Rambles of a Hellion

MAID OF BLOOD She/Her, 35 year old asexual ConMom. I am uploading all the videos that YouTube blocked on Vimeo. Same username as here and Youtube. I'm AquilaCat on YT and Instagram. Recent cosplay pics are on Insta.

[x-bee-x]

We were about to riot

[badboyhalo-updates]

Badboyhalo posted on Twitter!

[ultra-raging-ghost]

Newt: You mentioned foolish, is he the outworlder weighing on your mind? Bad: what? no. he's the worst person I've ever met. I hate that guy, did you know he's a tyrant? Newt: ....... bad: why, did he say something about me?

[ultra-raging-ghost]

Bad describing the meteor as "uncomfortably warm" when he enjoys being set on fire is interesting!! Probably nothing. Probably nothing to do with him and meteors.

[ultra-raging-ghost]

Newt: can I ask you another question?

Bad: sure

Newt: why do you hate foolish?

Bad: aside from him being horrible? Well let's start from the beginning, from the moment I met him I could just feel that he stood against everything I am. I feel like he does everything he does to annoy me, he's against me every step of the way!

[ultra-raging-ghost]

Newt: are there others like you?

Bad: I mean... Here? I don't think so. There are others but we don't keep in touch. If they're here theyre keeping it under wraps

Newt: could you bring yourself to hate them if they hurt someone dear to you?

Bad: oh I dunno. Gosh, maybe. If it aligned with what I'm here to do. If one of my coworkers had to hurt someone I loved... It would definitely hurt me

Newt: maybe we just shouldn't form connections. It seems easier to forget.

Bad: it does seem easier but you gotta remember, you can only drown those feelings for a little bit before they come back. And youd also forget all your good moments!

Newt: speaking from experience?

Bad: haha yeah. I think.. my saddest memories, some of them are also the happiest. That's my thoughts anyway.

[ultra-raging-ghost]

Newt: thank you for talking to me. I know us keepers seem scary. But maybe you're the same

Bad: haha yeah, no. I never thought you guys were scary, you look scary to all the.. meat creatures running around but I can see you're all fluff.

Newt: I think I could say the same for you, you're a kind soul

Bad: AWWWWWGH

[ultra-raging-ghost]

Bads having a fun time waiting for this message btw. his fear of abandonment is peeking through the cracks. he stands in his now finished, empty cathedral and calls to the skies that he's ready !! and nothing comes, and he thinks "Well it'll take a little bit maybe, its hard sending messages across time and space!" and nothing comes. And he sits at the pulpit and he taps his feet and he does an impatient dance and stares at the empty stand and then breaks down crying because "oh god I hope they didn't forget me". And then to pass the time he talks to a keeper who's struggling to find his purpose and he's reminded through shared immortality how everyone leaves eventually and he cant do anything to stop it. Go back to the pulpit, cry again. He leaves and thinks of something to do and all he can think about is foolish, stealing foolish's throne that doesn't exist anymore, bugging his friend enemy but its not worth it because he doesn't even remember bad as far as bad knows.

anyway he's putting a bunch of armadillos in lukeys lab and labeling them "pangopups"

[milk459]

After today’s talk between Newt and tr!Bad the Investors got together on the Lukey Discord and came up with a duo name for them

“ Night Shades” ! :D inspired by the poisonous flower 🥀

Attached below are all of the cool symbolism we found for why this name works so well for the two of them, happy reading :3 c ✨

[ultra-raging-ghost]

Dustbunnies....

[mossiishroom]

Posting this clip as I’m a Truther of Lifestealers being not exactly mortal and it’s just interesting implications being said here

[ultra-raging-ghost]

bads explaining his characters arc, where the qsmp was learning how to be more accepting of loved ones and he thinks the trsmp one will probably be the opposite of that, where he's re-learning how to lose. its gonna hurt <3

[trappedinacomputer]

Bad said if he seems cagey about the situation at hand it's because the subject of it (the controversy surrounding the other guy) hits too close to home and he can't go into too much detail without sharing information he's not comfortable/ready to share publicly yet

[ultra-raging-ghost]

Bad has a personal hc (NOT cannon) about the ghosties where we're souls he's supposed to reap but since he cant get to the afterlife we stick around him like squatters rights.

Apparently he personally views "grim reaper" as a title rather than just one person in his lore

[ultra-raging-ghost]

Water confessing to being in love with BBH and then immediately dying badly and forever is not going to improve his “i’m dooming every person i reach out to” complex i fear

LITERALLYYYYY

Bad going "this is just like vesuvius" and then her LITERALLY dropping dead a day later isn't going to help his doomed lovers narrative...... the only possible worst way this could've gone is if he'd pushed her into lava

[genevawrenn]

My thoughts on the BBH situation & apology from today :

[if you don't know, don't worry about it and take care of yourselves <3 this situation is concluded in my eyes, we just block what and who we need too and we don't bring it up unless its something that needs to be addressed but the best thing would be to let it fade away]

Final thoughts : Please give everyone patience and validate people's hurt cause, yes, this was a betrayal of trust, but please, please, please allow time to prove things have changed. People who have messed up need time to prove they have learned. Keep that in mind is all I ask.

And also, be kind <3 Everyone makes mistakes, and some are a lot more visible than others, but we can help guide those who have messed up to better places. We have enough toxicity and hurt, use the block and mute buttons if you have too and just allow people to change.

You are valid if you feel hurt and betrayed or unsafe, and I beg that if you do take a step back and go hug a loved one, rely on a trusted friend for support, and remember at the end of the day we are all people and we mess up. Be patient and understanding please <3

[dizziful-clown]

i dont think anyone uploaded bad serenading foolish with september yet so here you go