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Just a Random Thoughts, Experience and Ideas about things. Follow me on my twitter and Instagram Account: @spellnikka

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Self Realization

Starting today, this is my last time to go for shopping for our goods. It's now time for my sisters to tell my parents specially my mom to buy goods for us.

Next is that,

I need to be independent. I need to learn how to live with my own and with myself. I know this is difficult but learn to handle your own problem and settle it. Also try to speak less and listen more to others. Just to change yourself and try to figured out if what is good for yourself.

Live in a healthy lifestyle starting today. Start your day with a good prayer and a good start also try to eat more healthy and low carbs foods. It will help you more to have a good shape and a maintaining weight.

Lastly, Do it for yourself so that in the future you will not regret everything that you didn't do when you we're still young. Okay?.

Love,

SpellNikka

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What is the meaning of this?

Today, this is my 2nd day of taking my Periodical Exam for the 3rd Grading. After i took my exam me and my friends went to the cashier to pay for our Graduation Picture (Hopefully, maka Graduate 🤞🏻) then we just sat in front of the cashier and wait in line but then unexpectedly i saw him and his new girl then they sit beside me but the scenario was me, the girl then him i don't know if i was going to talk to him but then i realized that it was not a good idea because maybe the girl didn't know the past between us and i don't want to be there problem anymore and besides where almost done and we also moved on and have our own way and path to take. But then i remembered we have an essay in our exam in 21st Literature in where you will write anything you want to share if you will become a writer. I wrote there the story of us and BOOM after that exam this is what happened. Even before i realized this thing that whenever i tell somebody elso about him there is always a chance after i tell somebody that we will meet the day after or tomorrow or something i will saw his post on Instagram with the Girl. I don't know what God wants me to do maybe it's not still clear for me but i know there will be a perfect time for me to know what is God's plan and purpose about it or either God wants me to stop talking about him? Hehehehehe. Just an instinct.

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My Own Lovestory

Every Girl has their own Knight and Shining Armor who will be always there for you no matter what will happen. When i was in Grade 11, i was a 17 year old girl back then when i started to feel the static feeling of being inlove. It was a Great, happy and satisfying feeling whenever you are together. We go travel, explore new things, adventure, eat and a lot more like a usual couples do but i want to clear everything, that time we are just MU or what they called "Mutual Understanding" i was so contented and happy to him that i also thought of the word "Yes" and say it to him but then i don't know what happened next as far as i remember God didn't let me say that precious word of mine maybe because he has a purpose and i was right. I thank God that all those times he guide and save me. Why? Because something went up that change my world and my whole situation in terms of Love life. He left me without any reason or argument that time i was so shock and feel that my world falls down and i cannot stand up and fell inlove again but again i'm wrong because after a few months and weeks of that day i started to learn to love myself more, my friends, family and of course my creator. I served him as much as i can and i make my loveones happy and always feel my presence even way back before but this time it's much better. I started to move on and live in my own life and also makes everything that really makes me happy without hesistation. I traveled with my family/siblings, i shop everything i want because this time i have learned to save my allowance and know its worth and many more good things. Those are some of the things that i didn't have a chance to do back then because i only focused myself to him and to our own world. But after all, i didn't regret everything that we've come and shared before. It was also a Good memories and experience at all. I also wanted to thank him for everything for all the memories that we've shared together in a very short time and also for the lesson that i've learned from him and from our past relationship

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Year End Letter

2017 is such a Wonderful and a Rollercoaster year for me. Because everytime God gives me a new day there is always unexpected things that may happen to me it's either a happy or a sad happenings in my life that will mark and gives me a lot lesson to learn. This year marks and witness many new things and experiences that comes in my life. One of my most unforgettable and most important day of my life is my 18th Birthday Celebration which we celebrate it in a traditional way which is to have a party that i dressed up like a princess just for 1 night that really gives me a lot of good memories that i will treasure for the rest of my life. Next is that, this year also witness my first heartbreaks 💔in which in my 18 years of existence this was the first time i experience this thing that causes me to fall down a little bit and gives me many realization and learnings in life. This is maybe just a simple things for others but for me this marks my heart and broke into pieces. Maybe this was just one of God's plan for me and one of his way to teach me how to be strong and be better for the one for me when that time comes. I just want to thank everybody specially my Parents, friends, sisters and even my cousins for helping me build and bring back the old me which helps me a lot. But this time i make sure that i am more stronger and everyone sees the better version of me. Lastly is that i wanna thank God for everything for his unconditional love, guidance and blessing that he has given to me and to my family ❤️ Happy New Year and Welcome 2018. This is the start of something new. Wishing that this year will be a better year for me compared to my past years. New Year means New Life and New Beginnings 🎉😘😍

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2 days to go before 2017 year ends and we will start welcoming the New Year of 2018 full of Love and Rejoice 🎉 Btw, since it would be a new year i decided to open and started to Blog again 😘 I think this would be an exciting part and day of my Life ❤️

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Each relationship between two persons is absolutely unique. That is why you cannot love two people the same. It simply is not possible. You love each person differently because of who they are and the uniqueness that they draw out of you.

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