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[ashatteredreverie]

Otl again

It's kinda weird but I always have a dream of you. Why? The last time was just recently. 0323. With your mom, at your house. And the fact that I know you already have family of your own makes me sad

[ashatteredreverie]

This is it

I have always anticipated this every year...I know that I will see you in my dreams even if I don't think about you. Subconsciously, you became an antidote that I used to take to cure my lonely heart and I can not take that off of my entire human being. Happy birthday to you my OGL 012921

[ashatteredreverie]

New year

What a year it was! I still can not believe my whirlwind last year 2021. But today, Jan 01, 2022 a new year has come; another hope for me and for everyone. But wait, how can I forget this first day of the year when I dreamt about my OTL??? I mean wtf!!! How can I move on if you still haunt me in my dream??? This time with your own family and your little one. And your proud mama?? I dont want to cry but damn. After 9 yrs, the thought of you still hurts..

[ashatteredreverie]

I am broken

I wish I could turn back time and rewrite my story... Why is it like this? Why am I always a loser? WHY MISFORTUNE always comes to me?? What really is my purpose here on earth. I do not know what to do

[ashatteredreverie]

It is 06.02 here in aruba

It is supposed to be our 13th. The excruciating pain still lingers in me. I think I will just never get tired of remembering you for the next 60 years if I am still alive by then. I wish

[ashatteredreverie]

It is supposed to be our 13th. But i still wish you well.

[ashatteredreverie]

weeewww!!! What a nightmare! 🤯😨😴😣😵😱

For the past eight years, my memories of you still haunt me in my dreams. Perhaps, I will never get tired of remembering. The fact that today is your special day, and tomorrow is mine.

Happy birthday to you! I know you are happy and content. I just wish you the best. Always and forever. May God Bless you and your family. 

#myotl #hbdM

[ashatteredreverie]

Oct 1420

🙋‍♀️ Started out as an Engineer by profession, resigned. Studied Culinary Arts, became a Chef in a Cruise ship, then now, baking Rexy's Pastries. 💖❤💓 Belittled by some, praised by few. But it's totally fine. 🤗 I chose the path where I am right now. Nobody pushed me. It's all ME. 😉 -my determination and making my dream a reality. So I don't owe anyone anything because they were saddened for what I could have become. No regrets at all. Periodt. I am beyond grateful for those who are continuously extending their support and are still happy for me in spite of circumstances.

Who said doing what you love can not lead you to success? I guess no one will ever say so. 😶

Wherever your passion may take you, just hold on tight. God never leaves our side. There may be rocks in the road ahead of us, but when you believe that God is in control, we will never go wrong. 👍

Nothing is impossible. 🙃

[ashatteredreverie]

Random thoughts

Every thought is a battle,

Every breath is a war,

and I don't think I am winning anymore.

Tomorrow is not promised.

Make no room for regrets.

Whatever happens, know that I did not give up. I did everything to keep my promise to protect and fight for the love that I prayed for. My love will live even when I die. 

[ashatteredreverie]

When it's fate, there are no coincidences.

Your fate is determined by the choices you make but there are times when your fate chooses you.

Most things that seem like coincidences are actually meant to be, and anything that was meant to be is called DESTINY. 

[ashatteredreverie]

Jun022020

I won't let this day pass without remembering you on our supposed to be 12th A. I tried not to think of it as much as I can, tried to engage myself to be productive, keep the day busy, but it just did cross my mind all of a sudden. It hit me with a BANG! The pain is still the same up to this day. 😔 I know you are happy and content now my dear, M. I wish you nothing...but the best. 👍💙 You are and will always be my soulmate, my first love...my great love!! I consider our memories as an eternal bliss and will remain forever in my mind....until I die. Take good care and may God grant your wishes. 🙏