I’m terrified to do this cause I just... I’m an emotional mess right now and I’m having an extremely dificult time calming myself down right now I keep going all over the place and I have a moment but if somebody who has my skype could please talk to me for a bit I’d really appreciate it cause the crisis line takes so long to connect and I’m afraid I’ll get so own ill hang up on it again before it connects and I’m just not sure want to do I don’t know who to trust i’m afraid i’m going to o something horrible again I just can’t right now I hat losing control I’m sorry idont know what else to do right now















