AsriL's Void

A male in his 20s that sometimes writes, sometimes draws

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I think I'm going to stop posting

So probably this is the last post for the time being, as I wasn't really using this as I should have been

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I can't see nor can I feel

All is but a blur to me

Mind and heart are at war

Thus no harmony within

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I need outer layers

To protect my vessel

Not from the outside

But from the inside

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To reach the deepest of your own

One must fight with one's self

Dim the Light

Lighten the Shadow

To see what is in them

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The Shadow has quenched its hunger

By taking what is Light's

Coming closer to the balance

But not close enough

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Without a distant light

How are we to know a way

Without a mark on a map

An aim, a destination

The sense of our journey

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It all seeks harmony

Body with mind

Light with Shadow

First with the second

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What will be of me

If all is getting too hard

Too much to handle

As when I do too much

It is all too little

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All is important

When it comes to molding

Ingredients, methods

Love and hate as well

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I'm fed up with all that is unseen

With what you cannot see

But can only think of and connect

And yet, you cannot know

The truth

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All is falling, crumbling

Without foundations

It was bound to happen

But what will be if it falls

And hits the bottom

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But there is a battle within

A Shadow is now a good opponent

For the Light to struggle with

As they both consist of The Balancing

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Vessel needs it's own care

Separate from The Balancing

Such so it can contain better

And hold on for longer

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Upon further reaching for insight

I've discovered a child

One so familiar

That I know all of it's pain

That it has and will endure

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There is no connection

Between The Balancing

And the vessel containing them

Or perhaps they have severed it

So that they can decide on their own

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As there's no real threat for some time

Will it be quiet?

Will Shadow and Light be harmonious

Or will they tremble with the remains

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As the extraction begins

It needs a constant connection

Which pains the vessel

As the contents boil with pain

For they got used to what it was