other than dinner:)

[apsiringskeleton]

the urge to throw away anything I'm craving>>>