a couple years back, I remember praying to receive a large amount of money, the equivalent of one entire bitcoin
I thought I was on the cusp of receiving it, but it turns out that that just wasn't meant to be
I lost nearly £2000, some of which I had to take out a loan for, all for absolutely nothing
what really hurts the most is that I was going to use the supposed fortune I was going to receive for so many good things, like donating to the community centre, saving up for top surgery, making a head start on a potential career path in game design, hell, just getting through a month without having to ration my food
and I was gonna share it with my closest friends too
luckily the fraud investigation team at my bank are on the case and they're going to try and recover my funds, plus I'll talk to my local credit union about it since they've got experience with dealing with scams and all that
but I think what really adds insult to injury is the fact that there's another anime con in Manchester I was planning on going to this weekend and now idk if I'll get the money back in time
at the moment, though, I'm more focused on getting some groceries
plus I have a mental health appointment on Friday so I'll be able to talk about it then
I just feel completely crushed by this whole thing, not just because of my own loss, but because I can't do anything for the ones I care about
soon as I get my money back, I'm gonna hide in my room with a takeaway and have a good long cry
I've also been advised to inform local law enforcement, which I'm reluctant about, to say the least, but it's worth a shot, I guess
I don't even know what I'm sorry for, I just am
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