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Love Is An Open Door

Request: Jimin-love is an open door.

Warnings: mentions heartbreak, but Jimin saves you ofc

All my life has been a series of doors in my face

And then suddenly I bump into you

I was thinking the same thing! ‘Cause like

I’ve been searching my whole life to find my own place

It seemed as though every relationship you had with someone ended abruptly. The sudden changes in emotion left you tired and searching for another lover, but you failed. You were going to give up on trying to find someone to spend the rest of your life with, the endless nights of crying yourself to sleep too much to take any longer.

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shesdreamingofamonster

BTS - Reaction to Coming Home After A Long Day of Practice to Their Sleeping Newborn

As requested. I hope you like it, this one really pulled at my heart strings.

Thinking of the boys as parents makes me so soft. :’)

Seokjin: You had just put your newborn to sleep about twenty minutes before Jin got home. As he walked through the door you held up a finger over your lips to let him know to be quiet. He nodded and placed a kiss on your lips before making his way through the house. He stopped into the nursery before getting a shower so he could see his little girl. You were in the kitchen preparing dinner when you heard his voice over the monitor. “Hello my angel. Daddy will see you when you wake up. I hope you are dreaming good things.” A small smile formed on your face as you continued on with your task.

Yoongi: Since your son hasn’t been sleeping routinely yet, Yoongi was not sure if he would be awake when he got home. A small pang of disappointment came over him when he noticed you in the living room without the little one. He greeted you happily asking how everything went today. You told him that it went well but that your son had been a bit fussy. He walked into the nursery to find your son sleeping peacefully with a little smile on his face. “Papa heard that you didn’t feel well today. I’m sorry. I will give you all of my cuddles when you wake up.”

Hoseok: Hoseok had learned quickly to be quieter when coming home from work. The first few days he was so excited to be back home with you and your daughter that he let out some noises of joy which were a little too loud for your newborn. After giving you a hug and a kiss he made his way to the baby’s room. He was filled with happiness just by looking at her, his own little bundle of joy. Taking in the little cheekbones that he had passed on to her. “Aren’t you beautiful. Daddy promises that he will never make you cry. Please wake up soon, daddy wants to see those gorgeous eyes of yours.”

Namjoon: You were sitting down in the rocking chair by the crib in the nursery when you heard Namjoon come through the front door. A few moments later his smiling face walked into the room. He walked over and placed a kiss on your lips. Then he turned to look at the sleeping figure in the crib. “I like watching her sleep too.” You smiled as he gave you a quick glance. Parenthood was new for both of you but at least you had each other. Your son twitched in his sleep and Joon looked into the crib, leaning in a bit. A frown formed over the infants face so Namjoon started softly rubbing his belly, a trick he figured out not too long ago. “There, there, daddy will always be here to comfort you.” You sat there admiring the two most important men in your life.

Jimin: You ended up falling asleep waiting for Jimin to come home after dealing with your daughter all day. She had finally stayed asleep for a good amount of time so you decided to watch TV on the couch. Jimin smirked as he found you curled up and kissed your forehead softly. He then went to check on his other lady. She was fast asleep, making little snoring noises. Just like the time he first saw her, his heart melted in his chest. “We made mommy awfully tired today huh? That is alright, daddy wants some time with you when you wake up anyways.” He let out a soft giggle as she made some small noises.

Taehyung: Ever since his first day back to work, he couldn’t wait to get back to home to his girls. He greeted you with the same energy as always when he walked in the door. You spent a few moments talking while wrapped in his arms. “And what is our princess up to?” You could see the disappointment on his face when you told him that she was sleeping. Nevertheless, he still wanted to go see her. He leaned over the crib to stare down at her, her binky jutting in and out as she sucked on it in her sleep. “You have no idea how much dada missed you today. I just can’t wait to scoop you up later.”

Jungkook: You nuzzled your face into Kookie’s chest as soon as he put down his bags. “Was he that much of a handful today?” You looked up and he kissed your brow as you nodded. “I love him, but today he was a little difficult. He is sleeping now though.” He hummed in acknowledgement and you released him so he could clean up before dinner. Jungkook visited the nursery before going to your bedroom. Your son who had been a bit gassy and fussy all day had finally passed out a little while ago. Kookie smiled widely as he placed a loving hand on your baby’s forehead. “How could someone love another person so much already? I love you little guy, never forget that. Daddy loves you.”

Really though, all the feels.

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lovely-bts

How would bts be like doing daddy duties (feeding, changing diapers etc) with your <1 year old baby ?

Jin would be father material. His fascination with kids was always one that made you smile, but you didn’t know the depth of it until you saw him with his own daughter. When it came to feeding, he’d hand your child over to you lightly and guide your nipple into her mouth. Whenever you’d shift your body, he’d hurry and grab your child’s head to make sure she stayed comfortable. He hated when she’d cry, frowning and picking her up immediately. He’d rock her back and forth and put her over his shoulder, patting her back and kissing her head. When it came to changing her, you and Jin would take turns. At first, he hated the task, but he started to not mind it so much, kissing your daughter’s feet and stomach when she was all cleaned up.

Suga would be inseparable with his baby. He kept her with him all the time, falling asleep on the couch with her curled up on his chest, having her in his arms while he ate breakfast at the dining table, etc. He was also a bit stingy with her, complaining a bit when you tried to pry her from his loving arms. When it came to changing her, he preferred for you to do it, but would take on the job if you weren’t feeling up to it, or if you were asleep. Whenever she’d cry, he would cuddle her in his arms and kiss her tiny little hands, cooing to her and telling her, “It’s alright, daddy’s here.”

J-Hope was a great father, although he initially was a bit awkward. Whenever you would breast-feed, he would either look away or leave the room. When you would change your son’s diaper, he would do the same, leaving the room or turning his head. It wasn’t until he had the task of being a full-term dad while you were sick one day. Your son woke you two up at three in the morning from his crying. Since you’d been coughing and sneezing the entire day, Hoseok crept out of bed and went into your son’s room, picking him up and rocking him lightly in his arms. It was that moment when J-Hope found to love the tasks that came with being a father.

Rap Monster was very obviously a new father. He’d scrunch up his face when it was time for you to change your son’s diaper, he’d look from afar when you’d feed him, and he’d always ask you to do something whenever your son would cry. As your son grew older, and as he grew more and more attached to him and jealous of the bond that you two had formed, he’d start to volunteer to help, offering to change his diaper and feed him with the formula you’d bought for him. When the infant would cry, Namjoon-ah would hold him in front of him and examine him. Once he would see that your son was fine, he’d sway him left and right while he’d beat box to him, making your son laugh. He’d grow to be a remarkable dad.

Jimin was a bit awkward initially, much like J-Hope. He was always scared to touch your daughter or to hold her because he was afraid he’d hurt her in some way. Eventually, you’d have to take him through everything—teaching him how to hold her, how to feed her properly, how to change her diaper, how to bathe her, and how to calm her when she’d cry. He would still need you to guide him in the beginning, but in the end, he’d be on the task all alone, no longer needing your help.

V would have your daughter all the time, like Suga. You’d wake up with V next to you playing with your giggling daughter. He’d offer to make breakfast for his girls, and while you would eat, he’d hold her in his arms and hold the bottle to her mouth, smiling at her as she drank. When she’d cry, he would make funny faces at her until her tears and sobs turned into smiles and laughter.

Jungkook and you would take turns caring for your newborn son. It was a team effort with you two, careful to balance it out so that neither of you burned yourself out. When you’d change him, Jungkook would be alongside you to hand you the wipes and fresh diapers, and to throw away the old soiled diaper. When your son would cry, Jungkook would sing calming lullabies to him until he either stopped crying or fell asleep swiftly to his dad’s voice. When Jungkook fed him with the bottle, you’d be busy straightening up the house, cleaning the rest of the baby’s utensils, or simply admiring the pure look of astonishment of love and happiness that was spread across Jungkook’s face as he gazed down at his son.

So, I really like doing this one. It’s so cute~ Thanks anon! x

jimiyoong

DNA

hopefulbangtan

She’s yours... (2) Kim Taehyung angst/fluff

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Y/N and her boyfriend break up before she can tell him that she’s pregnant. He admitted that he was dared to date her, and her heart breaks. When they run into eachother a few years later, how will he react?

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hopefulbangtan

She’s yours.. - Kim Taehyung (angst)

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Come to me - Jimin Fluff

Requested by @peanadwithjam

In which, Jimin confesses to Y/N while she is in the crowd of a BTS concert!

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kittentaegu

It’s That Time Of Month

Jimin/OC

Genre: fluff

Summary: Jimin helps take care of you through your period woes.

Warnings: none.

“Jiminnie, I need you!” You called out from the couch, piled under soft blankets and your favorite movie waiting for your boyfriend to get back from the kitchen. Seconds later, Jimin came running in to the living room, anxious expression on his cherubic face.

“Jagiya, you need me? Are you alright, is there something more you need from the kitchen?” He stood in front of you, ready to make a run for it for whatever you needed this time. You pouted, shaking your head, reaching out for him.

“I just need my Jiminnie.” You whined, tears welling up in your eyes. He fought a smile as he quickly got under the blankets with you.

“Alright I’m right here jagi!” He cooed in a cute, soft voice as he wrapped his arms around you, pulling you closer into him. You smiled appreciative and he pecked your cheek. The timer for your tea started beeping, making Jimin glance almost comically from you then towards the kitchen, then to you again. You giggled and kissed him softly, patting his arm.

“It’s alright, jagi, I’ll be fine while you get it.” He deliberated a second, then hopped up and bounded towards the kitchen.

A few minutes later, Jimin brought over your tea and a plate of snacks, as well as your favorite soda tucked at his elbow. He handed you your tea as he lightly blew on it, sneaking a quick kiss, chuckling to himself as he went to sit next to you again. He carefully balanced the plate as he sat down, smiling triumphantly once he was seated and the snacks were still, mostly, in place. There were so very many varieties he’d put on the plate for you. Earlier, Jimin had run out to buy everything; all your favorite snacks, teas, anything you might want or need. He was simply, the best boyfriend ever.

“Jagi, how are your cramps?” He gently asked. “It’s almost time for your medicine.” He lightly rubbed your side as he reminded you. That’s when you noticed the small pills nestled between a few snacks, ready to be taken when you could. What did you do to deserve such an amazing man as Park Jimin? You smiled affectionately at him, cuddling into him. With Jimin as your boyfriend, your period wasn’t as bad as it could be.

btsjeonjazz

this may be odd to you, but could i request a scenario where Jimin and his s/o are expecting but have kept it a secret since they wanted to enjoy the privacy and also to give them time to announce it to friends/family, however the news gets leaked into the media when they least expect it?

Lovely adventure

word count: 2.4k

it’s so damn mawkish I have to take a shower :D

‘Congratulations, Missy/l/n, Mr. Park, you’re expecting a child’ Thesewords roamed steadily around in your head as your boyfriend, ParkJimin, vocalist and dancer of one of the top groups around the world,escorted you out of the hospital, his hands slightly shaking whileholding on your waist and hand. You rushed towards the parking lot atnight, the reporters waited everywhere to get a shot like this andyou could almost hear the headline of the latest news: Park Jimin’sgirlfriend pregnant without officially being married? Scandalous.

Jiminhadn’t said a word since you said your farewells to the friendly,caring doctor who just announced the news to you. His gaze was empty,no smile or word of happiness as he wordless get on the drivers seat,his body trembling. And so your own excitement and joy vanished, allanticipation of your baby gone in an instant.

“A-areyou disappointed?”, your voice was weak, shaking as you stood onthe verge of tears whereas Jimin’s head slowly darted your way, hiseyes watering. “You are..”

“Wewill become p-parents, princess..I’m going to be..a d-dad”, Jimintried to hold back his own salty tears as his hand hid his eyes, theplump pink lips of his quivering violently. “I’m too happy r-rightnow to sp-speak..” His voice got quieter by every word, the lastone and his beautiful voice broke.

Withoutwarning you wrapped your arms around his neck, sliding further overthe car’s console on Jimin’s lap. “Baby”, it was you who saidthis word before you both clung to each other, crying and smilingabout the fact that you would be three in no more than nine month.

“You’regoing to be the best dad in the world, baby”, you whispered as yougradually calmed down, leaning against Jimin’s body, his armsenclosed around your waist and crossed behind your back.

“Andyou’re the best mom to the best dad”, he also said quietly,separating your warm body from his to meet your still watering eyes.His hand brushed wet strands of hair behind your ear to see your facecompletely for his next suggestion. “How about we don’t tellanybody until we know what gender our baby has? Hopefully it’s a cutegirl with your eyes and your small hands.”

“Youcan’t say that! A boy would be as nice as a little girl! One with youability to charm all the girls from kindergarten to college”, yougiggled while you contemplated his previous sentence. “Sounds goodto me, let us have some privacy and peace from the press”, youfinally said, kissing his uplifted lips gently. “I can’t fathomthat we’re having a baby, Jimin. It’s a dream.”

“Nodream, princess”, he responded, his hand on your face cupping it ashe leaned in to kiss you back, more passionately as joy filled hisentire body.

Theweeks passed within a blink, your belly gradually growing, a small,round bump was the only thing that could explain your refusal ofalcohol and the short, adventurous trips the other boys of Jimin’sgroup. You had to wear your most fluffy, wide shirts you owned tohide what lay underneath while Jimin began to run riot at your sharedhome.

Afterfour weeks he came home with a pink pair of shoes from the sportsbrand his music group did promotions of. He stated it as ‘thetiniest, most awesome shoes on the market, perfect for your tinyprincess’ while smiling proudly at them. As you pouting declared thatyou were his princess, he just kissed you, telling you that yourpetname was given to your daughter (he wouldn’t stop telling you thatyour baby will be female) while you got the chance to be called'queen’, which you didn’t quite like though.

Aftereight weeks he had brought several buckets of wall paint to waft thewalls of your expecting baby’s room, but you could stop him in thelast moment as the bright pink color was already on its way towardsthe still white facade.

“No,Jimin. Let’s wait until we definitely know what gender our child has!Then you can paint whatever color you like for him or her! Andmaybe”, you tugged on his sleeve, a faint smile across your lips“you could ask Taehyung and the others to help you, baby. They’llwant to do it with you, and you know that.”

Quitedisappointed he had to admit that his enthusiasm was a bit much, buthe couldn’t help it, the time he heard the words leave the doctor’slips he got so excited that all his thoughts were occupied by thesmall bump of yours.

Afterten weeks you saw Jimin exhausted from all his practice on the couchin the living room, the TV was switched on while he closed his eyes.You watched the rather young man laying there, his body curled intofetal position with a peaceful, calm expression on his face and hadto think about the baby in your belly. This man would be the greatestfather your child could wish for, his efforts and kind heart wouldlead your child to success with as much kindness his/her fathershowed them from the very beginning. You tugged him in a blanket asJimin’s eyes opened, his pink lips turned upwards at the sight infront of him.

“Isyour mother taking good care of me?”, his hand reached forward toyour belly which was positioned in front of him, his voice deep andraspy from his sleeping state. Warmth spread out on your skin as hishand glided under one of his shirts you wore, his skin touching yourbump. It felt heavenly as he started to stroke over it, your heartrate increasing as it always did whenever Jimin lovingly touched you.

“Goto bed, baby. Let’s rest for now”, your voice was a whisper whilerunning your hand through his messy hair. “It’s late and you havepractice tomorrow as well.”

“Justa minute”, Jimin’s tired smile reached his eyes, crinkles aroundthem while he pulled you down, carefully into his arms. “Just letme touch you a bit, princess, your skin is so warm and soft.”

Youlet him, your face flushed at his words. Hormones made you feel thecraziest emotions in the most inappropriate moments. Right now noexpectation as you straightened yourself, hunger the only thing onyour mind.

“Iwant burger! No, ice cream”, you said nodding at Jimin. “Or wait.Can we share a pizza?”

Jiminstarted to laugh, knowing it would be over in no time, but he stoodup anyway to get his girl whatever she wanted.

“Abread with marmalade and a donut is better, baby!”

“Sure?”

“Yes.No”, you sounded rather disappointed, Jimin’s hand reaching for hisphone to order from your favourite restaurant. He was confident inyour needs and after wanting to eat another kind of hunger would bepresent.

“Baby?”,you called for him no more than two minutes after he was gone.

Jimincame back from the kitchen to look at the menu for himself beforewalking back, a smug smirk on his face, his bulge already noticeable.

“Whatcan I do for you now?”, he sounded hoarse, dark and you saw whatthis caused, your mouth already watered while you pulled the shirtover your head. Like it was the last three weeks, intense, passionatesex ere the delivery service arrived. It was the same order almostevery two days, some with his home made cooking and then sleepingwith you on the dinner table, Jimin getting you some snacks beforetaking you on the couch.

Thetime you spent together like this, as expecting parents was the mostbeautiful time of your lives by now. Peaceful, without stress and inyour own perfect world with as much privacy as you two needed.

“Iguarantee you, it’s a girl”, Jimin held your hand, sweat pooling onyour palms as you waited for the doctor to finally announce thegender of your baby. It was twelve weeks ago you two had received thenews, today the first real ultrasound scan of the still tiny humaninside your belly.

“Noway, Park Jimin!”, you bickered back and forth the last week,teasing each other who was right about what the doctor would tellyou. Jimin wanted a daughter, you just wanted it to be healthy, theactual gender didn’t matter, but teasing your boyfriend was alwaysthe greatest fun.

Ittook its time until the doctor finally said what you two wanted toknow the most, the cold, slick feeling of the gel on your skinbeginning to warm up. He turned smiling towards you two, both holdingyour breathes. “Miss y/l/n, I have to disappoint you, but yourpartner guessed right. It’s a girl.”

Youreyes got wide, heated tears streaming down your face at his words.Happiness and love filling your heart while Jimin cheered about thenews, his brightest smile shot towards the doctor who wiped the geloff your bump.

“Toldyou, princess. It’s our little girl”, your heard it first, hisshaking voice that signalled the downpour a minute later, your ownprivacy guaranteed as the doctor left you alone for a while. It wasthe perfect opportunity to tell your family and friends next weekendat the dinner you two had invited them to.

Theway down towards the parking lot by day was risky, but you two weredrunk with euphoria and happiness while Jimin wrapped his arm aroundyour waist, stroking over your belly while kissing you in front ofyour car.

“Youmake me the happiest men, y/n”, he mumbled in the kiss, the feelingof his smile on your lips. Inside the car you two planned how to tellyour closest persons, excitement filling the few space inside.

Onehour and Jimin’s six members and best friends, as well as your threegirls would arrive, two more and your families would be present, too.Several snacks, pink and white balloons, champagne for everyone butyou, and the tiny shoes Jimin had bought a few weeks ago lining thelarge living room of your house. Everything seemed perfect until thedoorbell rang, six furious pairs of eyes, some filled with tears andsome just shocked looking down your body.

“Whatare you doing here? We expected you around s-”

“Congratulations!”,voices filled the room as all six members embraced Jimin and you,both exchanging confused glances.

“Wait!”,you shouted over the riot in your house. “Why do you know about it?H-How?”

“Itwas in the special news ten minutes ago and we rushed the moment weheard it”, Namjoon explained, his dimples showing as he shot you asoft smile.

“Photosof Jimin caressing your belly in a tight shirt in a parking lot of ahospital coursing the whole internet and news”, Hoseok added, hiseyes filled with joyful tears as he hugged Jimin the second time.

“We’reso proud of you”, Taehyung crouched down, casually touching yourbump under the dress you wore, but you let him, he was yourboyfriend’s best friend anyway.

“I’msorry, princess”, Jimin wrapped his arms around you from behind,his face buried in your hair. “I’ve seen it a few minutes ago andgot several calls from our manager already. Just calm down and let usannounce the good news, forget that we’re kind of busted.”

Youpouted, the big surprise you were so excited about bursting whileJungkook hugged you as well, his cologne sweet which let your hungertake overhand. “I need a donut, baby. No, a big piece of cake”,you said angrily, the tries of the handsome bunch of men in yourhouse working perfectly as a proud, but shy, smile appeared on yourface. “Wait! I want a cookie!”

Laughterfilled the room at your indecisive mood.

“Butone thing you can’t know”, Jimin came back with a plate of severalsweets for you. “We’re expecting a daughter, the cutest girl in theworld.”

Silencefilled the room as you glanced at Jimin, his proud view and smilemaking you grin. He was utterly dense and cute some times.

“Oh,no! Really, Jimin? A girl?”, it was Yoongi who held the pink, tinyshoes and a bright pink balloon in his pale hands, a mocking smirk onhis lips. “Your whole damn living room is decorated in rose andpink, how can we not expect you to have a girl?”

Jimin’seyes got wide, his face flushed as you first chuckled, then theothers until you all started to burst at your boyfriend’s embarrassedstate.

Thenext hour was relaxing, the TV and all other media turned off whileyou two told the others about your pregnancy and Jimin’s craziness,the incidents with the shoes, the paint and so on. But as youswitched on your phone, you had at least twenty missed calls, thirtymessages and several mails from friends, family and unknown numbers,but you didn’t care as the doorbell rang and your best friends aswell as your parents entered the house, hastily brought presents intheir hands, the news spread around the world in one hour.

Jiminand you lay in bed, the loud noises of your guests and the musicstill ringing in your ears while you turned towards your daughter’sfather, his eyes fixated on you.

“Idon’t care if we got busted, but let’s try and keep it a secret thatwe get a daughter, okay?”, at least he tried to hold back hissmile. Jimin couldn’t stop talking about his girl tonight, how couldhe shut it over the next months?

“Let’stry, yes. But you shouldn’t buy too many pink clothes then”, yougiggled. “Ah, baby. I didn’t expect the press to storm us withtheir damn news”, you rubbed over your face whereas Jimin lay hishand on your stomach.

“Tobe honest, I don’t really care who else might know about it. You’rehere with me, our princess, too, so what else can I wish for?”

intaellectualjiminute

Family. (Father! Jimin fluff, implied jimin x reader)

A/n: (Father! Jimin fluff) it’s not my best but jwhshw

Park Jimin had certainly never intended to live a life like this- infact, he was certain the thought had never crossed his mind-

Until he met (y/n), his future wife.

Of course, fatherhood had changed him. Matured him in such a way that was so sudden and intense, he had never fully realised the extent to just how much he had grown up until his wife had called him out on it over a breakfast of pancakes, to which he peaked over a newspaper to meet the eyes of his wife, instead finding her now cradling the infant in her arms.

‘Fatherhood does that, I suppose’ he had said, before turning back to the paper to hide the ever growing smile on his face.

—

From the moment he met his son who had been swaddled in a light blue blanket, snuggled comfortably into the chest of his mother, an overwhelming feeling of love had blossomed within Jimin.

'I love you’ he had said for what must have been the 143rd time in that very same hour, on the cold night of November 4th 'Both of you’

And, oh how he did. He was utterly devoted to his family, he would go to the end of the universe for them without a moment’s hesitation.

Nothing could compare to the swell of pride in his heart the day his baby son had uttered his first word.

'Dada’ He had squealed, slapping his feet together, face scrunched together in concentration 'Dada, Dada, Dada!’

Jimin had thought it impossible to love his little boy anymore than he already did, and oh how wrong he was, he found, as the intense wave of pure love and adoration waved over him again.

He had certainly never intended to live a life like this; being a loving father and husband.

But he wouldn’t change it for the world

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Park Jimin fluff, I’m not surprised I’m writing about him again.. LOL Word Count: 2,074

“Y/N! Y/N, wake up!” Jimin jolted you awake as you gasped for air

“Baby, you stopped breathing and started to cry. Did you have those nightmares again?”

Shaking your head faintly you smiled weakly at him, “It’s okay, I can manage,” lightly brushing the topic before pulling yourself out of bed.

“Y/N, you can barely stand properly you’re trembling!” Jimin rushed over to your side as you tightly grasped his arm before letting your legs give out. Crumpled on the floor you looked up at Jimin and immediately realized how silly you must look. An adult crumpled on the floor, a complete mess over a silly nightmare. What Jimin didn’t realize was how bad your nightmares could get. Some nights it was the ever reoccurring nightmare that you had fallen into a black pit and a wolf with giant red eyes had bitten off a part of your hip as you blankly stared at yourself bleeding out, or just watching yourself die. It didn’t bother you that you were constantly the only one dying, what bothered you was that no one seemed to care.. There was no mourning, no tears, or screams of agony. Just people moving on with their lives, pushing past the tragedy. It was psychological, the wolf biting into your side reflected your ever-present demon; your eating disorder. A beast that threatened to consume both you and Jimin alike, a dark temptress that lured you with the thought of achieving beauty, or the eating disorder’s version of it.

“Babe, BABE! hello? where’d ya go,” Jimin snapped you out of your thoughts pulling you back into the real world. He worriedly looked at you and smiled faintly, “Do you want me to make you scrambled eggs and turn on How to Train your Dragon?” Jimin seemed to know you so well, he knew exactly what you wanted and how to comfort you. It was a wonder he hadn’t run away from you; his crazy girlfriend but he had decided to stick around. “mm.. no I’m okay, I’m not really hungry. But I am up for my favorite movie!” You saw concern flicker across Jimin’s eyes when you mentioned not being hungry but he knew not to push you. Eating was always a hard subject for the two of you. Regardless he lightly carried you in his arms and brought you down the stairs and set you down on the couch wrapping you in your favorite blankets before turning to switch on the movie.

“This is what number 987 of how many times I’ve watched this since I’ve started dating you right?” giggling softly into your hair, “you never get sick of this movie, it’s like you’re watching it again for the first time. It’s adorable,” Jimin fondly peered at you through the corner of his eye as he watched you stare at the screen without even glancing at him. “HEELLLOO, earth to Y/N. Pay attention to meeeeee!!”

“JIMIN! stttooop it, I gotta watch.. you know that!” You lightly shoved Jimin away from your neck as he tried to lightly kiss you at your favorite spot.

“I can’t believe I lose to a cartoon character and his dragon….” sighing loudly before pulling you into his arms Jimin got comfortable on the couch.

“You’ll always lose to him sweetie, but really… Thank you for watching this with me,”

“You know I’d do anything for you Y/N.”

Before you knew it, you had fallen asleep in Jimin’s arms as soon as Hiccup had successfully gotten the town to appreciate Toothless. You woke up next morning to the welcoming smells of waffles and a fresh pot of coffee and quickly threw off the cover before racing down the stairs to see Jimin frantically try to set up breakfast for the two of you.

“Good morning sweetie…. what are you doing…..” You smiled at him concerned, Jimin never woke up before you. Like never, he preferred to curl up in bed all day with you and cuddle you to death. Jimin sheepishly looked up at you before pointing at breakfast on the table,

“I made us breakfast!! And I didn’t burn down the house,” he beamed his bright smile at you before his crinkled into his signature eye smile, “aren’t you proud of me!” Jimin giggled lightly before gesturing you to sit down at the table so the two of you could eat breakfast.

You quickly pulled your hair into a messy bun and poured the both of you a cup of coffee, yours black while Jimin’s needed half a cup of hazelnut creamer and two packets of sugar, “Babe, how the hell do you drink that. It’s… like drinking hazelnut nesquik just with caffeine.”

“I should say the same, look at your coffee… it’s BLACK” Jimin gestured to your black steaming cup of coffee with his fork and silently shook his head.

“You didn’t know? It’s as black as my soul, it’s the left over remains from souls I’ve consumed. You’re next” with a quick wink towards you’re stunned boyfriend you picked up a waffle and started to eat. It was this silly banter that made every morning with Jimin amazing, every day in fact memorable. You two never ran out of things to talk about, bouncing from topic to topic naturally, but also able to comfortable sit in silence and hold each other when times got tough. It was a balancing act and the both of you had mastered it.

“So… do you want to talk about last night?” Jimin carefully prodded the topic as the two of you started wrapping up breakfast. Jimin knew that mentioning your nightmares was treading towards dangerous waters but he couldn’t tolerate you in pain any longer. “Don’t you think… we should go see someone about them? Y/N, you wake up in cold sweat and can’t go to sleep for days on end because of them.. I’m sure Namjoon-hyung could-“

“No.” You shook your head and frantically tried to end the conversation. You did not need to go seem some silly shrink who would try to dig deep into your childhood and pinpoint some profound event in your life so you could start healing. It was complete bullshit and you didn’t want to deal with it anymore, you could manage.

“Babe, you can’t just keep living like this. We can’t keep living like this, what about me? How am I supposed to leave you on tours and events when I know that you could be suffering yet another bad nightmare and I’m not here to help you? What about me.” Jimin started to reach for your hand, trying to get you to understand.

“Jimin, you don’t GET it. This is my fight, MY concerns. I didn’t ask you to be worried about me, I didn’t ask you to. I can manage, after a couple of days I end up going to sleep eventually. I’m fine, have I passed out in exhaustion yet? Have I died? No, so I’m fine. I don’t want to see some shrink or doctor.” You shrugged off Jimin’s concern glances before turning on the water so you could do the dishes.

“I’m not staying for this, I’m not staying to watch this EAT away at you Y/N. I refuse, so please… please let me help you.” Jimin pleaded with you with his eyes, those soft big eyes that made you melt on the spot when you came home from work every single day, the eyes that held you up every time you felt yourself slipping away, but they couldn’t save you this time.

“No. I’m fine. We’re done talking about this, if it gets any worse we can think about it then.” _________________________________________________________________

Much to your relief and Jimin’s disdain your nightmares didn’t get any worse, that was until Jimin had to leave for his big great world tour that would last three months.

“Are.. you SURE you can’t just come with me and the boys? I’m sure you can take at least two months off, I don’t want to be apart from you any longer than I have to Y/N. Come with me, let’s explore the world together yeah?” Jimin tightly grasped your hand before flashing his signature puppy dog eyes at you.

“Oh don’t even play that game with me Park Jimin, I can’t have a break for that long unless I’m either dying or pregnant.”

“Oh! What a great idea, let’s get started on that child… I’m sure five years ahead of schedule is COMPLETELY fi-“

You lightly smacked his shoulder, “PARK JIMIN, don’t even mess around. We’re too young for a kid! And you’re career is just starting off, I’ll be fine, we’ll Skype when we can okay? And if I find time, maybe I’ll come to the Los Angeles show! I’ve always wanted to see the west coast.”

Jimin curled up and snuggled into your neck before nudging you lightly with his nose, “baby… what if you have your nightmares and I’m not there this time? What then?”

You shrugged him off lightly before stroking his hair contently, “I’ll be fine Jimin… I managed before I met you too, so I think I’ll be here in one piece for you once you get back.”

It wasn’t easy, spending three months apart… A different portion of the world every night, you could start seeing the toll it was taking on Jimin’s body. He was exhausted but energized despite it all because of the loving atmosphere Army’s created at every arena and concert hall. “Jiminie… are you SURE you’re eating? I know we have this unspoken rule that we don’t mention food but-”

Jimin lightly laughed as the two of you video-chatted for the second time this week, “I promise you! I’m eating, SEE! Look I have food right in front of me, you can watch me eat all of this. I wouldn’t want to pass out on stage and worry you or Army, so don’t worry okay? What about you, have you been eating? No nightmares? Do you miss me? How is work? How’s the weather? Is it cold yet? Are you wearing a jacket you can’t-“

“Jimin-ah! I’m fine, I’m fine don’t worry about me! I’m PERFECTLY fine, in one piece. So go back to your concert, you’re hard at work touring the world. Enjoy it with the boys okay? I have to go to sleep, I’m exhausted and I have to work early tomorrow…” You quickly waved goodbye and blew him an air kiss before turning off the webcam. He didn’t need to know the truth, he didn’t need to worry about you while he was on tour. He barely had enough time anyway. You were fine… weren’t you?

The two of you managed your exhausting schedules all while Skyping at least two times a week, sometimes even three. It wasn’t easy not being able to see each other everyday and spending time but you knew that Jimin missed you just as much as you did.

“Y/N… have you been sleeping? You look really tired… Do you need me to come home? Are you okay…”

“Jimin-ah! That’s a low-key way of saying I look terrible!! How is that supposed to make me feeeeeell” You smiled brightly into the camera to ensure Jimin you were perfectly fine, “Trust me, I’m fine! I’ve just had to pull a couple all-nighters because we have so many big projects coming up at work.. don’t worry about me! I really do miss you though… Can’t wait to see you!!” Jimin didn’t have to know that you had back-to-back nightmares… he was coming home soon, you knew that as soon as you were wrapped up in his arms you’d be perfectly fine again.

Weeks later you finally heard your favorite noise, the slam of the door behind Jimin as he stumbled in through the door, tossing his duffel and bag onto the ground before calling out for you with his sweet voice, “Y/N, where are youuu! Come hug me, I’ve missed you.”

Squealing you sprinted down the stairs and straight into Jimin’s welcoming arms, Jimin stroked your hair softly before mumbling, “God I’ve missed you.” It was home in Jimin’s arms, all your worries, concerns and stress disappeared in the warmth of his embrace. Nothing mattered anymore, all that mattered was that Jimin was finally home.

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It's In The Past~Park Jimin

Slight trigger warning: Mention of past self-harm, and self-harm scars

It wasn’t a thing you brought up, it really wasn’t expecially when the relationship was so new. You don’t bring up the past ideas you had of yourself, or what the darkest thoughts had brought you to do. You survived, recovered and realized how….unhelpful it was to you. It hurt you more then you thought. It was like you took one step only needing to be ten more ahead of yourself. But once you found you, everything fell in place.

When you met Jimin, he was so happy. A smile on his face as he jumped around, his hair bouncing with every move he did. He always says he fell in love with you on your thrid date. Werid but true. But even now five months in on the relationship you hid the scars. Hiding them away wasn’t always easy, sure some are just these lines that look angry, but then there were the ones that were white and risen onto the skin. Thoese were the ones you were scared of. One wrong touch and he would run his funger down them, one pair of shorts to short and he would be able to trace the thick lines.

So you did what you did best, you hid them away from him.

But then one night came where you passed out in the dorms, your body cruled into his. The heat of your sweatshirt removing the need for blanket between the both of you. His eyes were on you, his eyes watching your face as you slept, how it would scrunch up or how you hand would grab for him. He couldn’t not look at you, his hands running through your hair as you let out soft sighs every once in a while.

Soon you did your thing,where you would scratch at yourself. Jimin when he saw you first did this, he tried to yanked your hands away but soon realized it only led to it becoming worse. He always made sure you never hurt yourself. So as you scratch at your arm for a split second, you big sleeve slipped down just enough for him to see lines. Making him think you had hurt yourself. So he grabbed at your arm, to rub at what he thought to be fresh scratches. But whe he touched them they were a bit risen, and didn’t feel warm like a new scratch would feel. He rolled you sleeve down just a tad more and he felt his heart sink.

His brown eyes looked at the angry white lines that were traced up your arm. He couldn’t help the tears that filled his eyes as he rolls the sleeve of your sweater so it falls back in its normal place. He turns you so your back was pressed against his chest, his arm wrapping tightly around you as he nuzzled his head closer to you neck. A hour past and he still could not stop the tears, his sweetheart, his love had felt a pain that made her do something to harm herself, no matter if it were to never happened again he felt his heart shatter. Even though he clearly didn’t know you when you were harming yourself he felt as if he should’ve done something, maybe if he found you sooner, made you happy sooner it wouldn’t have happened. Tears trickling down his face as he felt you shift, he pretend to had fallen asleep.

Your body was some what sitting up as a small squeak like yawn left your lips. When you turned to face Jimin, his face was covered in red splotches, and his cheeks were wet. His body slightly shaking around you, you went into a small panic.

“Jiminie?” You whisper laying back down, your hand reaching up to whip away the tears that were falling. “Baby? You got to wake up.” Your voice made his heart speed up as he slolwy let his eyes flutter open, once his doe like eyes met your face you let out a breath and brough him to your body. His head falling into your chest as you kiss the top of his head. His sobs now taking over his body as he tighten his grip on you.

“I can’t lose you.” His words made you squint you eyebrows togther as you pull his face up. He was looking at you as if one move and you’d be gone.

“What are you talking about? Is that what happened in your dream?” Your question was full of confusion, this type of nightmares usely only coming from you and never him.

“It wasn’t a nightmare..” he trailed off as he sat up, his legs falling over yours as he stood up and walked to the kitchen. Letting out a small huff of air you follow him. His body was standing in front of the fridge. Walking up behind him you wrap your arms around his waist and bury your face into his back.

“Then why was my Chimchim crying.” The nickname made a small smile lift on his lips before the topic that made the tears spill from his eyes eneter his thoughts again. He shut the fridge door and turned to you. Lifting you onto the counter he slid in between your legs as one of his hands laced into yours.“Babe come on…did you see one of the boys naked again?” Your smile was light as your other hand cupped his face. He lets out a small shake of the head as he leans into your touch. His eyes shut as he thinks about how warm you are and how cold he is. The perfect match. His eyes open as his spare hand gently tugs the sleeve of your sweater down. You froze.

“I saw…and I just couldn’t think as to why?” He was quiet as he spoke as kissed one of the lines. He shook his head as he looked at you, his eyes glossy as he smiles. “But then I realize I don’t need to know why…all I need to know is that your okay?”

“Jimin, I’ve been okay for a few years now…even better with you.” Pausing you pull your hands apart and pulled him closer to your face, “I wake up every day, covered in the memories of the past. I don’t like talking about it. I don’t like people talking about it. It’s in the past, Jimin. I know thats what you really want to know. And if I were to have a breakdown I would call you, or send you a message. Because you make me happy when I feel like shit….I love you Park Jimin.” Your words made the boy smile widely as he stated to kiss you neck. Your laughter filled the kitchen as he pushed you down.

“I swear I was aupossed to say that first.”

“Are you going to say it?”

“I love you, Y/f/n.”

kingjxmin

Soft // reader x jimin

a/n : this is fluff, pure jimin fluff, really short, pure jimin fluff

i’m sorry that this is so short, i just wrote whatever came to mind and stopped one the creative juices stopped flowing.

also, this is my first time writing/making anything so hopefully its not a flop lol,, anyways, enjoy! i hope it’s not a complete waste of time:))

//gif isn’t mine//

Soft.

Soft is what you made Jimin feel when he opened the front door after a long day of practice and found you sleeping in the living room in one of his big hoodies. Soft is what you made Jimin feel once he saw how you were curled into a ball holding the hoodie up to your nose as if you were trying to take in all of his scent. Soft is what you made Jimin feel when he realized that you missed him enough to try and stay up until the ungodly hour in the morning when he came back just to see him once before he had to leave for practice again the next day. But sadness, sadness is what overtook him when he realized that you were probably waiting for him for hours. Sadness is what overtook him when he realized that this was how things had been for the past week.

Wanting to make it up to you he made a mental note to dedicate the entire next day to you and whatever you wanted to do.

He slowly walked over to the couch where you were sleeping and placed a gentle kiss on your forehead. He pulled back and admired your sleeping figure.

After a few seconds he slowly tiptoed to the bathroom and let himself relish in the feeling of a nice cold shower after a long day at practice. He changed then he slowly made his way back next to the couch you were laying on. He started to gently tap your thigh with his hand as an attempt to wake you up.

“Jagi… Jagiya wake up.”

A few seconds passed before you started to regain consciousness and you furrowed your brows and slowly opened your eyes trying to adjust them to the light.

The instant you saw Jimins figure looming over you, you immediately reached up and pulled him into a tight hug, you really, really missed him. You smiled against his neck when you heard him chucking.

As he wasn’t expecting the sudden reaction from you he slightly tumbled on top of you before he regained his balance. He pulled away to look at you smiling, adoring how cute you were he thought to himself ‘what had he done to deserve you.’

“C'mon Jagi, let’s go to bed.” he cooed, his voice a sound you could listen to all day.

He put one hand around your back and the other under your knees as he picked you up bridal style. As he carried you to your shared bedroom while humming, you stared at your black haired prince of a boyfriend. You thought to yourself ‘what had you done to deserve him.’

a/n : might (probably) make a part 2 if people enjoy it,, who knows :))

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sweet honey

Summary: Jimin’s been feeling down, and it’s up to you to cheer him up.

song recommendation: warm on a cold night by honne, warm by the neighbourhood, she by zion t. ft beenzino & oasis by crush ft. zion t.

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ruby-white-rose

BTS (Maknae Line) reaction to you saying yes to a date

Ok so you guys this is my first time doing something like this , so bear with me if it’s horrible ok? ok. Anyways this reaction is about the maknae line saying that they want to date you and when you say yes.

Jungkook

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