Honestly I feel like I'm giving up and it hurts me and scares me. I don't want to sound like a needy girlfriend but when you have barley talked to your boyfriend in three days it drives you crazy because you jump to every opportunity to text him and call him but he doesn't do the same. He's too busy with games. And you're left just laying on your bed looking at your phone waiting for a text when you know you aren't going to get one in hours. Or when you finally get to text him within the seconds he texts you back just to wait minutes or even hours for a text back. You get tired of texting him first because you feel like what's the point ? He doesn't do the same and when he does, you're surprised at the fact he finally texted you first. The past three days felt like I've been single because I haven't talked to anyone. My phone is dry. I look at my social media every two minutes because i don't know what else to do. I try to be productive and clean and organize things but after hours of all of that there is nothing else to clean or organize. You try and go out and do something but you've been spending too much money lately so what else is here to do. It's too cold to go to go out for a walk. You've watched almost everything on Netflix. You don't want to spend any money but there's nothing else you can think of doing that doesn't involve money. Honestly, all I wanted was your attention for at least an hour of nonstop texting or talking. That's what I needed at least once these past three days.
vaporwave
blakekathryn
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dailybridgerton
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