oh wow this is still here

Let's not make this any weirder than it has to be. They/them.

[habbadax]

Mystery solvers

[desert-palm]

[areallybadmetaphor]

it's been a minute

Mostly I move on other parts of the internet in very specific spaces, but I'm in the middle of a very good change and trying to figure out how to share it and where.

Anyway - I'm on T. I have a prescription for testosterone cypionate. I gave myself my first shot on March 1st. I have enough for the next 3-4 months in my office. I didn't think I would get to this point. It took so long to disentangle what parts of my queerness were what, what was shame and what was desire, but now I know. I wanted this so much I was afraid of it, couldn't think about it, couldn't commit to it. But I have it now. I'm on T.

And I'm so fucking happy.

[somecunttookmyurl]

we should bring back the supernatural fandom somehow having an extremely specific gif for literally every occasion though

i know you guys are still out there. i know you still have your .gif folders. don't pretend you're not.

[fade-steppin]

[somecunttookmyurl]

[somecunttookmyurl]

you. you get it.

[mysterymellie]

[shitpost-senpai]

This is what it’s like to be an adult.

[cryoverkiltmilk]

I’ll deal with it, I just gotta be dramatic about it for a minute first.

[vergak]

Zillow house listings

[aaays-and-bees]

>go right

[vergak]

[giugirl743]

>go left instead (looks nice and fun!)

[vergak]

[bunjywunjy]

>…go back to the right

[vergak]

[muhlisss]

Go left

[vergak]

[muhlisss]

Go forward

[vergak]

[squirrledworld]

> Ascend

[vergak]

[jpuff9]

Go right ->

[vergak]

[athena-viviana]

Open the door! :3c

I wanna see what’s inside!

[vergak]

Congratulations! You Have Made It To The Ping Pong Chamber!

[sludgewizard666]

if it sucks hit da bricks <- litany against sunk cost

take it easy but take it <- litany against burnout/apathy cycle

fuck it we ball <- litany against perfectionism

now say something beautiful and true <- litany against irony poisoning

[spamton]

Oh i love this song *eyes start glowing red*

[habbadax]

You have alerted the bread

[habbadax]

Literally stacked

[habbadax]

Pancakes

[gaypiratebrainrot]

i’ve started to think about ao3 audience interaction as kinda comparable to doing a live reading in an intimate little bookstore, like kudos are everybody who stayed til the end and applauded, comments are everybody who waited to come up to talk to you afterwards, and bookmark comments are the little snatches of conversation you overhear outside.

this helps me feel better/less anxious about responding to comments with some form of thanks, because if someone walked up to me in person and said they liked my work right after reading it, i would compulsively say thanks. it also helps contextualize audience size in a healthy way i think, bc most of us naturally crave more attention on our fic, but if we were actually in the room with even like 20 people applauding and five people waiting after to tell us how awesome we are we’d be fuckin elated.  

[habbadax]

Tumble

[habbadax]

Wet Beast Wednesday

[100493503004422]

growing up I was always afraid of being Found Out. not sure what I was hiding. just my whole self I guess

[wizardpotions]

Yall wanna be gnc and androgynous but hate intersex people and the idea of being intersex so much, I remember reading about PCOS potentially being considered an intersex disorder and having 100s of people dismiss it because "we can't just be calling 1 in 10 women intersex" or being in transmasc spaces and constantly being told that bottom growth and T dicks are undesirable and that people find non standard genetalia gross, in a GENDER INCLUSIVE SPACE.

The lgbt Community seriously needs to grapple with its hatred of intersex features and stop seeing androgyny that isn't pretty waify white person. You all love femme presenting androgyny but hate when people are androgynous in a broad or hairy way.

[jaanii]

one thing about me is that i am always on this fucking website

[the-haiku-bot]

one thing about me

is that i am always on

this fucking website

Beep boop! I look for accidental haiku posts. Sometimes I mess up.