Ask a Shy Fire Guy

Just a bored Shy Guy minding his shop. If it's not too much trouble, could you maybe please ask me something?

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I’m terrified to do this cause I just... I’m an emotional mess right now and I’m having an extremely dificult time calming myself down right now I keep going all over the place and I have a moment but if somebody who has my skype could please talk to me for a bit I’d really appreciate it cause the crisis line takes so long to connect and I’m afraid I’ll get so own ill hang up on it again before it connects and I’m just not sure want to do I don’t know who to trust i’m afraid i’m going to o something horrible again I just can’t right now I hat losing control I’m sorry idont know what else to do right now

[askashyfireguy-blog]

An apology to the community

I’m very sorry about all that. To say that I hate that all that just happened for so many reasons would be an understatement. If any of you have been sadden by that negativity, let me know and I will be happy to try and make it up to you.

My name is Christopher James Foster, and I have General Anxiety Disorder and occasional depression, which I was only diagnosed with a few months ago, not to mention some serious abandonment issues which cause me to be trigger by silence. I have occasional outbursts of irrational rage, make mountains out of molehills, and at my worse seriously bad delusions of past events.

I have hurt several of my friends on several occasions, and was particularly bad when I had a severe mental breakdown a few months ago. I decided I needed to take a break from tumblr then, and I have since gotten a therapist, I have gotten medication and I have been on the mend, but I am not fully recovered and still have outbursts like the one some of you saw tonight. 

I do not want your pity, I want to be treated like a regular person. Most of the time I know when I need to remove myself, but sometimes I don’t. If you have any questions or advice for me, I’m open to it, just please do so politely. I would be and have always been more than happy to talk about these things, so long as I feel it’s an adult conversation.

Thank you everyone. Again, I’m sorry.

[askashyfireguy-blog]

An apology to the community

I’m very sorry about all that. To say that I hate that all that just happened for so many reasons would be an understatement. If any of you have been sadden by that negativity, let me know and I will be happy to try and make it up to you.

My name is Christopher James Foster, and I have General Anxiety Disorder and occasional depression, which I was only diagnosed with a few months ago, not to mention some serious abandonment issues which cause me to be trigger by silence. I have occasional outbursts of irrational rage, make mountains out of molehills, and at my worse seriously bad delusions of past events.

I have hurt several of my friends on several occasions, and was particularly bad when I had a severe mental breakdown a few months ago. I decided I needed to take a break from tumblr then, and I have since gotten a therapist, I have gotten medication and I have been on the mend, but I am not fully recovered and still have outbursts like the one some of you saw tonight. 

I do not want your pity, I want to be treated like a regular person. Most of the time I know when I need to remove myself, but sometimes I don’t. If you have any questions or advice for me, I’m open to it, just please do so politely. I would be and have always been more than happy to talk about these things, so long as I feel it’s an adult conversation.

Thank you everyone. Again, I’m sorry.

[askashyfireguy-blog]

I'm sorry to ask this, but I would like to know what the start of this problem? Or who was the ask sent to? Again, sorry for asking, and I wish I had something inspirational or positive to say right now.

I’m sorry, I’m not quite understanding the question, and to go to the start of the problem would go back a long ways and into some very personal details for myself and Goombs. To boil it down simply, I started having severe anxiety attacks, along which came several symptoms which I already mentioned in my apology, and really aggravated my depression and abandonment issues, to the point were I was terrified to be alone, and began trying to reach out however I could. However, I was losing my mind, and began acting more and more irrationally as time went on, to the point where I couldn’t see what I was doing. I was literally lost, and Holly, didn’t react well, which triggered my loneliness even more, and I began acting even more irrationally, spiraling downwards. I actually almost lost my job I was so bad, but Holly, when she blocked me, it was the slap in the face I needed. I managed to pull up, I got more help and really fucking applied myself. 

It really helped me, and I keep trying to say that but I keep messing up. I’m still not fully recovered, I keep having outbursts, ironically when I keep trying to tell her I’m doing better and if she just treated me like a regular person again I wouldn’t be getting so mad at her, but well, I keep fucking up. I’m determined to keep improving myself. I know I have problems, but I don’t want pity, I just want understanding, even if I’m terrible at expressing it.

[askashyfireguy-blog]

Favorite mythological species

((I’m assuming you mean for pokemon, and well, I don’t really have one. I’ve never really been partial to them, cause their either over powered or generally useless. :/ sorry))

[askashyfireguy-blog]

Don't make fake tumblr accounts to send out asks.

If you saw the post she made, you’ll see I sent them as an anon. Why would I go to the trouble of making a fake account when I clearly signed my name?

[askashyfireguy-blog]

thoughts on whoever has unfollowed you so far?

They’re free to do as they please? What the fuck kind of question is that? Are you intentionally trying to piss of a mentally ill person who just demonstrated a bought of instability and is still trying to recover?

[askashyfireguy-blog]

An apology to the community

I’m very sorry about all that. To say that I hate that all that just happened for so many reasons would be an understatement. If any of you have been sadden by that negativity, let me know and I will be happy to try and make it up to you.

My name is Christopher James Foster, and I have General Anxiety Disorder and occasional depression, which I was only diagnosed with a few months ago, not to mention some serious abandonment issues which cause me to be trigger by silence. I have occasional outbursts of irrational rage, make mountains out of molehills, and at my worse seriously bad delusions of past events.

I have hurt several of my friends on several occasions, and was particularly bad when I had a severe mental breakdown a few months ago. I decided I needed to take a break from tumblr then, and I have since gotten a therapist, I have gotten medication and I have been on the mend, but I am not fully recovered and still have outbursts like the one some of you saw tonight. 

I do not want your pity, I want to be treated like a regular person. Most of the time I know when I need to remove myself, but sometimes I don’t. If you have any questions or advice for me, I’m open to it, just please do so politely. I would be and have always been more than happy to talk about these things, so long as I feel it’s an adult conversation.

Thank you everyone. Again, I’m sorry.

[askashyfireguy-blog]

I feel so incredibly sick right now... could somebody talk to me on skype please?

[beachcave]

“Do you drive?”

“Yeah.”

“No, a real car.”

“Yeah.”

[byebyebyenaow-deactivated201807]

@askashyfireguy Lol idk this reminded me of u

[askashyfireguy-blog]

((Yiss, this is me XD))

[ask-the-smash-secretary]

(( CJ, is this Fintan? ))

[askashyfireguy-blog]

((I did not know Glide Guys were a thing, but now, yes, Fintan is a Fire Glide Guy now XD))

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75 Gaming Asks

Send me some! 1. First console you’ve ever owned? 2. First game you played? 3. Favorite childhood game? 4. Longest consecutive hours you’ve played a game? 5. Game with the best soundtrack? 6. An underrated game from within the last few years? 7. Most disappointing game you’ve played? 8. The game with the best atmosphere/scenery? 9. Last game you played? 10. Prefer PC or console? 11. Have you written any fanfic or made any fanart? 12. Most bizarre game you’ve ever played? 13. Scariest game you’ve played? 14. Do you watch playthroughs online? 15. Favorite animal in a video game? 16. The best year in gaming you’ve experienced? 17. Have a video game themed background or lockscreen? 18. Worst game you’ve played? 19. Hardest game you’ve ever played? 20. Favorite publisher and/or developer? 21. If you had to play one game for the rest of your life, what would it be? 22. If you could turn one game into movie, which would it be? 23. Favorite genre of video game? 24. Ever cried because of a video game? Which one(s)? 25. Proudest accomplishment in gaming? 26. How often do you play online? Co-op? 27. Have you gotten any friends into gaming? 28. Who got YOU into gaming? 29. Watch cutscenes or skip them? 30. On average, how long does it take you in the character creation screen? 31. Game with the best theme song? 32. Do you cosplay? 33. Favorite female npc? 34. Favorite male npc? 35. Best protagonist?  36. Best antagonist? 37. Ever been made fun of for playing video games? 38. Have you tried a game, hated it, then tried again, and loved it? 39. Do you play for achievements/trophies? 40. Favorite voice actor? 41. Gone to a midnight release before? 42. A game you will never forget (in a bad OR good way)? 43. Favorite sidekick or companion? 44. Do graphics matter? 45. Do you like funny or more serious games? 46. Always, sometimes, or never use subtitles? 47. First person or Third person? 48. A game you’ve always wanted to play but have never gotten to it? 49. A game you haven’t played in forever, but want to replay? 50. How many games to do you own? 51. First character you’ve had a crush on? 52. A game you will always stand behind, and support no matter what? 53. Your most immersive game? 54. A sequel you really want? 55. How much time, on average, do you play in a week? 56. Do you tell people irl that you play video games? 57. What is an overrated game you’ve played? 58. Ever have someone walk in on a sex scene between you and you LI? 59. A game you are looking forward to this year? 60. The game you are best at? 61. A game you know everything about? 62. Would you want to work with video games when you are older? 63. What’s a game that has inspired you? 64. Describe your favorite video game using only three words? 65. Any favorite screenshots of games? 66. Game with the yummiest looking food? 67. Most violent game you’ve played? 68. An older game that you’ve just recently gotten into? 69. Your first LI? 70. Do you play any mobile games? 71. A game you can’t stop talking/thinking about at the moment? 72. Have any guilty pleasure games? 73. A game with the best fandom? 74. Which game has the best lore? 75. Do you focus on main storyline/quest or do sidequests first?

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(( 7,8,9?))

7. Most disappointing game you’ve played? 

Pokemon Black. It wasn’t bad or anything, but it me it was just, more of the same, and I was expecting something much closer to how Gen VI turned out, in terms of visuals, connectivity and all that.

8. The game with the best atmosphere/scenery? 

There are a bunch out there... hmmm... Animal Crossing New Leaf is all about the pleasant atmosphere, Okami is just breathtaking, and Mario Kart 8 is stunning. 

9. Last game you played?

I was playing Pokemon Picross last night. God I love puzzle games, and Picross is so under rated. It’s a free game, so if you have a 3DS give it a look. (Now I wish I was getting paid to say that :P)

[theworstpuns]

Paper delivery by plane raises issues.

[askashyfireguy-blog]

Critics blow hot air as installments balloons

[tru2002]

Put a letter from A-Z in my ask and I’ll tell you 1 thing I love which starts with that letter.

[stormyveins]

THIS IS CUTE PLEASE

[askashyfireguy-blog]

57. What is an overrated game you’ve played?

Hmmm... The closest I’d say to that would be Shin Megami Tenshin 4. I bought it cause of the Fire Emblem Awakening deal and I just, did not enjoy it. The controls were awkward and not intuitive, the gameplay was boring to me, idk, it just didn’t appeal to me.

[askashyfireguy-blog]

10 and 12

10. Prefer PC or console?Well, PC are good for some games, and consoles for others, but if I really had to pick... I’d say my 3DS since it’s almost always at hand and I have a bunch of games on it I still need to finish XD12. Most bizarre game you’ve ever played?

Hmmm... let’s see, I don’t play out there games all that often, at least I don’t stick with very long if I’m not digging them, so let me think.

The most bizarre game I can think of was a jrpg for the DS I found called Avalon Code (I had to look up the name XD) where you can take the attributes of characters in the game and move them around. Like one of the early quests has you taking the sick attribute from an NPC to heal them, and then you can give it to monsters you fight. It was a pretty interesting mechanic, but the combat in the game was extremely repetitive, where to basically hit the same button over and over to “juggle” enemies for combo hits, and it just killed the game for me.