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For those of you who don't know me, my name's n i s a and I'm here to fuck things up. I'm t w e n t y years old and I obsess over characters that live inside my head.

[arishoks-hiatus]

Personal Update

Hello, friends! I know I haven’t really talked to anybody for two months, and I kind of disappeared without so much notice (none, really -- sorry :/ ), but lately, I’ve been feeling really nostalgic and missing people who I’ve met from here, and others, even. 

I’m not going to sit here and tell everybody that I feel 110% better and that I’m coming back, because I’m not (again, sorry). At least not that I know of yet. But I have been getting better, emotionally and physically. I’ve been working out and eating better and honestly, just focusing on me. 

And I know some of you guys know this, but for those who don’t, I’m in the process of moving across the country for school. I’m finally getting the chance to go to school for my dream profession. Not only that, but I get the chance to live with my best friend. 

I’m still located at @arishoks if anybody ever wants to chat, and if you message me there, I’m more than willing to give you my phone number to text or snapchat, twitter, instagram, Xbox, etc. 

To be completely honest, I don’t really know why I decided to write this, mostly because I’m not sure anybody cares. I figured you guys deserved an update, for those that cared. 

Anyways, much love :)

[deep-sexts]

[flawlessgentlemen]

Because I’m always away, coming home to a clean house means a lot to me. Trust me, I’ve lived with a lot of roommates, and straight guys are just kids who don’t pick up after themselves.

[ughohara]

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[dracarysnoir]

Nathan Owens as Jesse Morgan in Devious Maids

[thebohenarchive]

Watching rough cut of#TheTowMovie!!!!! My boys @jrbourne1111and @paul_rae killed it!!! [x]

[ofthemoonandsea-deactivated2019]

[smoking-cinema]

Breakfast at Tiffany’s (Blake Edwards, 1961)

one of the best lines ever

[arishoks-hiatus]

PSA

For the past week or so, I’ve been trying to figure out how to word this without it becoming a jumbled mess of too much information and not enough reasoning. But what it all comes down to, really, is the fact that I’m going to be taking an indefinite hiatus from this blog. I’m not going to delete the blog. For now, the queue is going to consistently run until there isn’t anything left to post. After that, this blog will become inactive. 

For those of you who’ve either known me for awhile, or have talked to me in the past couple of weeks, you’ve known that I’ve had problems dealing with certain emotions and depression. I have medicine to take to help balance everything out but sometimes, I find myself in a hole that I cannot dig myself out of. This is one of those times. 

Lately, I noticed most of my irritation and emotional instability came from things I saw on the internet. Of course, not all of it was from (this) Tumblr but the majority of it was -- about 90%. And the only way I could think to help me deal with this was to cut that part of my life out, hence the indefinite hiatus from (this) tumblr. 

I say this tumblr because I’m not gone. I transferred my old URL to my personal blog arishoks which will mostly serve as a video game blog / personal / graphics blog. Anybody is welcome to follow it or send me messages there, but I cannot promise that I will follow you back. That’s not going to be a way of me saying you were part of the problem, but just an assurance that the problem won’t follow me to that blog. If you’d like to communicate with me through other means, then send me a message at my other blog ( arishoks ) and I will reply as soon as I can. 

Thank you for understanding. 

[jennyspring]

Garrett Hedlund photographed at the LA Times photo-booth at Comic-Con, San Diego

[fuckyeahaboki]

[disneydorito]

My homage to @ma_silvestre - @sense8

[chandlerbings]

[novak-fan]

Peyton Charles in S01x03 The Exterminator 

[trilllions]

[leomaier]

Kelley O’Hara {Built With Choc. Milk} part two

[shewitches]