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Strange Overtones: – a really good recipe for peach cobbler.
So, why is it that umbrellas are so hard to close with wet hands, yet umbrella handles leave cold, unsuspecting fingers open to be like, rained on? Sora gives his giant umbrella a particularly violent shake before hoisting it upward like He-man calling on the power of Grayskull, finally catching it on the stupid notch– oh. Oh, but then it catches the overhang of the landing above too. Of course it does. Yeah, it catches and it slips out of his wet hands, leaving him to watch, mortified, as it goes clanging down the stairwell echoing louder than anything he’s ever heard in his entire life.
Hand still outstretched, Sora winces with each bang and every clang until his umbrella finally - y’know, formally introduces itself to the ground floor. Muttering under his breath (cursing his own luck, really), he sets his elbows on the rail of his floor’s landing, arms slowly curling inward to rake exasperated hands through his hair. …Hands through his hair… Hands through… his hair… Hands… on his shoulder–? “AH–!”
Sora startles so hard, he practically tears himself out of– “Eraqus?!” –Out of Eraqus’s light grip, his own hands gripping his chest now.
If Eraqus is at all offended, he wears it with grace, nodding at Sora as though he expected precisely that kind of response. (And in Sora’s just and fair opinion ((Thank you!)), no one in their right mind should be going around scaring the absolute bananas out of somebody if they know they’re gonna freak somebody out! Like, come on!) “Sora,” he says. “I hoped I might run into you sooner rather than later.”
Oh, and what was the giveaway? The racket in the stairwell? Sora’s mouth opens to say about as much, but something like a respect for his elders ultimately snaps his jaw shut, teeth coming together with a succinct little snap. That respect for his elders (and a good old, “Sure, happy to help!”) is probably what lands him in Eraqus’s apartment, ogling a sword that looks fresh out of the dark ages crossed with… Mace Windu’s lightsaber? Sorry, what? How has he never noticed that before? Strange as it is, he can’t help but feel a certain surge of… fondness for his neighbor, exhaling a soft laugh through his nose and settling on the floor.
Eraqus is just about through his explanation of his problem, calmly relaying his frustrations in a tone so level, Sora can barely tell Eraqus is really torn up by this– barely. Meaning, he totally can. Anyway, he’s just about done explaining when there’s a soft knock at the door, and Sora is quick to take the momentary distraction to laugh into his hand - something he hopes is good-natured.
“I’ll get it,” Eraqus says, climbing to his feet.
Sora beams a bright, “Okay!” and ‘hmm’s at the remote, turning it over in his hands. What was there to figure out exactly? No picture, right? Well, the television is off for starters. Eraqus wouldn’t really call him down here just to have Sora turn his television on for him, would he? He angles his head and his brow quirks. He supposes stranger things have happened. Like, there was that time Terra tried to force the refrigerator door open and ended up tearing out the gasket entirely – which, to his credit, did get the refrigerator open. … The only problem being that it would never close again, but that ended up being a problem for another day.
He’s just pointing the remote at the television when Eraqus returns, and Sora cranes his neck from where he’s sitting to welcome him back only to find he’s brought his guest along with him and at this, Sora’s eyebrows positively shoot into his hair. “Ah!” He jumps to his feet and points, exclaiming again, “Ah! It’s you!” And this accompanied with an almost accusatory jab of his finger. “I’ve been looking for you everywhere!”
To start, Riku was definitely never explicitly opposed to a new neighbor. A little hesitant, sure, yeah. But what did it matter? It was a nice thought, actually--to have a fresh face around the complex, to say ‘hello’ to every so often. Not much different to everyone else already here. He was probably... a little excited, even. He hadn’t told Kairi about that part, though.
So, ‘someone new’ came, and ‘someone new’ also evidently had some sort of blatant, predisposed aversion to Riku. Not... exactly what he had in mind for the person now living one old, thin expanse of drywall away from him but... He certainly didn’t seem to like him. Riku was the only one he hadn’t bothered to introduce himself to. Riku was the only one that never seemed to bump into him in the hall and have some apparently pleasant conversation about this-or-that. And Riku was also the only one he seemed to catch through closing elevator doors and... wave to? By the third time this had occurred, he had half a mind to ask just what exactly his problem was.
Subsequently, he also found out from Kairi and just about everyone else that his name was Sora and, funny enough, they all seemed to like him just fine! In fact, the ‘Sora’ they talked about was kind of like an entirely different person--definitely not the absolute heathen building shelves at 10:30pm on a weeknight, or nailing things into their shared wall not a half hour after that, all while belting the same two songs, entirely off key, until Riku swears he could’ve shouted them back lyric for lyric.
But, he still struggles to make sense of any of it. There’s not a single connection he can make as to why this guy is basically out to ruin his life with an incredible accumulation of small annoyances. And when left to his own devices (as in: not in Kairi’s sensible vicinity for more than a day), it occurs to him that... this was probably his fault, then. He’s not sure how, but it had to be the case because-- what else WAS there?
Maybe... he’d said something rude without realizing--? Not that they’d really spoken at all as far as he can remember but if it happened in passing and Riku didn’t even realize--... he’d feel even worse! Maybe he’d cut him off once in his rush to board the bus. Or maybe Kairi had been right about her RBF theory after all... He never could claim to have the friendliest resting expression. Or it could’ve been something he’d blocked out entirely--how could he figure this all out if that was the case? And with these cyclical thoughts now fully established, he stays wrapped up them for a nice, solid, borderline concerning amount of time. All the while, those stupid passive aggressive encounters and nighttime home improvement projects show no sign of subsiding--with some new additions too, apparently. Like, how often could someone really be ordering takeout... Whatever Riku did to warrant all of this, Sora must have really taken it to heart or something.
He intended to bring it all up to Kairi once again--she was the (basically) lifelong friend of his that, for some reason, had a certain knack for spitting out list after list of everything he needed to hear in almost any context. Always. A best friend didn’t get much better than Kairi, and sometimes he doubted that he could ever be as good to her as she was to him. But, he was so transparent to her that she could probably even sense him thinking it and snap him out of that, too.
Some of his plight made it her way, and her sound advice was less of advice and more of... telling Riku that he was (as he is prone to) probably reading waaay too far into it. And despite his appreciation for the insight and the mostly lighthearted attack on his mental state, Riku just couldn’t pry himself away from that nagging fear that this random person just... hates him. Right off the bat. Just like that. But, then he caught her conspiring with the enemy, and suddenly he felt that certain suspicion crawling right back...
That’s essentially what lands him where he is at this very moment. Today was supposed to be normal, fine, whatever--nothing out of the ordinary being tossed in his face, nothing to stress about except maybe taking inventory at work for the fourth time this week. He planned to stop by Eraqus’s apartment on his way home from today, having asked him to hold onto a package that Riku wouldn’t be home to receive this afternoon (his mother, to this day, likes to send little reminders of home), and that was all well and good until he actually sees Eraqus. He’d always been a fairly level-headed person, as far as Riku could tell; never really looked like he was feeling too much of anything at one time. Riku knocks gently, idly trying to knock some of the water from his folded umbrella, but is greeted by a somewhat... distressed-looking Eraqus. That’s a new one, for sure. But he figures it isn’t really his business to ask what was the matter. Eraqus comes off quite enigmatic sometimes... and he seems to like keeping it that way, so Riku’s happy to leave him to that. But he can’t shake the lingering curiosity as he’s let in and led through his apartment. It’s funny, though, he actually starts to wonder if it had anything to do with Sora. Maybe he’d finally started terrorizing other tenants and not just him. Even weirder, it... sort of sounded like someone else had been here before he knocked. Huh.
Riku almost runs straight into Eraqus as he pauses in the entryway, a little caught up in that thought for a second. He shifts his attention to the living room, hearing... something just then--
Oh.
Well, he’s... actually right there. Sora’s right there, pointing and shouting something or other at Riku before he even has time to fully process the simulation he’s just entered. It has to be a simulation, right? There’s no way the universe could’ve aligned itself so perfectly against him, so as to put this guy right here in front of him with no escape route. But the longer he stands there, the more aware he is that Eraqus is looking at him, too and... this was definitely just a very unfortunate reality for him.
He sputters for a moment, grasping for some kind of... explanation? As if he owes one in the first place, “I-- what?”
Oh no. He was right, then, wasn’t he? That whole time... It was probably him being rude, right? And from the looks of it, he’s definitely about to be shaken down for it this time. In the middle of someone else’s home. Only vaguely aware of Eraqus looking a bit perturbed in his peripheral, Riku’s left grappling with the chill of anxiety shot through his chest and yet, in spite of himself, manages, “That’s... funny. I kind of feel like I’ve been running into you--everywhere.”
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The beginnings of a fond smile are just coming together as Sora allows himself, for the moment, to indulge in his favorite idea of theirs: forever. It’s the seed of possibility planted and set on the rail of their adjacent balconies, blooming in the sun. It’s an inkling of eternity, an idea that itches like a question, scratching at the back of a mind so naive. It’s a thought of infinity, and it’s infinity that Sora’s so certain he knows when he’s together with Riku–eternity, together with their friends.
So Sora considers forever with a hum of his own, gaze upturned in thought. His vision settles, unfocused, somewhere just below the classroom ceiling and above the clock ticking there with zero consideration for time; time overflowing from the space between their laced fingers, spilling out through cupped palms. Time for and of each other–time just here, time just there. And it’s time that drags to a halt, as Riku bows his head to their joined hands and Sora’s eyelids flutter shut–the two of them all sweep of saturated mercury and fanning of dark lashes–as he leans in to press a lingering kiss to Riku’s crown.
Lips smiling into silver hair, he doesn’t withdraw to speak right away, just sorta inclines his head a little, nose pressing as he answers, “Kairi’s where we’ll be, if we decide to go there.” And with that, he quickly squeezes their hands together and slips back into his seat. The grin he offers next is sloppy and wide–cheeky yet subdued. “No really though, Kairi’s got my lunch in her locker. We’re ransomed in, detective.”
Usually too busy goofing around during their lunch period to eat everything he brought, it’s rare for Sora to make the trek home without devouring the something or other still left in his homemade lunch. And, true to routine, he’s hungry now–but not so fussy as he regards a dozing Riku for a moment. Soft… (And, geez someone could probably be caught shaking a bag of cotton balls in place of his hungry stomach–fond, fond smile.) He thinks, a bit idly, that maybe he should kiss him again, and his mouth twists around his brackets in consideration of this, but what his mouth does instead is this: “PHWEEEEEEEET,” through pursed lips and then, “Well, unless you feel like taking me home—!” As he makes absolutely no move to get up.
His eyelids flutter with the gesture, heavy as they are. Rain beyond the windows continues to shutter against the room, isolating, and yet it all feels boundless. Somehow, someway, maybe it’s Sora’s doing. Or, at least that’s what Riku has always been lead to believe--how could he be expected to think otherwise when he’s been witness to this countless times--? It happens no other way. Only in their ‘here’. Sora’s spoken again by the time he’s started to consider it, so he’s drawn right back to where they are. As his lips part to reply, though, it’s ended prematurely by the need to make some kind of noise and all Riku can do is lie there with his eyebrows raised, eyes still shut, wondering exactly what that even... --
A pause as he hears the creak of old wood, and then he shifts, too, just enough to peer up at Sora through one eye. It’s hardly been a moment, but he can’t seem to... just... not smile. Sora hasn’t said much to warrant a laugh, at least nothing out of his ordinary, but something makes Riku feel like he should be--and that’s how it’s always been. Riku could never win a staring contest against him, anyway. And today certainly wasn’t going to be the day that would change, either; he sits up slowly, allowing his body to stretch and breathe, then fixes his attention to the tabletop without a word. He allows for a little laugh, almost thoughtful, “Ransom, huh...”
Head now propped against his hand, he’s regarding Sora down his nose and past hair that may be getting a bit too long (to cut it soon... or...?). A little cheeky, but only playfully so, “Kinda sounds like your fault to me, but,” he shrugs listlessly and trails off.
But then he does have to think after all... because while he wouldn’t mind existing here or there or anywhere in between at the moment, they really couldn’t just hang out in school all day. Not without trespassing, at least. And they could both figure that Kairi would have no part in that. Beside the point--! “Could always make something at home, since you’re totally gonna starve.” He considers further... and figures that, if nothing else, he needs to get out of this desk and shake out the rest of that foggy feeling.
“How about a walk, at least?”
sora: “i love ur haircut!” *sticks his entire gotdam hands in riku’s hair*
riku: *not entirely sure what to do with his own hands*
hey guys casual reminder that i don’t know what the fuck i’m doing
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“Do you just go around getting everybody who steps within twelve feet of you killed? Getting real old.” The words catch, barbed and tangled at the backs of his teeth–swilled against tongue and cheek and spat across the short distance between them, low and just barely under his breath. “When I asked if you could get any dumber, I didn’t mean for you to prove it.” And they misfire, language so much different from twitching fingers on a trigger; he hadn’t heard him, and maybe that’s for the better, for upon approach, he realizes something he’d missed before. Something important.
He’s scared.
If Sora hadn’t swallowed down that lump playing homemaker in his throat in the seconds before he’d put eye-to-scope and finger-to-trigger– and maybe if he stopped to really think, he might find he’d been a little scared for Riku, too. Instead, he steps into Riku’s immediate space and scrutinizes him with brows drawn. A long moment passes between them just like this before the tension in Sora’s expression finally eases and he breathes a sigh, biting down the fiery tongue of his own temper in a last ditch attempt at something like ‘understanding.’ Slowly, he lifts a hand to pass searching fingers across the pale of Riku’s neck, thinking, thoughtful– and he has a thought about half-formed as he puts a slim measure of space between them.
“You’re okay–” they speak at the same time, back off at the same time. He doesn’t miss the quirk of Riku’s mouth, dropping weight unprecedented on words unspoken between them, ‘it’s not your fault.’ Heavy more for being Sora’s admission to himself than anything else, he thinks as he leans to examine the corpse he’d made. It really hadn’t been Riku’s fault. These men… blighted, he notices and so, desperate. And Riku, so unaccustomed to life outside a city whose very walls had betrayed him, of course, would believe anything of just about anyone. After all, Sora had known that same look down the barrel of his own rifle. Fear. Riku’s fear. Fear, and… the courage to swallow it whole.
Sora tugs the man’s wallet free of his back pocket, snapping it open and flipping through cards and cash alike, searching for some kind of identification. After all, if they didn’t take his wallet, someone else would and the ID would be lost to the world at large. He tugs a few cards free and gives them a quick once over, tosses them flippantly over the body, stuffs $25 into his own pocket, and then drops to one knee, card in hand. He’s just reaching for the chest pocket of their blighted acquaintance’s open flannel when he sees them.
Dog tags. Military? Why–? Though that might explain how they’d known to single Riku out, it doesn’t explain why they’d… A quick pass of his tongue over his lower lip and he proceeds to stuff the ID card into the pocket, patting it flat. Face no longer recognizable, at least now if he’d had friends, they’d know him then. Sora could offer them that much and no more. After all, they’d tried to– oh right, Riku.
Doubtless, Riku would follow him back to the jeep, parked haphazardly halfway into a ditch (passenger door hanging open where Sora had scrambled across and out before the poor thing had even rolled to a full stop) though it was. Yet another sigh, this one passed through his nose what with his lips pursed around another biting remark as they are. “Close? You know what’s between us and the next outpost? Dirt.” Balls up his shirt at the hem and rubs half-heartedly at some blood caked to his temple, and through the shirt, “Know what’s behind us? It’s more dirt, Riku. So…” Mostly satisfied, Sora wipes bloodied hands down the front of his cargo shorts and then wipes the wet away from his nose, gauging Riku with eyes narrowed– challenging. “You asking me for a ride or telling—?”
A partially formed and intrusive ‘I didn’t--’ dies somewhere en route. Riku’s jaw sets, barring any remnant of it from escaping.
There has been no disruptive quip or sorely misplaced snort and that alone is more glaringly odd than the act itself has ever been. Riku’s defensive stance falls gradually in spite of it. The bitterness and cynicism are apparently absent from Sora’s demeanor, substituted for simple anger. He can find no better word; And regardless of its trajectory, which Riku can’t quite determine, it’s strange. There are eggshells beneath him that he’s sure weren’t there before. So, Sora is erratic at times; Less than a day needs to be spent with him to gather as much (at least in Riku’s case). If that could account for this, then... As he kneels to inspect the stranger at his feet, Riku turns his attention elsewhere, only aware of Sora from his peripheral. He can ignore the sun, the dirt, the blood, and the ringing in his ears long enough to pick up a piece or two in his mind, but no more than that. The haze remains; an afterthought of more mindless days.
It passes. The world shifts back to that ‘supposed’ state that neither of them much care for but Riku follows, mostly unbothered. He pockets those few pieces for the time being and prepares to be slighted once again, if a sigh from Sora has become any indication.
Two words haven’t left his mouth before Riku knows what he’s in for, effectively braces himself, and closes his eyes just long enough to roll them. As it turns out, he’s learned something new about himself through Sora’s indescribable apt for antagonizing him, and it’s that he really just can’t let it go. It takes some amount physical restraint not to force some of that same dirt in Sora’s general direction. Later, maybe. By ‘accident’.
“Dunno. 'Asking’ doesn’t usually go over too well with you.” Weight shifts subtly from left to right leg, then back again, subconsciously initiating that borderline skeptical stare--he’s already taken the leap, may as well go the extra mile, “Gonna make me walk?”
Two mistakes. Riku could outrun Sora if he really wanted to; he'd taken note of this a while ago, but is also very aware that Sora is irrefutably the better shot between them. And, hypothetically, if Riku did make it to the jeep, the keys are in the pocket of Sora’s shorts (and Sora isn’t exactly an idiot). Still, two seems to be record-setting so far.
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