Ashes of A Wildflower

Here lie the remains of the Wildflower who left the Sunbeams that made her world beautiful, filled her with life, laughter, color. & love.

[ashesofawildflower]

Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of witherings, of tarnishings.

Anaïs Nin

[ashesofawildflower]

"Until You Were Gone" by The Chainsmokers

[ashesofawildflower]

It's been 366 days since our lips parted for the very very last time we kissed. We were both wild inside trying to escape from the lives we were living and the just getting by. There was still love then, but I couldn't see it enough to surrender to it. We got in the car and drove towards we didn't even know what. Just two broken hearts with a past perfect love. 2 miles down the road with not a plan or clue where to go, just a burning desire to keep our hearts on fire. Then a stupid messed up mind, fooled the heart & sold a lie. ....... Oh, if only I hadn't said then what I wish I could take back now, we may have kept on driving and that car wouldn't have turned around. Yeah, we might still be driving, you and me. Running on that crazy tangled, antique love. Oh, to be shotgun one last time, in that leather seat.

[ashesofawildflower]

Burning House by Cam

[ashesofawildflower]

Everything's Changed But This

I love you. I still do. Not a day goes by that the wind doesn't whisper your voice in my ear & I whisper right back as if it were you standing right here. I still love you. I do.

[ashesofawildflower]

Crippled

You've crippled me. Heart & feet. When it comes to loving, I want nobody. Just you. Just you & only you Even though the years without you Have been more than two. I want you only Only you. I can't find another because I'm broken and you're the glue. I'm paralyzed Sitting in a wheelchair I'll never walk again & you'll never know or care. You crippled me.

[cahale-blog1]

[ashesofawildflower]

Lovers Loss

And though he thinks he’s replacing you, To him I will never say “I do”.

I am no one else’s

because I belonged to you.

[ashesofawildflower]

Missed

You don't even know I miss you 'Cause I never cross your mind at all.

[ashesofawildflower]

Not getting better

I just miss you more than words can ever say.

[ashesofawildflower]

Still There & Here

In my vision- out of sight. In my heart- there, day & night You cross my thoughts throughout every day And in my heart our song still plays. I miss my hand fitting yours I miss the embrace that was more than warmth. Yes, you're not here But no, you've never left me

[ashesofawildflower]

Blink Backs

I never stop thinking of you And how close we came to being at the altar, but never saying “I do”.

[ashesofawildflower]

No Comparison

I just can't look at anyone the way I looked at you. No I can't see another man the way that I saw you. He's not you. No one is.

[ashesofawildflower]

She

No one could miss her if they tried Like blades of grass next to a dandelion She's beautiful And that's a fact. No, I don't hold a candle to that. I hope she loves you like you deserve And doesn't hurt you so you turn. I hope she gives you the world that I didn't But I hope you remember the places we danced And don't ever forget it.

[ashesofawildflower]

I Just Want You To Know

It seems I love you more the less you love me And the farther you go the closer you feel. The memories, they're fading, but yet they stay with me. Time might be changing, but if you come looking.. Still here, I will still be.

[ashesofawildflower]

Concealed & Unhealed

Even though there are no scars, loving you undeniably left its mark. There are no wounds that you can see but I swear this heart of mine has a hole and bleeds.

[ashesofawildflower]

Just a Memory

You loved me once you told me so You said it often and you held me close .....,,I know you've forgotten but I can't forget.