untamedmeadowes:
Salve For Sore Spirits
Dorcas bristled. It was more instinct than personal, the automatic response to someone maligning or doubting any of her friends. “Yes, actually,” she retorted hotly. “Mum and dad took me to St. Mungo’s, where Benjy also works, remember?” She folded her arms, now more sulky than angry as she lamented, “I’ve been looked at by so many Healers.” She deflated still more and added with a sigh, “So many.”
That was one benefit to her very public fight with Voldemort: as opposed to most injuries obtained in activities on behalf of the Order of the Phoenix, there was no need for – nor, indeed, any chance of – trying to keep these a secret or come up with some other excuse for them. Everyone knew she had fought Voldemort. Everyone knew she had gotten hurt. The Daily Prophet had interviewed her twice, and probably would have interviewed her again if she had given them answers more along the lines of what they wanted to hear (and had been less distracted looking around as though Ainsley Abbott were going to pop out of hiding and challenge her to a duel mid-quote).
Sulking, while something Dorcas was admittedly good at, was not something she could maintain for long so while she tried to act grudging about her interest, the moment Arabella said that she wanted to listen to her, Dorcas perked-up. “You do?” she asked, her tone a mixture of skepticism and hope. “How can you fix it? You’re not in the Inner Circle. You’re not even a witch.” It wasn’t spoken as an insult, and it never occurred to Dorcas that Arabella might take it that way – although if asked, she would have readily admitted that being called a Squib very much would feel like an insult. That didn’t stop her from hoping that Arabella would somehow be able to offer a miracle solution…not that Dorcas was doing herself any favors towards that end right now.
While Arabella understood that it must’ve been frustrating to be looked at by so many Healers, as Dorcas herself had put it, she still thought it was a small price to pay for surviving an encounter with Voldemort. In fact, Dorcas didn’t seem any more aware of her own mortality, as Arabella had perhaps hoped; instead, she just seemed to have decided to be petulant. Although Arabella supposed that was where she came in. “That’s good,” she nodded, almost comically impassive in contrast to Dorcas’ tone. It wasn’t a result of indifference, but she also had no intention of squabbling over something like this. “I thought as much but it’s best to not assume, isn’t it? In any case, I really am relieved you’re feeling better. These attacks...” she trailed off for a moment, trying to find the words. In the end, the best she could offer was another small smile. “So many people getting hurt, it doesn’t get easier to watch.”
Because that was what she did for the most part. For all she tried to be useful, in battle she was a spectator at best, a hindrance at worst -- she didn’t kid herself about that. However, helplessness itself didn’t do much. So she’d learnt to channel it into action instead. And now taking action meant trying to prevent Dorcas from going back to those Healers so soon again. She didn’t need to be a witch to do that, though, and the insinuation that she did had a light frown settle on her face. “I’m not offering to cast a spell, am I? I’m offering to listen.” As for the Inner Circle, in Arabella’s opinion Order members often tended to forget that it wasn’t some exclusive club but instead just a means to facilitate decision-making and enforce at least some level of security. She certainly didn’t need to be in it for her words to be heard, and she knew that the reason for Dorcas’ not to be heard wasn’t that she wasn’t in the circle either. “In the end, we all have the same goal. If your ideas help reach that then of course I want to help. And if I can’t, then we find someone who can. It’s very simple, really.”








