♡Livin' La Vida Loca♡

[ask-sister-vida]

Greetings, dear!

Hello everyone! I'm Sister Vida, a past groundskeeper, archivist, and candlemaker of the church! I've been in for many years now, ever since I was twenty actually. I'm on tumblr now to keep up with everyone and not feel as isolated (Nobody ever comes into the crypts anymore :( )

Here's some information about me <3 -I like insects, especially moths and bumblebees. -I listen to things such as David Bowie, ABBA, Joan Jett and the Blackhearts, Blondie, Bring Me the Horizon, and welcome for any music recommendations. -I was originally hired when Papa Emeritus III was active, so I've seen a bit of things but not enough to be too nosy. -I'm always open for conversation so don't feel too afraid to stop in and say hello! -My best friend resides in the graveyard so when I'm not working they usually are trying to chat me up.

Rules will still apply. NSFW is unwelcomed, but maybe some spicy asks? I have no clue as of yet but I'm more open to it with Vida. Other than that any hatred towards any race, LGBTQIA+ community will never be tolerated.

-Now onto the blog owner- Hi! I'm Sunny. This is another blog under the same person that runs @ask-apostle-ghoul. I have multiple Ghost oc's and Vida is always a sugar to roleplay as and I'm obsessed with her. Fun fact: I altered her hairstyle last minute because she looked too much like Chappel Roan (I love Chappel Roan but I didn't want to make it seem it was just her in the Ghost universe lol).

Be kind to each other, Help each other, and go fuck yourself :)

[ask-sister-vida]

I saw a hat that says "The bigger the fupa, the bigger the chalupa" and I fucking want that hat

[ask-sister-vida]

Vida. Here's my son back.

*Chester pushes the door open with Cody in his arms*

I believe we had a nice day- He'll probably tell you. Anyways I'm busy now. And he cries too much for me to focus.

@brother-chester

Vida had opened the door expecting her lovely girlfriend, not some sour faced prick. Taking Cody in her arms, she immediately checked him for any bruise or injuries. "The daycare shouldn't have given you him in the first place." She spoke, almost seething at the fact he had his son for the day. Supervised would have been pushing it, but unsupervised? Vida gripped her cane a little tighter, looking at Chester. Knowing murder isn't the answer (for now), Vida sighed. "Can you at least talk to me first before you take my son without my knowledge?" She asked. She's started the process of filing paperwork with the right places, so Cody is in the process of becoming her kid.

[brother-chester]

He's fine he's fine. Got a grazed knee. Of course I'd look after my kid. I cleaned it up anyways- He doesn't say much huh?

*He crosses his arms after dropping the day bag*

Got him a couple outfits from his dresser this morning. Hope you don't mind. And he's my son. Not yours.

[ask-sister-vida]

"Cody, go to your room real quick for me, ok?" She asked Cody, setting him down. "I got some soup on the stove cooking, just give me a minute to talk to your father and then I'll pour you a bowl." She waited until Cody was gone, and the moment he did, Vida's sweet smile dropped. Looking back at Chester, she leaned against the doorway, crossing her arms. "Your son that you abandoned at the daycare. That son?" She asked, chuckling quietly. "Na... No that's not your boy. Not since you died and they confirmed you were dead, which proves the question... how are you back?" She asked, taking his hand and examining his arm. "Surprisingly don't reek of rot."

[brother-chester]

*He pulls his arm back*

Why does it matter? I had to... pull some strings to get back here. And hell it wasn't my fault Secondo's bastard child murdered me. Left my son without a father.

*Chester looks past into Cody's open room. Of course he'd criticise despite not knowing Cody that well at all*

He won't like that sea life decor. He needs something more fitting for him. And he won't like green. He prefers orange.

[ask-sister-vida]

"Well whoever brought you back was sloppy." She remarked, pinching at a part of his hand and seeing how stiff his arm moved. "You're bound to just rot and fall apart." She warned, tapping his ankle with her cane. "And don't try to correct me on stuff your son picked out himself." She answered, moving so she was blocking Chester from being able to get to Cody if he tried.

[ask-sister-vida]

Vida. Here's my son back.

*Chester pushes the door open with Cody in his arms*

I believe we had a nice day- He'll probably tell you. Anyways I'm busy now. And he cries too much for me to focus.

@brother-chester

Vida had opened the door expecting her lovely girlfriend, not some sour faced prick. Taking Cody in her arms, she immediately checked him for any bruise or injuries. "The daycare shouldn't have given you him in the first place." She spoke, almost seething at the fact he had his son for the day. Supervised would have been pushing it, but unsupervised? Vida gripped her cane a little tighter, looking at Chester. Knowing murder isn't the answer (for now), Vida sighed. "Can you at least talk to me first before you take my son without my knowledge?" She asked. She's started the process of filing paperwork with the right places, so Cody is in the process of becoming her kid.

[brother-chester]

He's fine he's fine. Got a grazed knee. Of course I'd look after my kid. I cleaned it up anyways- He doesn't say much huh?

*He crosses his arms after dropping the day bag*

Got him a couple outfits from his dresser this morning. Hope you don't mind. And he's my son. Not yours.

[ask-sister-vida]

"Cody, go to your room real quick for me, ok?" She asked Cody, setting him down. "I got some soup on the stove cooking, just give me a minute to talk to your father and then I'll pour you a bowl." She waited until Cody was gone, and the moment he did, Vida's sweet smile dropped. Looking back at Chester, she leaned against the doorway, crossing her arms. "Your son that you abandoned at the daycare. That son?" She asked, chuckling quietly. "Na... No that's not your boy. Not since you died and they confirmed you were dead, which proves the question... how are you back?" She asked, taking his hand and examining his arm. "Surprisingly don't reek of rot."

[ask-sister-vida]

Vida. Here's my son back.

*Chester pushes the door open with Cody in his arms*

I believe we had a nice day- He'll probably tell you. Anyways I'm busy now. And he cries too much for me to focus.

@brother-chester

Vida had opened the door expecting her lovely girlfriend, not some sour faced prick. Taking Cody in her arms, she immediately checked him for any bruise or injuries. "The daycare shouldn't have given you him in the first place." She spoke, almost seething at the fact he had his son for the day. Supervised would have been pushing it, but unsupervised? Vida gripped her cane a little tighter, looking at Chester. Knowing murder isn't the answer (for now), Vida sighed. "Can you at least talk to me first before you take my son without my knowledge?" She asked. She's started the process of filing paperwork with the right places, so Cody is in the process of becoming her kid.

[ask-sister-vida]

*Estelle looks up from what she's working on. She'd picked up a new interest in the last weeks and making sort of prosthetics for a few ghouls. Whisp has a new horn, and Lunette and Lavis had ones of ears on the way. Just adding detail now*

...Did I tell you you're beautiful yet today darling?

*She had. Quite a few times*

Your eyes- Hair... Smile- All of you from head to toe. I love you~

@estelle-ghoulette

All Vida had did was walk back in the house, her brows furrowing for a moment confused. She was only gone for an hour to get more supplies for the candles, carrying a bag of wick and a container of soy and beeswax. Her cheeks flushed a little pink and she gave a smile, walking to the kitchen to put the supplies down for now. "Did you get into the wine again?" She teased, giggling as she walked over, hugging Estelle from behind and carefully burying her face in Estelle's wings.

[estelle-ghoulette]

*Estelle smiles placing her hand over Vida's with a grin and shakes her head*

I didn't break into the wine love. We could do later when the kids are all sleeping? Just wanted you to know how much I love you

*She turns her head enough to kiss Vida softly on the lips*

[ask-sister-vida]

"Sounds a plan." She answered, smiling brightly at the kiss. "I love you too, sweetheart." Vida whispered, moving to be in front of Estelle and hugging her tight, burying her face in Estelle's shoulder. "I got the cookie scent that you like for the candles, Perhaps we can make a snickerdoodle candle just for the house?" Ever since Estelle and Vida met, Vida's home was more lively, more energetic. She loved it so so much.

[estelle-ghoulette]

Oooh a snickerdoodle sounds amazing yes of course. Gives a change out for the lemon grass ones? They're summery yeah but I prefer cookies.

*She grins looking over at the supplies that Vida had brought in*

Cody is down for a nap right now, Astra and Dei are doing some class work on the sofa- Whisp is... under that desk asleep I think. With his blanket.

*Estelle points at Vida's work bench and sure enough he's made himself comfy*

So everything under control. Calm day today-

[ask-sister-vida]

Vida nodded and leaned against Estelle. "Everyone is chill." She muttered, parting just to go to the kitchen to put the supplies away. Of course while she was out, she got some groceries too for the kids, some snacks. "Thankfully the store wasn't too crowded. First time I went in a long time without getting anxious."

[ask-sister-vida]

*Estelle looks up from what she's working on. She'd picked up a new interest in the last weeks and making sort of prosthetics for a few ghouls. Whisp has a new horn, and Lunette and Lavis had ones of ears on the way. Just adding detail now*

...Did I tell you you're beautiful yet today darling?

*She had. Quite a few times*

Your eyes- Hair... Smile- All of you from head to toe. I love you~

@estelle-ghoulette

All Vida had did was walk back in the house, her brows furrowing for a moment confused. She was only gone for an hour to get more supplies for the candles, carrying a bag of wick and a container of soy and beeswax. Her cheeks flushed a little pink and she gave a smile, walking to the kitchen to put the supplies down for now. "Did you get into the wine again?" She teased, giggling as she walked over, hugging Estelle from behind and carefully burying her face in Estelle's wings.

[estelle-ghoulette]

*Estelle smiles placing her hand over Vida's with a grin and shakes her head*

I didn't break into the wine love. We could do later when the kids are all sleeping? Just wanted you to know how much I love you

*She turns her head enough to kiss Vida softly on the lips*

[ask-sister-vida]

"Sounds a plan." She answered, smiling brightly at the kiss. "I love you too, sweetheart." Vida whispered, moving to be in front of Estelle and hugging her tight, burying her face in Estelle's shoulder. "I got the cookie scent that you like for the candles, Perhaps we can make a snickerdoodle candle just for the house?" Ever since Estelle and Vida met, Vida's home was more lively, more energetic. She loved it so so much.

[ask-sister-vida]

*Estelle looks up from what she's working on. She'd picked up a new interest in the last weeks and making sort of prosthetics for a few ghouls. Whisp has a new horn, and Lunette and Lavis had ones of ears on the way. Just adding detail now*

...Did I tell you you're beautiful yet today darling?

*She had. Quite a few times*

Your eyes- Hair... Smile- All of you from head to toe. I love you~

@estelle-ghoulette

All Vida had did was walk back in the house, her brows furrowing for a moment confused. She was only gone for an hour to get more supplies for the candles, carrying a bag of wick and a container of soy and beeswax. Her cheeks flushed a little pink and she gave a smile, walking to the kitchen to put the supplies down for now. "Did you get into the wine again?" She teased, giggling as she walked over, hugging Estelle from behind and carefully burying her face in Estelle's wings.

[ask-sister-vida]

*Estelle gets back from delivering order and seen Whisp on the couch so scoops him onto her back then breezes into the kitchen*

I'm back love, decided he needed a nap huh? How's he been? Oh! And what's cooking?

@estelle-ghoulette

"I told him to take a nap. He and Ridley came home early because Astra was a bit panicked finding nobody." Vida explained, gesturing out the window where Astra was busy braiding flowers in Ridley's hair. "I'm making banana bread. If I learned sooner that Whisp hasn't tried it before, I would have made some!" She quietly giggled, walking over and kissing Estelle's cheek. There was a hint of worry in her eyes, especially when she looked at the kids...

[estelle-ghoulette]

Seriously? How has he never tried banana bread? Especially yours, its so good. I may or may have not snuck a slice from the fridge last time you made some-

*She pauses seeing the worry in Vida's eyes, Estelle leads her over to the table to sit now the banana bread is in the oven*

What's happened? Something surely.

[ask-sister-vida]

"Astra couldn't find Lance and then I guess she tried to find her brothers but couldn't. Whisp and Ridley were out with Calynn camping." Vida shrugged her shoulders, a small frown on her face. "Whisp's quintessence was flaring up and I managed to calm him down... He's a good kid he just... needs to realize he's finally safe with us and that we'd never let anyone harm him."

[estelle-ghoulette]

Oh I knew they went out camping- I wish she come to find me I could've helped I think. You definitely can too- Okay I worded it wrong. I wish she come to the two of us first before fretting over things.

*She sighs looking over her shoulder at Whisp, his head is on his shoulder and still fast asleep*

I had no clue it flared up- I wonder why.. I'll look into it, not ask him though.

[ask-sister-vida]

"His emotions. It's sort of like when your quintessence flares up when you get worked up." She suggested, shrugging her shoulders. "He thinks Ridley is mad at him and he was bundling up emotions and getting worked up and trying to hide it." Vida shrugged her shoulder, grabbing Estelle's hand and kissing the knuckles. "I want to keep this cabin a little sanctuary for the kids, so I don't plan on shutting any of them out."

[estelle-ghoulette]

Why would Ridley be.. mad at- Do I want to know?

*She sighs nodding to the idea of the place being a sanctuary and escape for the kids if they need it ever*

No we won't shut any of them out, always welcome.

[ask-sister-vida]

Vida nodded her head, giggling softly. "Ridley just seems confrontational like his dad... I dunno. Can't vouch for Secondo but from what I remember he's always had attitude." Vida didn't let go of Estelle's hand, just happy she's home again. "We'll figure things out though, I know we will."

[estelle-ghoulette]

I do think he is. As much as he hates it, the traits are there. Just a fact.

*Estelle places her free hand over Vida's and squeezing it gently. And then moves Whisp a little so they are both comfortable*

[ask-sister-vida]

Vida nodded, watching as Whisp stirred in his sleep but did not wake up, thankfully. "Mainly hung around Primo when I was younger so of course I heard some of the stuff Secondo got into. A lot of trouble." Vida giggled a little bit.

[ask-sister-vida]

*Estelle gets back from delivering order and seen Whisp on the couch so scoops him onto her back then breezes into the kitchen*

I'm back love, decided he needed a nap huh? How's he been? Oh! And what's cooking?

@estelle-ghoulette

"I told him to take a nap. He and Ridley came home early because Astra was a bit panicked finding nobody." Vida explained, gesturing out the window where Astra was busy braiding flowers in Ridley's hair. "I'm making banana bread. If I learned sooner that Whisp hasn't tried it before, I would have made some!" She quietly giggled, walking over and kissing Estelle's cheek. There was a hint of worry in her eyes, especially when she looked at the kids...

[estelle-ghoulette]

Seriously? How has he never tried banana bread? Especially yours, its so good. I may or may have not snuck a slice from the fridge last time you made some-

*She pauses seeing the worry in Vida's eyes, Estelle leads her over to the table to sit now the banana bread is in the oven*

What's happened? Something surely.

[ask-sister-vida]

"Astra couldn't find Lance and then I guess she tried to find her brothers but couldn't. Whisp and Ridley were out with Calynn camping." Vida shrugged her shoulders, a small frown on her face. "Whisp's quintessence was flaring up and I managed to calm him down... He's a good kid he just... needs to realize he's finally safe with us and that we'd never let anyone harm him."

[estelle-ghoulette]

Oh I knew they went out camping- I wish she come to find me I could've helped I think. You definitely can too- Okay I worded it wrong. I wish she come to the two of us first before fretting over things.

*She sighs looking over her shoulder at Whisp, his head is on his shoulder and still fast asleep*

I had no clue it flared up- I wonder why.. I'll look into it, not ask him though.

[ask-sister-vida]

"His emotions. It's sort of like when your quintessence flares up when you get worked up." She suggested, shrugging her shoulders. "He thinks Ridley is mad at him and he was bundling up emotions and getting worked up and trying to hide it." Vida shrugged her shoulder, grabbing Estelle's hand and kissing the knuckles. "I want to keep this cabin a little sanctuary for the kids, so I don't plan on shutting any of them out."

[estelle-ghoulette]

Why would Ridley be.. mad at- Do I want to know?

*She sighs nodding to the idea of the place being a sanctuary and escape for the kids if they need it ever*

No we won't shut any of them out, always welcome.

[ask-sister-vida]

Vida nodded her head, giggling softly. "Ridley just seems confrontational like his dad... I dunno. Can't vouch for Secondo but from what I remember he's always had attitude." Vida didn't let go of Estelle's hand, just happy she's home again. "We'll figure things out though, I know we will."

[ask-sister-vida]

*Estelle gets back from delivering order and seen Whisp on the couch so scoops him onto her back then breezes into the kitchen*

I'm back love, decided he needed a nap huh? How's he been? Oh! And what's cooking?

@estelle-ghoulette

"I told him to take a nap. He and Ridley came home early because Astra was a bit panicked finding nobody." Vida explained, gesturing out the window where Astra was busy braiding flowers in Ridley's hair. "I'm making banana bread. If I learned sooner that Whisp hasn't tried it before, I would have made some!" She quietly giggled, walking over and kissing Estelle's cheek. There was a hint of worry in her eyes, especially when she looked at the kids...

[estelle-ghoulette]

Seriously? How has he never tried banana bread? Especially yours, its so good. I may or may have not snuck a slice from the fridge last time you made some-

*She pauses seeing the worry in Vida's eyes, Estelle leads her over to the table to sit now the banana bread is in the oven*

What's happened? Something surely.

[ask-sister-vida]

"Astra couldn't find Lance and then I guess she tried to find her brothers but couldn't. Whisp and Ridley were out with Calynn camping." Vida shrugged her shoulders, a small frown on her face. "Whisp's quintessence was flaring up and I managed to calm him down... He's a good kid he just... needs to realize he's finally safe with us and that we'd never let anyone harm him."

[estelle-ghoulette]

Oh I knew they went out camping- I wish she come to find me I could've helped I think. You definitely can too- Okay I worded it wrong. I wish she come to the two of us first before fretting over things.

*She sighs looking over her shoulder at Whisp, his head is on his shoulder and still fast asleep*

I had no clue it flared up- I wonder why.. I'll look into it, not ask him though.

[ask-sister-vida]

"His emotions. It's sort of like when your quintessence flares up when you get worked up." She suggested, shrugging her shoulders. "He thinks Ridley is mad at him and he was bundling up emotions and getting worked up and trying to hide it." Vida shrugged her shoulder, grabbing Estelle's hand and kissing the knuckles. "I want to keep this cabin a little sanctuary for the kids, so I don't plan on shutting any of them out."

[ask-sister-vida]

*Estelle gets back from delivering order and seen Whisp on the couch so scoops him onto her back then breezes into the kitchen*

I'm back love, decided he needed a nap huh? How's he been? Oh! And what's cooking?

@estelle-ghoulette

"I told him to take a nap. He and Ridley came home early because Astra was a bit panicked finding nobody." Vida explained, gesturing out the window where Astra was busy braiding flowers in Ridley's hair. "I'm making banana bread. If I learned sooner that Whisp hasn't tried it before, I would have made some!" She quietly giggled, walking over and kissing Estelle's cheek. There was a hint of worry in her eyes, especially when she looked at the kids...

[estelle-ghoulette]

Seriously? How has he never tried banana bread? Especially yours, its so good. I may or may have not snuck a slice from the fridge last time you made some-

*She pauses seeing the worry in Vida's eyes, Estelle leads her over to the table to sit now the banana bread is in the oven*

What's happened? Something surely.

[ask-sister-vida]

"Astra couldn't find Lance and then I guess she tried to find her brothers but couldn't. Whisp and Ridley were out with Calynn camping." Vida shrugged her shoulders, a small frown on her face. "Whisp's quintessence was flaring up and I managed to calm him down... He's a good kid he just... needs to realize he's finally safe with us and that we'd never let anyone harm him."

[ask-sister-vida]

*Estelle gets back from delivering order and seen Whisp on the couch so scoops him onto her back then breezes into the kitchen*

I'm back love, decided he needed a nap huh? How's he been? Oh! And what's cooking?

@estelle-ghoulette

"I told him to take a nap. He and Ridley came home early because Astra was a bit panicked finding nobody." Vida explained, gesturing out the window where Astra was busy braiding flowers in Ridley's hair. "I'm making banana bread. If I learned sooner that Whisp hasn't tried it before, I would have made some!" She quietly giggled, walking over and kissing Estelle's cheek. There was a hint of worry in her eyes, especially when she looked at the kids...

[ask-astra-ghoulette]

I want my mums- and my brother :(

[ask-sister-vida]

You alright, dear? What happened?

[ask-astra-ghoulette]

Don't know where bird dad is- not seen Ridley or you guys for a bit too- just sad

[ask-sister-vida]

I know Ridley is out with Calynn and Whisp camping. Would you want me to text Calynn to come back with them?

[ask-astra-ghoulette]

They're probably having a good time- Don't want to ruin it for them. Dunno maybe- Can I sit with you?

[ask-sister-vida]

I can text them if you wish. And yeah you can sit with me. I'm just relaxing outside for once. Your mama is helping me with deliveries because a lot of it is going up and down stairwells and I can't quite do that today.

[ask-astra-ghoulette]

Yeah please.. Maybe you should text Calynn.

*Astra walks outside sitting on a ledge near where Vida was sitting*

I miss everyone

[ask-sister-vida]

"I know darling... I know." Vida whispered, reaching over and pulling Astra closer, rubbing her back gently. While she did that, she took her phone out of her skirt pocket to text Calynn.

Vida: Hey, it's Vida. I think you and the boys should come head back if you can. Astra is a bit freaked out and she can't find Lance. Misses her brothers.

[calynn-ghoul]

*She gets a response almost immediately*

We'll be an hour.

Whisp, Ridley start packing your tents n shit up I think we'll head back early okay? Whisp, your turn in the front seat I think.

[ridley-emeritus]

"What? Oh uh- okay." Ridley muttered, looking at Whisp confused before complying, getting up to dismantle the tent. Ridley had been showing a bit of anxiety the last couple of days as well, seemingly the same time as Astra too. Was it connected? "Something happen that we need to go back?" Ridley asked Calynn while he was busy taking down the hammock.

[calynn-ghoul]

Vida said something about Astra being freaked out and wanting her brothers? I'm sure it's nothing but I think you should both go back for her incase.

*Calynn starts clearing things back into the car and tidying the site*

[ridley-emeritus]

Ridley immediately tensed up, his eyes going wide for a second. Sure it's nothing? Really? Ridley was quicker to pack the stuff up, making sure to clean as well before hopping in the backseat. Something wasn't sitting right with him and he didn't know how to explain it. He seemed a little freaked out and antsy.

[calynn-ghoul]

*The drive back was strangely quiet and the moment the car was put into park, Whisp got out the car leaving his bags to go look for Astra and Vida*

[ask-sister-vida]

Vida was sitting in the small garden by her cabin with Astra, rubbing Astra's back and humming. Hearing footsteps, she looked over and smiled. "Hey, little dove, look who's coming over." She whispered to Astra, her voice and smile both warm and welcoming.

[ask-astra-ghoulette]

*Astra looks up and then runs over to Whisp to hug him followed by Ridley who she essentially jumps up at and clung onto*

I'm so glad you're back... I missed you so much- was worried

*She whines definitely not letting go of him now*

[ridley-emeritus]

Ridley was surprised Astra clung onto him, hugging her back and picking her up. "I-I know. I know I'm sorry... what's going on? Heard you're a bit freaked out right now?" He tried to hide his own anxiety, but he knew Whisp could probably tell. Ridley forced a smile, wiping Astra's tears away and he held her.

[ask-astra-ghoulette]

I missed everyone and I can't find bird dad anywhere- Got scared..

*She pushes her hair out of her face and looked at Ridley. It wasn't just Whisp that noticed he was worried*

[ridley-emeritus]

"I-its going to be okay. I can go looking for him if you want me to and you can stay with your brother and mama." Ridley offered, chuckling a little bit nervously. He was a bit stressed about the whole situation, so he wanted to help reassure Astra before he worked on his own feelings right now.

[ask-astra-ghoulette]

No I don't want you to go, you just got back.. Stay here please?

*She mumbles and Whisp just watches, sitting down beside Vida on the other chair*

[ridley-emeritus]

Ridley looked confused but nodded his head, sitting down and hugging her close. Vida gave Whisp a reassuring smile. "You two have fun camping?" She asked quietly, trying to lighten the mood a bit since Astra and Ridley both seemed freaked out and anxious.

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

It was good. There was nice food and it was quiet.. Nobody there to bother us- Grandad I guess was a little annoying.

*He shrugs smiling at Vida*

Luna and grandpa come for dinner too with Nova and Bodach

[ask-sister-vida]

Vida snorted and nodded. "That's cool, kiddo. Glad you guys had fun out there." Vida rubbed Whisp's back, watching Ridley and Astra basically cling onto each other. "Something... something happen that you know of? I don't know what has Astra all freaked out she tried finding Lance but can't."

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

No I don't think so? I mean I didn't have my phone on me or anything so I wouldn't know..

*Whisp looks over at them too then back to Vida, shuffling closer*

[ask-sister-vida]

"I don't have Lance or Secondo's numbers so I can't text them..." She answered, letting Whisp scoot closer. "It'll be okay." She reassured, giving Whisp a smile on her face.

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

I know it will be. Where's Estelle?

*Considering all, he seems much calmer than anyone else around. Sometimes in more obvious situations he's calmer. It's the little targeted things that get him*

[ask-sister-vida]

"Delivering orders. I can't really go down stairs easy and it's not like we have elevators here that work..." She mumbled, rolling her eyes and giggling a little bit. Vida was doing her best to stay calm, but she couldn't help be worried either.

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

Oh alright. We could ask about elevators then, right? Oh I learnt how to crochet and it's just a square but I like it.

*He pulls out of his pocket a crocheted square made with some soft dark green yarn. I mean it's baffling and a miracle to Vida how calm he is*

[ask-sister-vida]

"I'm fine without the elevators for a bit. It's just a bad knee day." She whispered, looking at the square and nodding her head. "Crocheting? I can give you some patterns if you want to practice a little bit more.

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

I think for now I'm fine with just making squares to practice with but maybe another time? How's Cody?

*Whisp crosses his legs keeping conversation going and changing the subjects*

[ask-sister-vida]

"Cody is well. Speaking some words now and again and I can't help but feel proud of him." Vida smiled a little bit, looking at Whisp and noticing the constant change of subjects. "Are you alright, kiddo?"

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

That's good.

*He tilts his head confused at why she was asking. He felt fine? He thinks so anyway*

Yeah I'm all good why? I just didn't have anything else to say about crochet-

[ask-sister-vida]

"Just... thought you would be concerned." She replied, gesturing to Ridley and Astra clinging to each other. Vida didn't know how to handle the situation, not quite knowing exactly what was wrong either.

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

Astra and Ridley are close.. Sure she just missed him- Lance will be back, he always does. He probably is hiding out somewhere.

*He shrugs looking at them again with the slight change in tone. He's not outwardly bothered about it that's for sure*

It'll be fine.

[ask-sister-vida]

Vida was quiet and nodded, flinching when she saw the intense glare Ridley gave Whisp when Whisp seemed to just not care. "You guys just be careful okay. Don't want you guys fighting over something." She remarked.

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

Fighting over something? what- Neither of us are doing anything

*He sees the glare, looking down to the ground. Whisp puts the crochet square in his pocket and runs his thumb on the fabric*

[ask-sister-vida]

"I dunno. Just don't let emotions get the better of you." She instructed to both Whisp and Ridley, Ridley grumbling under his breath and paying attention to Astra again. Ridley just didn't seem okay right now, glancing at his phone now and again.

[ask-astra-ghoulette]

I said I'm fine. Why would stupid emotions get the better.

*Whisp mutters, his volume almost rising into more of a snap. Astra just feels tension and whispers to Ridley quietly*

S-should we go to.. to where we built our snowman?

[ask-sister-vida]

Vida observed Ridley pick up Astra and carry her away, Vida sighing. "Whisp, what's going on. Tell me. Something is on your mind so you're okay to tell me."

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

Nothing is going on okay? Yeah maybe I'm a little worried! So what? So is everyone else. Nothing new- When am I not worrying about something?

*He glares at Vida like she had just insulted him and his family. He'll feel terrible for it later but he wasn't thinking of that in the moment. He was just acting not thinking. His eyes were a darker purple than usual and the same with his skin- It's something he's used to by now, his quintessence flaring up and it has been since Chester doing a ritual on him for even more quint put into the poor ghoul*

[ask-sister-vida]

"I just want to figure out what's going on so I can help." She explained, her voice going softer. Instead of insisting or reacting negatively, she just gave up, looking away with a small frown. Vida didn't know how to help without Whisp lashing out. "Y-you have every right to be worried, don't- it's okay to not to be okay."

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

Well that's something we have in common then. Because I'd want to figure out too.

*He shrugs tapping his foot against the floor and pushing the gravel about with the toe of his shoe*

I know it's okay- Only a phrase I hear every time I get upset about something, how could I forget...

[ask-sister-vida]

"I didn't mean it like that." She spoke softly, looking at Whisp and observing his body language. Vida looked like she wanted to add onto what she was saying, but her mouth shut after a couple of seconds.

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

It's fine, I know.

*Whisp's kind of just shut down on himself and in his own little world. Nothing new really, he'd always zone out mid conversation and not really think of much if at all anything. Just blank minded and blocking things out*

[ask-sister-vida]

Vida went quiet, but she didn't push Whisp away. She kept her hands on her knees, waiting if Whisp would speak first. She can't help if Whisp won't ask for help.... and it sucked.

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

Why..

*He starts and then clears his throat sitting up a little*

Why is it that nothing ever goes right? Something good happens and then something else just has to come along and- and ruin it.

[ask-sister-vida]

"I don't know kid... I don't know..." She whispered, not quite having an answer for it either. This place was full of beings of hell so of course nothing was going to be calm. "That's what happens here all the time, trust me. Never a dull moment."

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

There's a fine line between dull and just shit.. It shouldn't happen all the time- 'ts fucked up that everyone is just used to it, not right.

*He mumbles crossing up his legs again*

And I'm worried, and pissed and- sick. I feel sick. And I wish I could just ignore all of it but I can't. Because my life had to be singlehandedly fucked over by one guy.

[ask-sister-vida]

"If I could I would go back in time and prevent him from doing anything to you." Vida whispered, tears brimming her eyes. A thing with her is that she had a feeling stuff was going on and that she did nothing to save him or prevent any more harm. She felt like she knew what was going on but she did nothing at the end of the day. "I-I should have said something back then..."

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

By... by the time he would even let me follow him around it was too late for someone to stop him from what he was doing-

*He whispers trying to keep his own emotions in check after saying he was okay, and fine*

You- Nobody except Lavis has seen a "before him"... He's the only one who seen me before they started everything, e-even if he doesn't remember me..

[ask-sister-vida]

Vida looked at Whisp, seeing how even if he was looking calm and trying to keep himself together, she can just tell he was close to breaking down. She held her arm out in case he needed a hug, in case he wanted a hug. "Even then Chester just seemed... off. I should have at least brought something up to someone."

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

They wouldn't have looked into it if there wasn't solid evidence of what he was doing- or what he was upto-

*Then he started to feel the lump in his throat building up and it felt like he couldn't really talk and barely breathe deeply. This is what he thinks to call fine?*

[ask-sister-vida]

"Whisp..." Vida whispered, getting up and going to Whisp, pulling him into a gentle hug, making him rest his head against her shoulder. "It's okay to cry, honey..." She cooed, kissing his temple and rubbing his back.

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

i-its not though.. I'm so.. so- tired of it.. I don't wanna b-be crying all th-the damn time

*He cries his eyes out now as he went past that tipping point. There's only so much he can hold in. After days of camping and trying to be all happy and positive to not bring the mood down on the trip.*

[ask-sister-vida]

Vida nodded and hugged him a little tighter. "I know... I know you get tired of crying but sometimes it's good to cry a lot. I know it well." She whispered, rubbing the back of his head and running her hand through his hair. "You don't have to be strong all the time, little moth, You are welcome to cry as much as you want."

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

*Whisp clings onto her shirt almost enough for his nails to poke through the fabric still crying but at least now he was allowing himself to let it all out rather than bottling it up and lashing out or causing himself harm*

I- I don't think I am strong any..anyway. Weak- I wish sometimes I wasn't summoned ever..

[ask-sister-vida]

"You are strong. You are... You're strong for surviving this, strong for pushing through and beating that bastard. He's gone and you're still standing. Yes, you may need help now and again but you're still here and I can't help but be so damn proud of you, baby." Vida reassured, gently massaging the back of his neck to help ease the tension.

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

I wish I could just start again- f-forget all of it I don't wanna know... Just a.. a start over and I can be happy. Actually happy

*He whispers again just reiterating what he meant adding more detail this time, though*

I try.. try pretend for people- because I don't want to be known as the one a-always needing help with little things. Couldn't even go grab food alone on tour even right in front of me-

[ask-sister-vida]

"I know.... I know...." She whispered, nodding her head and rubbing Whisp's back. Vida understood that frustration of always needing help with little things. It's a lot of why she isolated herself after her injury years ago, why she was such a recluse. "Just because you need help with some things doesn't mean you're weak. Your mother taught me that." Vida giggled a little bit, pulling away to wipe away Whisp's tears.

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

I didn't know she taught you that- Had.. no clue, not seen her in a little bit- since I apologised

*He mumbles rubbing his eyes with his sleeves and still sitting so he's leant against Vida*

[ask-sister-vida]

Vida let him lean on her, nodding her head. "Yup, she taught me a lot and one thing is that it's okay to take breaks for the sake of your health and that it's more than okay to cry." She remarked with a small smile, not judging him for shedding a tear. "You are safe with me, Whisp. No matter what, I will always have my door open for you, food, open arms and a shoulder to cry on."

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

Thank you Vi- mum.

*It feels natural calling her that honestly. He'd gotten to feel so safe around her already and comfortable enough to cry, to laugh, to tell what had happened. Vida doesn't know it but she knows just that little bit more of his story than anyone else*

[ask-sister-vida]

Vida smiled even more (if possible) and nodded her head, brushing his hair out of his face. "It's no problem at all, Whisp. Want to wait for your mother with me? I can get started on some banana bread!" Vida had recently gotten back into baking again. She used to bake all the time but once she started getting insecure about her weight, she stopped. Estelle helped get rid of her insecurity and so Vida felt more at ease baking again since it wasn't just out of boredom or stress eating.

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

Yeah sure- The hell is banana bread though? Is that like.. banana sandwich or something? I don't think I've seen that before

*He smiles fidgeting with his braided bracelet on his wrist with the snowflake on it*

[ask-sister-vida]

"What? Oh no it's like a loaf of bread. You can make it cakey if you make it right. Trust me come on." Excited to let Whisp try her baking, she grabbed his hand and walked back to her cabin, going to the kitchen to get the ingredients prepared. "We can add chocolate and blueberries in it, which one do you want? We can do both too I don't mind." She was so happy to bake something for Whisp, that sparkle in her eyes back.

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

.Yeah I like both. Can we put them all together or do they have to be separated?

*He sits down in the kitchen happy to watch her bake just this once and so he can just gather himself. The surges of quintessence during these flare-ups always manage to get him even if he's used to it*

[ask-sister-vida]

"We can do both!" She remarked, taking her time preparing everything. She even went to the little radio on the kitchen counter and turned it on, the quiet old rock music providing a little bit of ambience. "You can have it with milk, cocoa, anything! Can even put honey on it too if you want it really sweet."

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

I think it should be okay without honey right? I think bananas are already quite sweet- and if there's sugar in it too.

*He yawns putting his head in his hands while observing what ingredients, and then looking out the window seeing Ridley and Astra*

[ask-sister-vida]

"I try not to add too much sugar." She reassured, seeing where Ridley and Astra are and seeing Astra trying to teach Ridley how to make flower crowns. "Things are tense right now, but I know we can make it out, ok?" She reassured, mashing up the bananas and mixing the ingredients, leaning against the counter.

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

I know it will be some time... It will be fine though. He's pissed at me isn't he? How do even apologise.

*He mutters staring out the window, just a general question. He wanted to know*

[ask-sister-vida]

"I wouldn't say pissed. He's just... stressed?" She remarked, looking back at Whisp. "It sounds easier than it is, but just say it." Vida shrugged her shoulder, sprinkling in chocolate chips and blueberries. While she poured the batter in the pan, she cleared her throat. "Admitting when you're wrong is something the strongest and smartest of people sometimes won't ever do."

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

Yeah I suppose so. I'll text him in a bit when I get back my phone- Maybe just chill out for a bit and I'll say I'm sorry- I don't even know what it was but I know that look he gives.

*Whisp has his head on the table now, occasionally glancing and what's going into the bowl*

Maybe after a nap. Or two-

[ask-sister-vida]

"You do look tired. You can take a nap on the couch and I can wake you when the banana bread is ready." Vida couldn't fully reassure how Ridley reacts, considering she's not his parent and she doesn't quite know him as much as Estelle does. "I think your mother should be almost done." She muttered, looking out the window. Vida's hair had been pinned back with a bow, but there were a couple of feathers as well. Estelle's smaller molted feathers. Estelle probably put them in Vida's hair without her even realizing.

[ask-astra-ghoulette]

I want my mums- and my brother :(

[ask-sister-vida]

You alright, dear? What happened?

[ask-astra-ghoulette]

Don't know where bird dad is- not seen Ridley or you guys for a bit too- just sad

[ask-sister-vida]

I know Ridley is out with Calynn and Whisp camping. Would you want me to text Calynn to come back with them?

[ask-astra-ghoulette]

They're probably having a good time- Don't want to ruin it for them. Dunno maybe- Can I sit with you?

[ask-sister-vida]

I can text them if you wish. And yeah you can sit with me. I'm just relaxing outside for once. Your mama is helping me with deliveries because a lot of it is going up and down stairwells and I can't quite do that today.

[ask-astra-ghoulette]

Yeah please.. Maybe you should text Calynn.

*Astra walks outside sitting on a ledge near where Vida was sitting*

I miss everyone

[ask-sister-vida]

"I know darling... I know." Vida whispered, reaching over and pulling Astra closer, rubbing her back gently. While she did that, she took her phone out of her skirt pocket to text Calynn.

Vida: Hey, it's Vida. I think you and the boys should come head back if you can. Astra is a bit freaked out and she can't find Lance. Misses her brothers.

[calynn-ghoul]

*She gets a response almost immediately*

We'll be an hour.

Whisp, Ridley start packing your tents n shit up I think we'll head back early okay? Whisp, your turn in the front seat I think.

[ridley-emeritus]

"What? Oh uh- okay." Ridley muttered, looking at Whisp confused before complying, getting up to dismantle the tent. Ridley had been showing a bit of anxiety the last couple of days as well, seemingly the same time as Astra too. Was it connected? "Something happen that we need to go back?" Ridley asked Calynn while he was busy taking down the hammock.

[calynn-ghoul]

Vida said something about Astra being freaked out and wanting her brothers? I'm sure it's nothing but I think you should both go back for her incase.

*Calynn starts clearing things back into the car and tidying the site*

[ridley-emeritus]

Ridley immediately tensed up, his eyes going wide for a second. Sure it's nothing? Really? Ridley was quicker to pack the stuff up, making sure to clean as well before hopping in the backseat. Something wasn't sitting right with him and he didn't know how to explain it. He seemed a little freaked out and antsy.

[calynn-ghoul]

*The drive back was strangely quiet and the moment the car was put into park, Whisp got out the car leaving his bags to go look for Astra and Vida*

[ask-sister-vida]

Vida was sitting in the small garden by her cabin with Astra, rubbing Astra's back and humming. Hearing footsteps, she looked over and smiled. "Hey, little dove, look who's coming over." She whispered to Astra, her voice and smile both warm and welcoming.

[ask-astra-ghoulette]

*Astra looks up and then runs over to Whisp to hug him followed by Ridley who she essentially jumps up at and clung onto*

I'm so glad you're back... I missed you so much- was worried

*She whines definitely not letting go of him now*

[ridley-emeritus]

Ridley was surprised Astra clung onto him, hugging her back and picking her up. "I-I know. I know I'm sorry... what's going on? Heard you're a bit freaked out right now?" He tried to hide his own anxiety, but he knew Whisp could probably tell. Ridley forced a smile, wiping Astra's tears away and he held her.

[ask-astra-ghoulette]

I missed everyone and I can't find bird dad anywhere- Got scared..

*She pushes her hair out of her face and looked at Ridley. It wasn't just Whisp that noticed he was worried*

[ridley-emeritus]

"I-its going to be okay. I can go looking for him if you want me to and you can stay with your brother and mama." Ridley offered, chuckling a little bit nervously. He was a bit stressed about the whole situation, so he wanted to help reassure Astra before he worked on his own feelings right now.

[ask-astra-ghoulette]

No I don't want you to go, you just got back.. Stay here please?

*She mumbles and Whisp just watches, sitting down beside Vida on the other chair*

[ridley-emeritus]

Ridley looked confused but nodded his head, sitting down and hugging her close. Vida gave Whisp a reassuring smile. "You two have fun camping?" She asked quietly, trying to lighten the mood a bit since Astra and Ridley both seemed freaked out and anxious.

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

It was good. There was nice food and it was quiet.. Nobody there to bother us- Grandad I guess was a little annoying.

*He shrugs smiling at Vida*

Luna and grandpa come for dinner too with Nova and Bodach

[ask-sister-vida]

Vida snorted and nodded. "That's cool, kiddo. Glad you guys had fun out there." Vida rubbed Whisp's back, watching Ridley and Astra basically cling onto each other. "Something... something happen that you know of? I don't know what has Astra all freaked out she tried finding Lance but can't."

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

No I don't think so? I mean I didn't have my phone on me or anything so I wouldn't know..

*Whisp looks over at them too then back to Vida, shuffling closer*

[ask-sister-vida]

"I don't have Lance or Secondo's numbers so I can't text them..." She answered, letting Whisp scoot closer. "It'll be okay." She reassured, giving Whisp a smile on her face.

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

I know it will be. Where's Estelle?

*Considering all, he seems much calmer than anyone else around. Sometimes in more obvious situations he's calmer. It's the little targeted things that get him*

[ask-sister-vida]

"Delivering orders. I can't really go down stairs easy and it's not like we have elevators here that work..." She mumbled, rolling her eyes and giggling a little bit. Vida was doing her best to stay calm, but she couldn't help be worried either.

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

Oh alright. We could ask about elevators then, right? Oh I learnt how to crochet and it's just a square but I like it.

*He pulls out of his pocket a crocheted square made with some soft dark green yarn. I mean it's baffling and a miracle to Vida how calm he is*

[ask-sister-vida]

"I'm fine without the elevators for a bit. It's just a bad knee day." She whispered, looking at the square and nodding her head. "Crocheting? I can give you some patterns if you want to practice a little bit more.

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

I think for now I'm fine with just making squares to practice with but maybe another time? How's Cody?

*Whisp crosses his legs keeping conversation going and changing the subjects*

[ask-sister-vida]

"Cody is well. Speaking some words now and again and I can't help but feel proud of him." Vida smiled a little bit, looking at Whisp and noticing the constant change of subjects. "Are you alright, kiddo?"

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

That's good.

*He tilts his head confused at why she was asking. He felt fine? He thinks so anyway*

Yeah I'm all good why? I just didn't have anything else to say about crochet-

[ask-sister-vida]

"Just... thought you would be concerned." She replied, gesturing to Ridley and Astra clinging to each other. Vida didn't know how to handle the situation, not quite knowing exactly what was wrong either.

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

Astra and Ridley are close.. Sure she just missed him- Lance will be back, he always does. He probably is hiding out somewhere.

*He shrugs looking at them again with the slight change in tone. He's not outwardly bothered about it that's for sure*

It'll be fine.

[ask-sister-vida]

Vida was quiet and nodded, flinching when she saw the intense glare Ridley gave Whisp when Whisp seemed to just not care. "You guys just be careful okay. Don't want you guys fighting over something." She remarked.

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

Fighting over something? what- Neither of us are doing anything

*He sees the glare, looking down to the ground. Whisp puts the crochet square in his pocket and runs his thumb on the fabric*

[ask-sister-vida]

"I dunno. Just don't let emotions get the better of you." She instructed to both Whisp and Ridley, Ridley grumbling under his breath and paying attention to Astra again. Ridley just didn't seem okay right now, glancing at his phone now and again.

[ask-astra-ghoulette]

I said I'm fine. Why would stupid emotions get the better.

*Whisp mutters, his volume almost rising into more of a snap. Astra just feels tension and whispers to Ridley quietly*

S-should we go to.. to where we built our snowman?

[ask-sister-vida]

Vida observed Ridley pick up Astra and carry her away, Vida sighing. "Whisp, what's going on. Tell me. Something is on your mind so you're okay to tell me."

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

Nothing is going on okay? Yeah maybe I'm a little worried! So what? So is everyone else. Nothing new- When am I not worrying about something?

*He glares at Vida like she had just insulted him and his family. He'll feel terrible for it later but he wasn't thinking of that in the moment. He was just acting not thinking. His eyes were a darker purple than usual and the same with his skin- It's something he's used to by now, his quintessence flaring up and it has been since Chester doing a ritual on him for even more quint put into the poor ghoul*

[ask-sister-vida]

"I just want to figure out what's going on so I can help." She explained, her voice going softer. Instead of insisting or reacting negatively, she just gave up, looking away with a small frown. Vida didn't know how to help without Whisp lashing out. "Y-you have every right to be worried, don't- it's okay to not to be okay."

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

Well that's something we have in common then. Because I'd want to figure out too.

*He shrugs tapping his foot against the floor and pushing the gravel about with the toe of his shoe*

I know it's okay- Only a phrase I hear every time I get upset about something, how could I forget...

[ask-sister-vida]

"I didn't mean it like that." She spoke softly, looking at Whisp and observing his body language. Vida looked like she wanted to add onto what she was saying, but her mouth shut after a couple of seconds.

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

It's fine, I know.

*Whisp's kind of just shut down on himself and in his own little world. Nothing new really, he'd always zone out mid conversation and not really think of much if at all anything. Just blank minded and blocking things out*

[ask-sister-vida]

Vida went quiet, but she didn't push Whisp away. She kept her hands on her knees, waiting if Whisp would speak first. She can't help if Whisp won't ask for help.... and it sucked.

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

Why..

*He starts and then clears his throat sitting up a little*

Why is it that nothing ever goes right? Something good happens and then something else just has to come along and- and ruin it.

[ask-sister-vida]

"I don't know kid... I don't know..." She whispered, not quite having an answer for it either. This place was full of beings of hell so of course nothing was going to be calm. "That's what happens here all the time, trust me. Never a dull moment."

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

There's a fine line between dull and just shit.. It shouldn't happen all the time- 'ts fucked up that everyone is just used to it, not right.

*He mumbles crossing up his legs again*

And I'm worried, and pissed and- sick. I feel sick. And I wish I could just ignore all of it but I can't. Because my life had to be singlehandedly fucked over by one guy.

[ask-sister-vida]

"If I could I would go back in time and prevent him from doing anything to you." Vida whispered, tears brimming her eyes. A thing with her is that she had a feeling stuff was going on and that she did nothing to save him or prevent any more harm. She felt like she knew what was going on but she did nothing at the end of the day. "I-I should have said something back then..."

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

By... by the time he would even let me follow him around it was too late for someone to stop him from what he was doing-

*He whispers trying to keep his own emotions in check after saying he was okay, and fine*

You- Nobody except Lavis has seen a "before him"... He's the only one who seen me before they started everything, e-even if he doesn't remember me..

[ask-sister-vida]

Vida looked at Whisp, seeing how even if he was looking calm and trying to keep himself together, she can just tell he was close to breaking down. She held her arm out in case he needed a hug, in case he wanted a hug. "Even then Chester just seemed... off. I should have at least brought something up to someone."

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

They wouldn't have looked into it if there wasn't solid evidence of what he was doing- or what he was upto-

*Then he started to feel the lump in his throat building up and it felt like he couldn't really talk and barely breathe deeply. This is what he thinks to call fine?*

[ask-sister-vida]

"Whisp..." Vida whispered, getting up and going to Whisp, pulling him into a gentle hug, making him rest his head against her shoulder. "It's okay to cry, honey..." She cooed, kissing his temple and rubbing his back.

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

i-its not though.. I'm so.. so- tired of it.. I don't wanna b-be crying all th-the damn time

*He cries his eyes out now as he went past that tipping point. There's only so much he can hold in. After days of camping and trying to be all happy and positive to not bring the mood down on the trip.*

[ask-sister-vida]

Vida nodded and hugged him a little tighter. "I know... I know you get tired of crying but sometimes it's good to cry a lot. I know it well." She whispered, rubbing the back of his head and running her hand through his hair. "You don't have to be strong all the time, little moth, You are welcome to cry as much as you want."

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

*Whisp clings onto her shirt almost enough for his nails to poke through the fabric still crying but at least now he was allowing himself to let it all out rather than bottling it up and lashing out or causing himself harm*

I- I don't think I am strong any..anyway. Weak- I wish sometimes I wasn't summoned ever..

[ask-sister-vida]

"You are strong. You are... You're strong for surviving this, strong for pushing through and beating that bastard. He's gone and you're still standing. Yes, you may need help now and again but you're still here and I can't help but be so damn proud of you, baby." Vida reassured, gently massaging the back of his neck to help ease the tension.

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

I wish I could just start again- f-forget all of it I don't wanna know... Just a.. a start over and I can be happy. Actually happy

*He whispers again just reiterating what he meant adding more detail this time, though*

I try.. try pretend for people- because I don't want to be known as the one a-always needing help with little things. Couldn't even go grab food alone on tour even right in front of me-

[ask-sister-vida]

"I know.... I know...." She whispered, nodding her head and rubbing Whisp's back. Vida understood that frustration of always needing help with little things. It's a lot of why she isolated herself after her injury years ago, why she was such a recluse. "Just because you need help with some things doesn't mean you're weak. Your mother taught me that." Vida giggled a little bit, pulling away to wipe away Whisp's tears.

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

I didn't know she taught you that- Had.. no clue, not seen her in a little bit- since I apologised

*He mumbles rubbing his eyes with his sleeves and still sitting so he's leant against Vida*

[ask-sister-vida]

Vida let him lean on her, nodding her head. "Yup, she taught me a lot and one thing is that it's okay to take breaks for the sake of your health and that it's more than okay to cry." She remarked with a small smile, not judging him for shedding a tear. "You are safe with me, Whisp. No matter what, I will always have my door open for you, food, open arms and a shoulder to cry on."

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

Thank you Vi- mum.

*It feels natural calling her that honestly. He'd gotten to feel so safe around her already and comfortable enough to cry, to laugh, to tell what had happened. Vida doesn't know it but she knows just that little bit more of his story than anyone else*

[ask-sister-vida]

Vida smiled even more (if possible) and nodded her head, brushing his hair out of his face. "It's no problem at all, Whisp. Want to wait for your mother with me? I can get started on some banana bread!" Vida had recently gotten back into baking again. She used to bake all the time but once she started getting insecure about her weight, she stopped. Estelle helped get rid of her insecurity and so Vida felt more at ease baking again since it wasn't just out of boredom or stress eating.

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

Yeah sure- The hell is banana bread though? Is that like.. banana sandwich or something? I don't think I've seen that before

*He smiles fidgeting with his braided bracelet on his wrist with the snowflake on it*

[ask-sister-vida]

"What? Oh no it's like a loaf of bread. You can make it cakey if you make it right. Trust me come on." Excited to let Whisp try her baking, she grabbed his hand and walked back to her cabin, going to the kitchen to get the ingredients prepared. "We can add chocolate and blueberries in it, which one do you want? We can do both too I don't mind." She was so happy to bake something for Whisp, that sparkle in her eyes back.

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

.Yeah I like both. Can we put them all together or do they have to be separated?

*He sits down in the kitchen happy to watch her bake just this once and so he can just gather himself. The surges of quintessence during these flare-ups always manage to get him even if he's used to it*

[ask-sister-vida]

"We can do both!" She remarked, taking her time preparing everything. She even went to the little radio on the kitchen counter and turned it on, the quiet old rock music providing a little bit of ambience. "You can have it with milk, cocoa, anything! Can even put honey on it too if you want it really sweet."

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

I think it should be okay without honey right? I think bananas are already quite sweet- and if there's sugar in it too.

*He yawns putting his head in his hands while observing what ingredients, and then looking out the window seeing Ridley and Astra*

[ask-sister-vida]

"I try not to add too much sugar." She reassured, seeing where Ridley and Astra are and seeing Astra trying to teach Ridley how to make flower crowns. "Things are tense right now, but I know we can make it out, ok?" She reassured, mashing up the bananas and mixing the ingredients, leaning against the counter.

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

I know it will be some time... It will be fine though. He's pissed at me isn't he? How do even apologise.

*He mutters staring out the window, just a general question. He wanted to know*

[ask-sister-vida]

"I wouldn't say pissed. He's just... stressed?" She remarked, looking back at Whisp. "It sounds easier than it is, but just say it." Vida shrugged her shoulder, sprinkling in chocolate chips and blueberries. While she poured the batter in the pan, she cleared her throat. "Admitting when you're wrong is something the strongest and smartest of people sometimes won't ever do."

[ask-astra-ghoulette]

I want my mums- and my brother :(

[ask-sister-vida]

You alright, dear? What happened?

[ask-astra-ghoulette]

Don't know where bird dad is- not seen Ridley or you guys for a bit too- just sad

[ask-sister-vida]

I know Ridley is out with Calynn and Whisp camping. Would you want me to text Calynn to come back with them?

[ask-astra-ghoulette]

They're probably having a good time- Don't want to ruin it for them. Dunno maybe- Can I sit with you?

[ask-sister-vida]

I can text them if you wish. And yeah you can sit with me. I'm just relaxing outside for once. Your mama is helping me with deliveries because a lot of it is going up and down stairwells and I can't quite do that today.

[ask-astra-ghoulette]

Yeah please.. Maybe you should text Calynn.

*Astra walks outside sitting on a ledge near where Vida was sitting*

I miss everyone

[ask-sister-vida]

"I know darling... I know." Vida whispered, reaching over and pulling Astra closer, rubbing her back gently. While she did that, she took her phone out of her skirt pocket to text Calynn.

Vida: Hey, it's Vida. I think you and the boys should come head back if you can. Astra is a bit freaked out and she can't find Lance. Misses her brothers.

[calynn-ghoul]

*She gets a response almost immediately*

We'll be an hour.

Whisp, Ridley start packing your tents n shit up I think we'll head back early okay? Whisp, your turn in the front seat I think.

[ridley-emeritus]

"What? Oh uh- okay." Ridley muttered, looking at Whisp confused before complying, getting up to dismantle the tent. Ridley had been showing a bit of anxiety the last couple of days as well, seemingly the same time as Astra too. Was it connected? "Something happen that we need to go back?" Ridley asked Calynn while he was busy taking down the hammock.

[calynn-ghoul]

Vida said something about Astra being freaked out and wanting her brothers? I'm sure it's nothing but I think you should both go back for her incase.

*Calynn starts clearing things back into the car and tidying the site*

[ridley-emeritus]

Ridley immediately tensed up, his eyes going wide for a second. Sure it's nothing? Really? Ridley was quicker to pack the stuff up, making sure to clean as well before hopping in the backseat. Something wasn't sitting right with him and he didn't know how to explain it. He seemed a little freaked out and antsy.

[calynn-ghoul]

*The drive back was strangely quiet and the moment the car was put into park, Whisp got out the car leaving his bags to go look for Astra and Vida*

[ask-sister-vida]

Vida was sitting in the small garden by her cabin with Astra, rubbing Astra's back and humming. Hearing footsteps, she looked over and smiled. "Hey, little dove, look who's coming over." She whispered to Astra, her voice and smile both warm and welcoming.

[ask-astra-ghoulette]

*Astra looks up and then runs over to Whisp to hug him followed by Ridley who she essentially jumps up at and clung onto*

I'm so glad you're back... I missed you so much- was worried

*She whines definitely not letting go of him now*

[ridley-emeritus]

Ridley was surprised Astra clung onto him, hugging her back and picking her up. "I-I know. I know I'm sorry... what's going on? Heard you're a bit freaked out right now?" He tried to hide his own anxiety, but he knew Whisp could probably tell. Ridley forced a smile, wiping Astra's tears away and he held her.

[ask-astra-ghoulette]

I missed everyone and I can't find bird dad anywhere- Got scared..

*She pushes her hair out of her face and looked at Ridley. It wasn't just Whisp that noticed he was worried*

[ridley-emeritus]

"I-its going to be okay. I can go looking for him if you want me to and you can stay with your brother and mama." Ridley offered, chuckling a little bit nervously. He was a bit stressed about the whole situation, so he wanted to help reassure Astra before he worked on his own feelings right now.

[ask-astra-ghoulette]

No I don't want you to go, you just got back.. Stay here please?

*She mumbles and Whisp just watches, sitting down beside Vida on the other chair*

[ridley-emeritus]

Ridley looked confused but nodded his head, sitting down and hugging her close. Vida gave Whisp a reassuring smile. "You two have fun camping?" She asked quietly, trying to lighten the mood a bit since Astra and Ridley both seemed freaked out and anxious.

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

It was good. There was nice food and it was quiet.. Nobody there to bother us- Grandad I guess was a little annoying.

*He shrugs smiling at Vida*

Luna and grandpa come for dinner too with Nova and Bodach

[ask-sister-vida]

Vida snorted and nodded. "That's cool, kiddo. Glad you guys had fun out there." Vida rubbed Whisp's back, watching Ridley and Astra basically cling onto each other. "Something... something happen that you know of? I don't know what has Astra all freaked out she tried finding Lance but can't."

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

No I don't think so? I mean I didn't have my phone on me or anything so I wouldn't know..

*Whisp looks over at them too then back to Vida, shuffling closer*

[ask-sister-vida]

"I don't have Lance or Secondo's numbers so I can't text them..." She answered, letting Whisp scoot closer. "It'll be okay." She reassured, giving Whisp a smile on her face.

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

I know it will be. Where's Estelle?

*Considering all, he seems much calmer than anyone else around. Sometimes in more obvious situations he's calmer. It's the little targeted things that get him*

[ask-sister-vida]

"Delivering orders. I can't really go down stairs easy and it's not like we have elevators here that work..." She mumbled, rolling her eyes and giggling a little bit. Vida was doing her best to stay calm, but she couldn't help be worried either.

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

Oh alright. We could ask about elevators then, right? Oh I learnt how to crochet and it's just a square but I like it.

*He pulls out of his pocket a crocheted square made with some soft dark green yarn. I mean it's baffling and a miracle to Vida how calm he is*

[ask-sister-vida]

"I'm fine without the elevators for a bit. It's just a bad knee day." She whispered, looking at the square and nodding her head. "Crocheting? I can give you some patterns if you want to practice a little bit more.

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

I think for now I'm fine with just making squares to practice with but maybe another time? How's Cody?

*Whisp crosses his legs keeping conversation going and changing the subjects*

[ask-sister-vida]

"Cody is well. Speaking some words now and again and I can't help but feel proud of him." Vida smiled a little bit, looking at Whisp and noticing the constant change of subjects. "Are you alright, kiddo?"

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

That's good.

*He tilts his head confused at why she was asking. He felt fine? He thinks so anyway*

Yeah I'm all good why? I just didn't have anything else to say about crochet-

[ask-sister-vida]

"Just... thought you would be concerned." She replied, gesturing to Ridley and Astra clinging to each other. Vida didn't know how to handle the situation, not quite knowing exactly what was wrong either.

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

Astra and Ridley are close.. Sure she just missed him- Lance will be back, he always does. He probably is hiding out somewhere.

*He shrugs looking at them again with the slight change in tone. He's not outwardly bothered about it that's for sure*

It'll be fine.

[ask-sister-vida]

Vida was quiet and nodded, flinching when she saw the intense glare Ridley gave Whisp when Whisp seemed to just not care. "You guys just be careful okay. Don't want you guys fighting over something." She remarked.

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

Fighting over something? what- Neither of us are doing anything

*He sees the glare, looking down to the ground. Whisp puts the crochet square in his pocket and runs his thumb on the fabric*

[ask-sister-vida]

"I dunno. Just don't let emotions get the better of you." She instructed to both Whisp and Ridley, Ridley grumbling under his breath and paying attention to Astra again. Ridley just didn't seem okay right now, glancing at his phone now and again.

[ask-astra-ghoulette]

I said I'm fine. Why would stupid emotions get the better.

*Whisp mutters, his volume almost rising into more of a snap. Astra just feels tension and whispers to Ridley quietly*

S-should we go to.. to where we built our snowman?

[ask-sister-vida]

Vida observed Ridley pick up Astra and carry her away, Vida sighing. "Whisp, what's going on. Tell me. Something is on your mind so you're okay to tell me."

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

Nothing is going on okay? Yeah maybe I'm a little worried! So what? So is everyone else. Nothing new- When am I not worrying about something?

*He glares at Vida like she had just insulted him and his family. He'll feel terrible for it later but he wasn't thinking of that in the moment. He was just acting not thinking. His eyes were a darker purple than usual and the same with his skin- It's something he's used to by now, his quintessence flaring up and it has been since Chester doing a ritual on him for even more quint put into the poor ghoul*

[ask-sister-vida]

"I just want to figure out what's going on so I can help." She explained, her voice going softer. Instead of insisting or reacting negatively, she just gave up, looking away with a small frown. Vida didn't know how to help without Whisp lashing out. "Y-you have every right to be worried, don't- it's okay to not to be okay."

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

Well that's something we have in common then. Because I'd want to figure out too.

*He shrugs tapping his foot against the floor and pushing the gravel about with the toe of his shoe*

I know it's okay- Only a phrase I hear every time I get upset about something, how could I forget...

[ask-sister-vida]

"I didn't mean it like that." She spoke softly, looking at Whisp and observing his body language. Vida looked like she wanted to add onto what she was saying, but her mouth shut after a couple of seconds.

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

It's fine, I know.

*Whisp's kind of just shut down on himself and in his own little world. Nothing new really, he'd always zone out mid conversation and not really think of much if at all anything. Just blank minded and blocking things out*

[ask-sister-vida]

Vida went quiet, but she didn't push Whisp away. She kept her hands on her knees, waiting if Whisp would speak first. She can't help if Whisp won't ask for help.... and it sucked.

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

Why..

*He starts and then clears his throat sitting up a little*

Why is it that nothing ever goes right? Something good happens and then something else just has to come along and- and ruin it.

[ask-sister-vida]

"I don't know kid... I don't know..." She whispered, not quite having an answer for it either. This place was full of beings of hell so of course nothing was going to be calm. "That's what happens here all the time, trust me. Never a dull moment."

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

There's a fine line between dull and just shit.. It shouldn't happen all the time- 'ts fucked up that everyone is just used to it, not right.

*He mumbles crossing up his legs again*

And I'm worried, and pissed and- sick. I feel sick. And I wish I could just ignore all of it but I can't. Because my life had to be singlehandedly fucked over by one guy.

[ask-sister-vida]

"If I could I would go back in time and prevent him from doing anything to you." Vida whispered, tears brimming her eyes. A thing with her is that she had a feeling stuff was going on and that she did nothing to save him or prevent any more harm. She felt like she knew what was going on but she did nothing at the end of the day. "I-I should have said something back then..."

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

By... by the time he would even let me follow him around it was too late for someone to stop him from what he was doing-

*He whispers trying to keep his own emotions in check after saying he was okay, and fine*

You- Nobody except Lavis has seen a "before him"... He's the only one who seen me before they started everything, e-even if he doesn't remember me..

[ask-sister-vida]

Vida looked at Whisp, seeing how even if he was looking calm and trying to keep himself together, she can just tell he was close to breaking down. She held her arm out in case he needed a hug, in case he wanted a hug. "Even then Chester just seemed... off. I should have at least brought something up to someone."

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

They wouldn't have looked into it if there wasn't solid evidence of what he was doing- or what he was upto-

*Then he started to feel the lump in his throat building up and it felt like he couldn't really talk and barely breathe deeply. This is what he thinks to call fine?*

[ask-sister-vida]

"Whisp..." Vida whispered, getting up and going to Whisp, pulling him into a gentle hug, making him rest his head against her shoulder. "It's okay to cry, honey..." She cooed, kissing his temple and rubbing his back.

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

i-its not though.. I'm so.. so- tired of it.. I don't wanna b-be crying all th-the damn time

*He cries his eyes out now as he went past that tipping point. There's only so much he can hold in. After days of camping and trying to be all happy and positive to not bring the mood down on the trip.*

[ask-sister-vida]

Vida nodded and hugged him a little tighter. "I know... I know you get tired of crying but sometimes it's good to cry a lot. I know it well." She whispered, rubbing the back of his head and running her hand through his hair. "You don't have to be strong all the time, little moth, You are welcome to cry as much as you want."

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

*Whisp clings onto her shirt almost enough for his nails to poke through the fabric still crying but at least now he was allowing himself to let it all out rather than bottling it up and lashing out or causing himself harm*

I- I don't think I am strong any..anyway. Weak- I wish sometimes I wasn't summoned ever..

[ask-sister-vida]

"You are strong. You are... You're strong for surviving this, strong for pushing through and beating that bastard. He's gone and you're still standing. Yes, you may need help now and again but you're still here and I can't help but be so damn proud of you, baby." Vida reassured, gently massaging the back of his neck to help ease the tension.

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

I wish I could just start again- f-forget all of it I don't wanna know... Just a.. a start over and I can be happy. Actually happy

*He whispers again just reiterating what he meant adding more detail this time, though*

I try.. try pretend for people- because I don't want to be known as the one a-always needing help with little things. Couldn't even go grab food alone on tour even right in front of me-

[ask-sister-vida]

"I know.... I know...." She whispered, nodding her head and rubbing Whisp's back. Vida understood that frustration of always needing help with little things. It's a lot of why she isolated herself after her injury years ago, why she was such a recluse. "Just because you need help with some things doesn't mean you're weak. Your mother taught me that." Vida giggled a little bit, pulling away to wipe away Whisp's tears.

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

I didn't know she taught you that- Had.. no clue, not seen her in a little bit- since I apologised

*He mumbles rubbing his eyes with his sleeves and still sitting so he's leant against Vida*

[ask-sister-vida]

Vida let him lean on her, nodding her head. "Yup, she taught me a lot and one thing is that it's okay to take breaks for the sake of your health and that it's more than okay to cry." She remarked with a small smile, not judging him for shedding a tear. "You are safe with me, Whisp. No matter what, I will always have my door open for you, food, open arms and a shoulder to cry on."

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

Thank you Vi- mum.

*It feels natural calling her that honestly. He'd gotten to feel so safe around her already and comfortable enough to cry, to laugh, to tell what had happened. Vida doesn't know it but she knows just that little bit more of his story than anyone else*

[ask-sister-vida]

Vida smiled even more (if possible) and nodded her head, brushing his hair out of his face. "It's no problem at all, Whisp. Want to wait for your mother with me? I can get started on some banana bread!" Vida had recently gotten back into baking again. She used to bake all the time but once she started getting insecure about her weight, she stopped. Estelle helped get rid of her insecurity and so Vida felt more at ease baking again since it wasn't just out of boredom or stress eating.

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

Yeah sure- The hell is banana bread though? Is that like.. banana sandwich or something? I don't think I've seen that before

*He smiles fidgeting with his braided bracelet on his wrist with the snowflake on it*

[ask-sister-vida]

"What? Oh no it's like a loaf of bread. You can make it cakey if you make it right. Trust me come on." Excited to let Whisp try her baking, she grabbed his hand and walked back to her cabin, going to the kitchen to get the ingredients prepared. "We can add chocolate and blueberries in it, which one do you want? We can do both too I don't mind." She was so happy to bake something for Whisp, that sparkle in her eyes back.

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

.Yeah I like both. Can we put them all together or do they have to be separated?

*He sits down in the kitchen happy to watch her bake just this once and so he can just gather himself. The surges of quintessence during these flare-ups always manage to get him even if he's used to it*

[ask-sister-vida]

"We can do both!" She remarked, taking her time preparing everything. She even went to the little radio on the kitchen counter and turned it on, the quiet old rock music providing a little bit of ambience. "You can have it with milk, cocoa, anything! Can even put honey on it too if you want it really sweet."

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

I think it should be okay without honey right? I think bananas are already quite sweet- and if there's sugar in it too.

*He yawns putting his head in his hands while observing what ingredients, and then looking out the window seeing Ridley and Astra*

[ask-sister-vida]

"I try not to add too much sugar." She reassured, seeing where Ridley and Astra are and seeing Astra trying to teach Ridley how to make flower crowns. "Things are tense right now, but I know we can make it out, ok?" She reassured, mashing up the bananas and mixing the ingredients, leaning against the counter.

[ask-astra-ghoulette]

I want my mums- and my brother :(

[ask-sister-vida]

You alright, dear? What happened?

[ask-astra-ghoulette]

Don't know where bird dad is- not seen Ridley or you guys for a bit too- just sad

[ask-sister-vida]

I know Ridley is out with Calynn and Whisp camping. Would you want me to text Calynn to come back with them?

[ask-astra-ghoulette]

They're probably having a good time- Don't want to ruin it for them. Dunno maybe- Can I sit with you?

[ask-sister-vida]

I can text them if you wish. And yeah you can sit with me. I'm just relaxing outside for once. Your mama is helping me with deliveries because a lot of it is going up and down stairwells and I can't quite do that today.

[ask-astra-ghoulette]

Yeah please.. Maybe you should text Calynn.

*Astra walks outside sitting on a ledge near where Vida was sitting*

I miss everyone

[ask-sister-vida]

"I know darling... I know." Vida whispered, reaching over and pulling Astra closer, rubbing her back gently. While she did that, she took her phone out of her skirt pocket to text Calynn.

Vida: Hey, it's Vida. I think you and the boys should come head back if you can. Astra is a bit freaked out and she can't find Lance. Misses her brothers.

[calynn-ghoul]

*She gets a response almost immediately*

We'll be an hour.

Whisp, Ridley start packing your tents n shit up I think we'll head back early okay? Whisp, your turn in the front seat I think.

[ridley-emeritus]

"What? Oh uh- okay." Ridley muttered, looking at Whisp confused before complying, getting up to dismantle the tent. Ridley had been showing a bit of anxiety the last couple of days as well, seemingly the same time as Astra too. Was it connected? "Something happen that we need to go back?" Ridley asked Calynn while he was busy taking down the hammock.

[calynn-ghoul]

Vida said something about Astra being freaked out and wanting her brothers? I'm sure it's nothing but I think you should both go back for her incase.

*Calynn starts clearing things back into the car and tidying the site*

[ridley-emeritus]

Ridley immediately tensed up, his eyes going wide for a second. Sure it's nothing? Really? Ridley was quicker to pack the stuff up, making sure to clean as well before hopping in the backseat. Something wasn't sitting right with him and he didn't know how to explain it. He seemed a little freaked out and antsy.

[calynn-ghoul]

*The drive back was strangely quiet and the moment the car was put into park, Whisp got out the car leaving his bags to go look for Astra and Vida*

[ask-sister-vida]

Vida was sitting in the small garden by her cabin with Astra, rubbing Astra's back and humming. Hearing footsteps, she looked over and smiled. "Hey, little dove, look who's coming over." She whispered to Astra, her voice and smile both warm and welcoming.

[ask-astra-ghoulette]

*Astra looks up and then runs over to Whisp to hug him followed by Ridley who she essentially jumps up at and clung onto*

I'm so glad you're back... I missed you so much- was worried

*She whines definitely not letting go of him now*

[ridley-emeritus]

Ridley was surprised Astra clung onto him, hugging her back and picking her up. "I-I know. I know I'm sorry... what's going on? Heard you're a bit freaked out right now?" He tried to hide his own anxiety, but he knew Whisp could probably tell. Ridley forced a smile, wiping Astra's tears away and he held her.

[ask-astra-ghoulette]

I missed everyone and I can't find bird dad anywhere- Got scared..

*She pushes her hair out of her face and looked at Ridley. It wasn't just Whisp that noticed he was worried*

[ridley-emeritus]

"I-its going to be okay. I can go looking for him if you want me to and you can stay with your brother and mama." Ridley offered, chuckling a little bit nervously. He was a bit stressed about the whole situation, so he wanted to help reassure Astra before he worked on his own feelings right now.

[ask-astra-ghoulette]

No I don't want you to go, you just got back.. Stay here please?

*She mumbles and Whisp just watches, sitting down beside Vida on the other chair*

[ridley-emeritus]

Ridley looked confused but nodded his head, sitting down and hugging her close. Vida gave Whisp a reassuring smile. "You two have fun camping?" She asked quietly, trying to lighten the mood a bit since Astra and Ridley both seemed freaked out and anxious.

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

It was good. There was nice food and it was quiet.. Nobody there to bother us- Grandad I guess was a little annoying.

*He shrugs smiling at Vida*

Luna and grandpa come for dinner too with Nova and Bodach

[ask-sister-vida]

Vida snorted and nodded. "That's cool, kiddo. Glad you guys had fun out there." Vida rubbed Whisp's back, watching Ridley and Astra basically cling onto each other. "Something... something happen that you know of? I don't know what has Astra all freaked out she tried finding Lance but can't."

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

No I don't think so? I mean I didn't have my phone on me or anything so I wouldn't know..

*Whisp looks over at them too then back to Vida, shuffling closer*

[ask-sister-vida]

"I don't have Lance or Secondo's numbers so I can't text them..." She answered, letting Whisp scoot closer. "It'll be okay." She reassured, giving Whisp a smile on her face.

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

I know it will be. Where's Estelle?

*Considering all, he seems much calmer than anyone else around. Sometimes in more obvious situations he's calmer. It's the little targeted things that get him*

[ask-sister-vida]

"Delivering orders. I can't really go down stairs easy and it's not like we have elevators here that work..." She mumbled, rolling her eyes and giggling a little bit. Vida was doing her best to stay calm, but she couldn't help be worried either.

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

Oh alright. We could ask about elevators then, right? Oh I learnt how to crochet and it's just a square but I like it.

*He pulls out of his pocket a crocheted square made with some soft dark green yarn. I mean it's baffling and a miracle to Vida how calm he is*

[ask-sister-vida]

"I'm fine without the elevators for a bit. It's just a bad knee day." She whispered, looking at the square and nodding her head. "Crocheting? I can give you some patterns if you want to practice a little bit more.

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

I think for now I'm fine with just making squares to practice with but maybe another time? How's Cody?

*Whisp crosses his legs keeping conversation going and changing the subjects*

[ask-sister-vida]

"Cody is well. Speaking some words now and again and I can't help but feel proud of him." Vida smiled a little bit, looking at Whisp and noticing the constant change of subjects. "Are you alright, kiddo?"

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

That's good.

*He tilts his head confused at why she was asking. He felt fine? He thinks so anyway*

Yeah I'm all good why? I just didn't have anything else to say about crochet-

[ask-sister-vida]

"Just... thought you would be concerned." She replied, gesturing to Ridley and Astra clinging to each other. Vida didn't know how to handle the situation, not quite knowing exactly what was wrong either.

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

Astra and Ridley are close.. Sure she just missed him- Lance will be back, he always does. He probably is hiding out somewhere.

*He shrugs looking at them again with the slight change in tone. He's not outwardly bothered about it that's for sure*

It'll be fine.

[ask-sister-vida]

Vida was quiet and nodded, flinching when she saw the intense glare Ridley gave Whisp when Whisp seemed to just not care. "You guys just be careful okay. Don't want you guys fighting over something." She remarked.

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

Fighting over something? what- Neither of us are doing anything

*He sees the glare, looking down to the ground. Whisp puts the crochet square in his pocket and runs his thumb on the fabric*

[ask-sister-vida]

"I dunno. Just don't let emotions get the better of you." She instructed to both Whisp and Ridley, Ridley grumbling under his breath and paying attention to Astra again. Ridley just didn't seem okay right now, glancing at his phone now and again.

[ask-astra-ghoulette]

I said I'm fine. Why would stupid emotions get the better.

*Whisp mutters, his volume almost rising into more of a snap. Astra just feels tension and whispers to Ridley quietly*

S-should we go to.. to where we built our snowman?

[ask-sister-vida]

Vida observed Ridley pick up Astra and carry her away, Vida sighing. "Whisp, what's going on. Tell me. Something is on your mind so you're okay to tell me."

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

Nothing is going on okay? Yeah maybe I'm a little worried! So what? So is everyone else. Nothing new- When am I not worrying about something?

*He glares at Vida like she had just insulted him and his family. He'll feel terrible for it later but he wasn't thinking of that in the moment. He was just acting not thinking. His eyes were a darker purple than usual and the same with his skin- It's something he's used to by now, his quintessence flaring up and it has been since Chester doing a ritual on him for even more quint put into the poor ghoul*

[ask-sister-vida]

"I just want to figure out what's going on so I can help." She explained, her voice going softer. Instead of insisting or reacting negatively, she just gave up, looking away with a small frown. Vida didn't know how to help without Whisp lashing out. "Y-you have every right to be worried, don't- it's okay to not to be okay."

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

Well that's something we have in common then. Because I'd want to figure out too.

*He shrugs tapping his foot against the floor and pushing the gravel about with the toe of his shoe*

I know it's okay- Only a phrase I hear every time I get upset about something, how could I forget...

[ask-sister-vida]

"I didn't mean it like that." She spoke softly, looking at Whisp and observing his body language. Vida looked like she wanted to add onto what she was saying, but her mouth shut after a couple of seconds.

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

It's fine, I know.

*Whisp's kind of just shut down on himself and in his own little world. Nothing new really, he'd always zone out mid conversation and not really think of much if at all anything. Just blank minded and blocking things out*

[ask-sister-vida]

Vida went quiet, but she didn't push Whisp away. She kept her hands on her knees, waiting if Whisp would speak first. She can't help if Whisp won't ask for help.... and it sucked.

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

Why..

*He starts and then clears his throat sitting up a little*

Why is it that nothing ever goes right? Something good happens and then something else just has to come along and- and ruin it.

[ask-sister-vida]

"I don't know kid... I don't know..." She whispered, not quite having an answer for it either. This place was full of beings of hell so of course nothing was going to be calm. "That's what happens here all the time, trust me. Never a dull moment."

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

There's a fine line between dull and just shit.. It shouldn't happen all the time- 'ts fucked up that everyone is just used to it, not right.

*He mumbles crossing up his legs again*

And I'm worried, and pissed and- sick. I feel sick. And I wish I could just ignore all of it but I can't. Because my life had to be singlehandedly fucked over by one guy.

[ask-sister-vida]

"If I could I would go back in time and prevent him from doing anything to you." Vida whispered, tears brimming her eyes. A thing with her is that she had a feeling stuff was going on and that she did nothing to save him or prevent any more harm. She felt like she knew what was going on but she did nothing at the end of the day. "I-I should have said something back then..."

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

By... by the time he would even let me follow him around it was too late for someone to stop him from what he was doing-

*He whispers trying to keep his own emotions in check after saying he was okay, and fine*

You- Nobody except Lavis has seen a "before him"... He's the only one who seen me before they started everything, e-even if he doesn't remember me..

[ask-sister-vida]

Vida looked at Whisp, seeing how even if he was looking calm and trying to keep himself together, she can just tell he was close to breaking down. She held her arm out in case he needed a hug, in case he wanted a hug. "Even then Chester just seemed... off. I should have at least brought something up to someone."

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

They wouldn't have looked into it if there wasn't solid evidence of what he was doing- or what he was upto-

*Then he started to feel the lump in his throat building up and it felt like he couldn't really talk and barely breathe deeply. This is what he thinks to call fine?*

[ask-sister-vida]

"Whisp..." Vida whispered, getting up and going to Whisp, pulling him into a gentle hug, making him rest his head against her shoulder. "It's okay to cry, honey..." She cooed, kissing his temple and rubbing his back.

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

i-its not though.. I'm so.. so- tired of it.. I don't wanna b-be crying all th-the damn time

*He cries his eyes out now as he went past that tipping point. There's only so much he can hold in. After days of camping and trying to be all happy and positive to not bring the mood down on the trip.*

[ask-sister-vida]

Vida nodded and hugged him a little tighter. "I know... I know you get tired of crying but sometimes it's good to cry a lot. I know it well." She whispered, rubbing the back of his head and running her hand through his hair. "You don't have to be strong all the time, little moth, You are welcome to cry as much as you want."

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

*Whisp clings onto her shirt almost enough for his nails to poke through the fabric still crying but at least now he was allowing himself to let it all out rather than bottling it up and lashing out or causing himself harm*

I- I don't think I am strong any..anyway. Weak- I wish sometimes I wasn't summoned ever..

[ask-sister-vida]

"You are strong. You are... You're strong for surviving this, strong for pushing through and beating that bastard. He's gone and you're still standing. Yes, you may need help now and again but you're still here and I can't help but be so damn proud of you, baby." Vida reassured, gently massaging the back of his neck to help ease the tension.

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

I wish I could just start again- f-forget all of it I don't wanna know... Just a.. a start over and I can be happy. Actually happy

*He whispers again just reiterating what he meant adding more detail this time, though*

I try.. try pretend for people- because I don't want to be known as the one a-always needing help with little things. Couldn't even go grab food alone on tour even right in front of me-

[ask-sister-vida]

"I know.... I know...." She whispered, nodding her head and rubbing Whisp's back. Vida understood that frustration of always needing help with little things. It's a lot of why she isolated herself after her injury years ago, why she was such a recluse. "Just because you need help with some things doesn't mean you're weak. Your mother taught me that." Vida giggled a little bit, pulling away to wipe away Whisp's tears.

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

I didn't know she taught you that- Had.. no clue, not seen her in a little bit- since I apologised

*He mumbles rubbing his eyes with his sleeves and still sitting so he's leant against Vida*

[ask-sister-vida]

Vida let him lean on her, nodding her head. "Yup, she taught me a lot and one thing is that it's okay to take breaks for the sake of your health and that it's more than okay to cry." She remarked with a small smile, not judging him for shedding a tear. "You are safe with me, Whisp. No matter what, I will always have my door open for you, food, open arms and a shoulder to cry on."

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

Thank you Vi- mum.

*It feels natural calling her that honestly. He'd gotten to feel so safe around her already and comfortable enough to cry, to laugh, to tell what had happened. Vida doesn't know it but she knows just that little bit more of his story than anyone else*

[ask-sister-vida]

Vida smiled even more (if possible) and nodded her head, brushing his hair out of his face. "It's no problem at all, Whisp. Want to wait for your mother with me? I can get started on some banana bread!" Vida had recently gotten back into baking again. She used to bake all the time but once she started getting insecure about her weight, she stopped. Estelle helped get rid of her insecurity and so Vida felt more at ease baking again since it wasn't just out of boredom or stress eating.

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

Yeah sure- The hell is banana bread though? Is that like.. banana sandwich or something? I don't think I've seen that before

*He smiles fidgeting with his braided bracelet on his wrist with the snowflake on it*

[ask-sister-vida]

"What? Oh no it's like a loaf of bread. You can make it cakey if you make it right. Trust me come on." Excited to let Whisp try her baking, she grabbed his hand and walked back to her cabin, going to the kitchen to get the ingredients prepared. "We can add chocolate and blueberries in it, which one do you want? We can do both too I don't mind." She was so happy to bake something for Whisp, that sparkle in her eyes back.

[ask-whisp-ghoul]

.Yeah I like both. Can we put them all together or do they have to be separated?

*He sits down in the kitchen happy to watch her bake just this once and so he can just gather himself. The surges of quintessence during these flare-ups always manage to get him even if he's used to it*

[ask-sister-vida]

"We can do both!" She remarked, taking her time preparing everything. She even went to the little radio on the kitchen counter and turned it on, the quiet old rock music providing a little bit of ambience. "You can have it with milk, cocoa, anything! Can even put honey on it too if you want it really sweet."