very tough

thirsty in my own thoughts

[asdfghjeyel]

kaya ko pa ba?

[asdfghjeyel]

lutang

lutang yata ako ngayon dahil naguguluhan ako siguro dahil nararamdaman ko yung takot na naransan ko noon na mabalewala at maisantabi hanggang sa mawala nalang yung naging kayo dati natatakot ako dahil sobrang sakit ng mga yan sa paligid ko puro mukha tititigan kita at mapapabuntong hininga magiisip ng wala ng blanko hanggang sa nalaglag nalang yung hawak ko n nagising yung diwa ko ng panandalian at bumalik nanaman sa pagiging ganito.

[asdfghjeyel]

random

tinitignan ko sarilii ko sa salamin at napapaisip akong matagal iniisip ko ano bang bukmabagabag sayo bakit ganyan itsura mo? siguro may mga bagay na nasa isip ko na hindi dapat pero hindi maiwasan hindi ko alam tumatakbo sa isip mo ngayon pero natatakot ako na baka naisipan mo ng sumuko dahil nahihirapan ka na at iniisip ko anong gagawin ko kung tama mga nasa isip ko

[depressivecutter-deactivated201]

[aspiringcolumnist]

sino sa tingin mo?

Buddy. I miss you. Sana kilala mo pa ko. Lol

[asdfghjeyel]

hahahaha I miss you tooooo :D

[aspiringcolumnist]

Ansarap talaga magbackread sa sarili kong blog. Pota. Hahaha! Walang forever! Hahahaha! Pagtatawanan ko na lang din to pag nalagpasan ko.

[asdfghjeyel]

hahaha :) i feel you

[ecamazing-deactivated20180612]

hi to pretty eca :)

Oh my gosh I miss you so much Ate Jeyel! Hi to my prettiest ate. ❤️

[asdfghjeyel]

i feel so old haha :) I miss you too! isang cover naman ng kanta :P last time chineck kita nawala yung tumblr accnt mo nagdeact ka?

[ecamazing-deactivated20180612]

Ano bang kanta gusto mo? Ng makanta ko! Hahahaha. I accidentally deleted my blog. Hehehe. Kaya bago to. 😊

[asdfghjeyel]

Alessia Cara - Here OMG i think bagay sayo yang song :P

[matabangpusooo]

Napansin ko lang

Hindi na ako yung kagaya nung dati na, sa lahat ng lovestory movies nakikita ko yung sarili ko. ewan ko? baka dahil na rin sa pagka hopeless romantic ko, tho hindi naman ako hopeless. hahaah pero. iba na kasi talaga ngayon. wala na, wala na lang, simple na lang, pag nakakakilig, kinikilig ako, pag masakit, may makirot din konti. Pero hindi na yung kagaya ng dati na nagrereminisce ako na masasabi ko pa na. “ay oo kami yan ganyan kami, ganyan siya, ganyang ganyan ako, linya ko yan, sinabi niya yan sakin”. Napansin ko lang to kasi napanuod ko na yung walang forever. haha nakakatawa lang kasi, totoo nga na iba ka magsulat kapag masaya sobrang saya, kapag inlove, sobrang lungkot at lalo na kung broken hearted. Kaya i really have to agree na

We are the best writers when:

1. We are in love

2. We are broken hearted

kaya siguro wala na ring puso yung mga binoblog ko. puro na lang kwento na halos wala na ring kwenta. Pero mas okay na rin to. Walang problema. Haha

[asdfghjeyel]

you're right........... we're better writer when we are in love :)

[goldenli3s-blog]

I hope you find someone who doesn’t make you sad at night and someone who reminds you how much they love you every day and who laughs at your jokes and wants to listen to your music and who genuinely what’s to be with you and doesn’t make you second guess their love for you. I really hope you find that. Because you deserve that.

May 4th, 2015 - don’t settle for less (via goldenli3s)

[goldenli3s-blog]

1.17.16

[asdfghjeyel]

sweet

[asdfghjeyel]

Kaya mo yan. Part lang yan ng mga challenges na dapat nyong lagpasan. :) Im at you back, buddy!

i know.. you’ve always been there for me :P

[ecamazing-deactivated20180612]

hi to pretty eca :)

Oh my gosh I miss you so much Ate Jeyel! Hi to my prettiest ate. ❤️

[asdfghjeyel]

i feel so old haha :) I miss you too! isang cover naman ng kanta :P last time chineck kita nawala yung tumblr accnt mo nagdeact ka?

[dearsalvatore]

[umaasaparin]

Boy: I shouldn’t have told her that. I offended her, I know. Should I say sorry now or should I give her time first? I don’t know what to do. Due to my lonelines, I have been drawing her oceanic eyes in my notebook over and over again and I watched my previous drawings of her beautiful face. I’m too restless to sleep, too guilty of offending her feelings. I hope she’s not crying. I always hate it when she’s crying. I’m supposed to cheer her up, to make her feel better. But what did I do? Ugh, stupid me. Should I call her? Would I be able to sleep?

I wish she’s here in my arms.

Girl: He had hurt me and I had hurt him with some of my words too. Why are there no tears in my eyes? But I could feel my heart bleeding. It’s undeniable. Sigh, I just hate it when we argue at the end of the day. It’s something that I wished we never do. Should I call him again? Is he asleep? I wonder if he’s thinking about me, because I am and I may not be able to sleep again.

I wish he’s here beside me.

[asdfghjeyel]

I was an unappreciative Girlfiend who didn't see how much you love me I turned my back on you in your time of need. . I didn't keep you happy. I tried to control you instead of letting you control yourself. For this and much more I am truly sorry. None of this is your fault. I allowed this to happened "It's not you , It's me" Don't continue to blame yourself for what is going on, I started it and let it continue. I'm sorry I didn't mean to i love you you know that... You have given me so much love No one has ever loved me as you have, and probably never will. I have loved you more than I could believe I would ever love someone. I was very poor at showing it. I took for granted that you would always be there I want us to really work at it I have completely poured myself out to you in this. I don't know if it will help or if I am fighting a losing battle. But, I've got to try. I've got to fight. I've got to show you that I can be that jeyel again that you fell in love with . I can't promise I will give up fighting for you. I hate to hurt you, but I hate being apart from you even more. but i wish... all those words i say .. it'll not be just words

[lovelysuggestion]

i notice everything about you and i think i like every little thing about you

[asdfghjeyel]

11:27pm thoughts (pacific time)

I am writing this because I need to get this off my chest Thinking about him, always him.... I cry and decide I should gather what little sense I have and keep well away from him But then I love him to the point where I question my own sanity. he always make me feel special with his early morning text saying "hey beautiful." And late night texts saying " sweet dreams" I might be ok but I'm not happy at all because here we are again fighting,arguing but all I really want to do is to tell him how much I'm in love with him . I never knew it took this little time to fall in love with , . I truly believe that he was the one, my epic love but I guess not every fairy tale has a happy ending or do they? If Only he can change that for me.. "I’m scared of how much I love you, I am scared that you aren’t the person I am in love with, I am scared you don’t love me as much as I love you, I am scared you are going to left me again, and I am scared of what it means to be trying with you" i'm so scared... I’ve been with him for just over a years ago This one is pretty much perfect. Kind,considerate, handsome, affectionate, generous, head over heels in lovewith me. So in love with me, that it scares me, And now I am unsure whether to keep it Unsure because the longer I am with him, the more in love with me heis, and all the while I am not sure if I will stay here.

[umaasaparin]

Hindi lahat ng "sorry" tinatanggap.