THE WORST FOE LIES WITHIN THE SELF.

AEGIS SHIELD.

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you know, the fact that aya went thru the sewers in heels, strappy ones at that, physically pains me

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starter / plot call 

[vingthor]

𝐇𝐎𝐖 𝐃𝐎𝐄𝐒 𝐀𝐍𝐘𝐁𝐎𝐃𝐘 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍 𝐁𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐄𝐕𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔'𝐑𝐄 𝐇𝐔𝐌𝐀𝐍?  you’re like a hundred feet tall and made of meat bricks.     /     written by jackal. est 2012 & rebooted 2018.

[litprompts]

📚     JOHN JAKES’S THE SEEKERS ( 1975 ) STARTERS.          ↳ change pronouns / wording as necessary.

❛  you’ll need to be lively when the sun’s up.  ❜ ❛  as you can tell by my presence here, i understand perfectly.  ❜ ❛  success evidently runs in the family.  ❜ ❛  may i ask you a personal question ?  ❜ ❛  you’ll have to agree it’s fallen into bloody excess.  ❜ ❛  the solution was only temporary anyway.  ❜ ❛  that’s why i had to strike out on my own for a time.  ❜ ❛  truthfully, it had never occurred to me before.  ❜ ❛  stolen would be a better word.  ❜ ❛  don’t be so anxious to shed blood. i’ve done it and it’s far from pleasant.  ❜ ❛  there was a scandal, and a juicy one.  ❜ ❛  i’ll repeat the story in private.  ❜ ❛  a man who goes into battle without fear is the worst sort of fool.  ❜ ❛  i discovered there is nothing pleasant or uplifting about killing another human.  ❜ ❛  so that leaves your future open for discussion.  ❜ ❛  yes, you make all of the decisions, don’t you ?  ❜ ❛  why wouldn’t you want a comfortable, secure existence ?  ❜ ❛  will you deny me the same opportunity ?  ❜ ❛  i do hope you haven’t entirely closed your mind against me.  ❜ ❛  anyway, why shouldn’t i be here ?  ❜ ❛  then sit, and let’s talk.  ❜ ❛  what do you propose we do, may i ask ?  ❜ ❛  then why don’t you protest ? or quit ?  ❜ ❛  i’m glad the secrets out, now i can talk to them about my intentions.  ❜ ❛  then don’t make me out to be more wicked than you, please.  ❜ ❛  i only want you. let the rest happen as it will.  ❜ ❛  you’re vile to suggest that.  ❜ ❛  i’m afraid i might not be able to contain my temper !  ❜ ❛  then i’d encourage you to follow your instincts.  ❜ ❛  perhaps there was a reason you valued them more than i.  ❜ ❛  i just don’t want you to have any bad feelings about leaving.  ❜ ❛  what is it you don’t understand ?  ❜ ❛  are you saying you want to refuse my gift ?  ❜ ❛  we are all guilty of being human.  ❜ ❛  what a damned paradox, eh ?  ❜ ❛  don’t be angry with me, realize the decision had been made.  ❜ ❛  you’re not telling the truth.  ❜ ❛  i don’t think i’ll ever be warm again.  ❜ ❛  i couldn’t get by without it and you know it !  ❜ ❛  i don’t know what’s wrong except i hate this place.  ❜ ❛  i don’t have any courage left.  ❜ ❛  i know you’re here, don’t hide from me.  ❜ ❛  except you want to talk about it, or else you wouldn’t have brought it up.  ❜ ❛  but you’re carrying on like a crazy man !  ❜ ❛  i’ll pour you another drink.  ❜ ❛  it shines beautiful from afar. up close, it stinks.  ❜

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i said it on another blog but i will be slowly coming back on certain blogs and aya is one of em

[caterpie]

Parasite Eve (1998)

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work.

[rockingrockingfloating]

[lionswrath]

first of all i’m sorry for the absence life has turned completely upside down. second of all hi, i’m in a serious state of financial emergency. i haven’t made a post like this before and i really don’t like that i have to now. i was already trying to put money aside so i could move out and help out my fiancé but last week that situation became dire. my mum, who is fairly abusive in general, decided she would take away all my money, my car and break my cards because i changed my hair colour without asking her. her abuse was ongoing but at this point it clearly snapped. i need a safe amount of money to be able to buy basic necessities and enough to put aside to move out. she is not stable and i don’t know when i could be kicked out. i need a safe amount to lean onto. anything helps. please, please donate to me here if you can and if not i still have my commissions up. if you can’t do either, please spread the word, it would mean a lot. thank you so much.

[pierrot-et-colombine-deactivate]

パラサイト・イヴ [Parasite Eve]

[heireating]

            BOOK STARTERS VOL.24     ATONEMENT     IAN MCEWAN

❛ A person is, among all else, a material thing, easily torn and not easily mended. ❜

❛ It isn’t only wickedness and scheming that make people unhappy, it is confusion and misunderstanding. ❜

❛ Falling in love can be achieved in a single word—a glance. ❜

❛ Though you think the world is at your feet, it can rise up and tread on you. ❜

❛ I’ve never had a moment’s doubt. I love you. I believe in you completely. You are my dearest one. My reason for life. ❜

❛ It might hurt, it is horribly inconvenient, no good might come of it, but it is what it is to be in love. ❜

❛ It was always an impossible task, and that was precisely the point. ❜

❛ Come back, come back to me. ❜

❛ In my thoughts I make love to you all day long. ❜

❛ The truth is I feel rather light headed and foolish in your presence and I don’t think I can blame the heat. ❜

❛ Beauty occupies a narrow band. Ugliness, on the other hand, has infinite variation. ❜

❛ Is there any meaning in my life that the inevitable death awaiting me does not destroy? ❜

❛ However, withered, I still feel myself to be exactly the same person I’ve always been. ❜

❛ Hate is a feeling as pure as love, but dispassionate and icily rational. ❜

❛ I’m going mad. Let me not be mad. ❜

❛ Is everyone really as alive as I am? ❜

❛ Every now and then, quite unintentionally, someone teaches you something about yourself. ❜

❛ Something has happened, hasn’t it? ❜

❛ I like to think that it isn’t weakness or evasion, but a final act of kindness. ❜

❛ Is it possible that I am, in the modern term, in denial? ❜

❛ How could anyone presume to know the world through the eyes of an insect? ❜

❛ Not everything has a cause. Some things are simply so. ❜

❛ I’ll be quite honest with you. I’m torn between breaking your neck here and throwing you down the stairs. ❜

❛ How old do you have to be before you know the difference between right and wrong? ❜

❛ It was never meant to be read. ❜

❛ If I fell in the river, would you save me? ❜

❛ That was an incredibly bloody stupid thing to do. ❜

❛ I want to thank you for saving my life. I’ll be eternally grateful to you. ❜

❛ I’m very, very sorry for the terrible distress that I have caused. I’m very, very sorry. ❜

❛ Don’t call me that! – Please don’t call me that. ❜

[gaaebolg]

{ Brea } . Practicing skin coloring on my favorite mitochondria girl ❤️️

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cachazo‌.

𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚁𝚃𝙴𝚁 𝙲𝙰𝙻𝙻.  @ardenscor ! 

     It’s RUDE to stare, he knows.. but if his mouth could gather itself in any other shape than an ‘O,’ he’d have more to say. Not the sight of blood that unnerves Roman — he’s seen worse wounds ; dangling muscle & sinew — but the reaction! The lack of one, more like, has him impressed beyond words. Index finger drawing attention to the injury along the woman’s leg, eventually his brain unravels enough to form the following sentence —

    “ Woman, you’re bleeding. ”

  She doesn’t bother sparing a glance at this untimely guest, but there’s a loud click of the tongue and then, a sigh. ❛ Man, ❜ An obviously irritated start, both by the unwanted eyes and the wound,  ❛ Your observation skills are top notch. ❜ A hand hovers over the wound, pressing down while shifting from the injured leg to the other. ❛ Next, you’ll tell me the sun is hot. ❜ 

[valtsv]

accidentally went and got myself killed yesterday but god wont let me die so im back

[traidere-deactivated20200417]

hey my parents just threatened to kick me off all their insurance policies and the phone plan if i don’t come up with some money ASAP and i don’t get paid for another week and i can’t afford insurance and a phone on my own, i need at least $60 to appease them

[furbearingbrick]

↖ has a nice butt

[ardenscor]

SAVIOR AS AN ALLEGORY FOR A SELF-MADE LIMBO.

ATLAS AS A SELF-INFLICTED PUNISHMENT.

Aya Brea of the Parasite Eve game series. Written by azia.