I don’t want to rest but I’m tired and I don’t want to be tired so I have to rest.
It’s heavy and I’m tired and I don’t want to fight being tired so I’m going to bed.
And disappointing people I love and disappointing myself because I want to be productive but I can’t
This stupid fucking disease and everything it has taken from me
And no cause, no treatment, no cure
I’d give anything in my life to wake up and not be tired













