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horrible that i wanna post art but the only art ive been drawing is nsft w/ my sona for a game that im nervous about touching. something something fear of being seen and acknowledged for better or worse lol

#stranger talks #could probably post a cropped part of the bit im REALLY happy with #just muscles really no dong in site for a crop #what else have i even drawn. has it just been thumbnails for that game...#i should do more sandrock. i should PLAY more sandrock

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the zenos picture i was working on deleted itself.......

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i was wrong. i knew i moved it to a new folder but forgot i renamed it and my eyes kept passing over it when i was searching for it and im just. so used to things going wrong and my computer bullying me that i assumed it was just bullying me again.

#stranger talks #i dont even wanna work on it now but at least i know its there #god i do need to draw tho. i'll figure something out

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the zenos picture i was working on deleted itself.......

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#stranger talks #every day i morph more and more into this image of dennis

the zenos picture i was working on deleted itself.......

#stranger talks #i might be a bit enraged #i dont even know when it happened. i KNOW i saved it

sorry to say ffxiv took over my life again and i have not drawn anything since the last post (partially bc holidays made me work a lot)

friend and i were catching up to recent patch and now im going insane running mistwake over and over trying to get all my dragoon gear as well as trying to get some demiatma

#stranger talks #at the very least since holidays are over i have a loooot of time on my hands

idk what im doing anymore when it comes to blocking stuff out. anyway my baby boy elijah i guess and lots of scribbled words

#my art #elijah #maybe ill post more from my sketchbook later who knows

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this will probably forever remain a wip bc i lost the thread of where i was going with it background wise. didnt even finish the wings or horns. anyway this is elijah and i love him

#my art #bringing back my babygirl bc i miss him. this is still not finished and never will be. i probably need to redesign his clothes too #i just love hip windows. side cheeks.

realizing i havent posted any of my sketchbook doodles here

i should do that. in the morning probably.

#stranger talks #they are... not that good... but alas you gotta let it be ugly and done if u wanna get anywhere #some of them ive drawn while on break at work #ive also been using markers to like block shapes recently but ive kinda lost the plot on how to properly block out without gettin lost in i #theres at least 10 id be fine-ish with posting. i need to fill this sketchbook more

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whoops looked up refs for zenos and shorted out my brain all i wanna do is stare and giggle instead of draw

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forcing myself to not go crazy on teeth detail and it is hard. apparently i love teeth detail

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whoops looked up refs for zenos and shorted out my brain all i wanna do is stare and giggle instead of draw

#stranger talks #kicking my legs and giggling and twirling my hair #this man does unfortunate things to my psyche and i will never recover #constantly unwillingly slipping into daydreams that hold me captive until it finishes out and when im back again its 20 minutes later

I SURVIVED BLACK FRIDAY WEEKEND IM ALIVE IM MOTIVATED IM DRAWING

#stranger talks #no thoughts just drawing #and also a show going on in the background for noise

very excited for next week bc im getting so many days off

black friday will probably try to kill me tho

but i must persist for the sake of my silly doodles

#stranger talks #i did draw a little the other day but my brain and body were NOT having it #oh i also have a con soon

i could draw my wife zenos....

#stranger talks #thots to think on i suppose #sandrock is an obvious choice for trying to draw something but idk what

having ideas to draw and simultaneously no ideas, like its all just smoke, so i just sit at my desk staring at my screen like dennis waiting for an idea to more fully form in my head

#stranger talks #maybe i need to... idk. cant do requests bc that always gets tricky but uuuugh its been so long since i drew anything #i would like my ideas to stop coming to as random visions that haunt my too few dreams #i could draw something related to... an entirely different game #but the source material is not for most people and would be better suited to my nsfw account bc im a coward #at least that account would have actual use then lol

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I NEED TO GET SAPPIER I NEED TO GET CORNIER AND CHEESIER WITH MY ART. I NEED TO DRAW STRAIGHT. GODDAMN. SLOP. THE WORLD IS CRUEL AND THIS IS ALL WE HAVE LEFT. Everybody listen to me YOU HAVE TO DRAW BULLSHIIIIUU7YTTTTTTTTTTTT YOU HAVE TO DRAW THINGS THAT MAKE YOU GIGGLE AND KICK YOUR FEET AND GALLOP AROUND YOUR HOUSE LIKE A DELIGHTED HORSE. YOU HAVE TO AND YOU MUST. I LOVE YOU

IM FREE IM FREE IM FREEEEEEE

#my art #mtas #my time at sandrock #mtas builder #mtas nia #mtas mian #mtas owen #mtas qi #mtas unsuur #mtas arvio #mtas pen #mtas fang #the only fear that remains now is people looking at it and booing me which is probably irrational but alas #anyway hope its enjoyable bye

im so tired but im nearly done i just need to do the misc space filler doodles and ill be done. but i'll probably have to stop before im actually done aaaaaugh

#stranger talks #idk if it'll posted at noon tomorrow but it WILL be posted at some point

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