assumpta magadan

I am more than what you see.

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2016 appreciation

Wow grabe super bilis ng panahon, parang kahapon lang mahal kita pero ngayon mas minamahal pala kita charot hahahaha aweee ang daming nangyari sa 2016 ko grabe Lord parang space shuttle, atras-abante ang story ng life ko this year. May mga umalis pero pinalitan mo naman ng mas matindi pa, iba ka talaga! Another year will end but memories won’t in my head and heart, thank you for all the life lessons, thank you for not leaving me behind, u always keep me in a safe zone, Lord.

And for you, thank you for staying.  Sana wag ka magsawang mag stay sa life ko and wag ka magsawang mag sulat pa ng kwento sa buhay ko, kahit bigyan pa kita ng madaming ballpen para maka gawa ka ng kwento. Kung aalis ka man, I know its God plan & whatever happens you will always be part of my book. Pwede ka naman bumalik, kakausapin ko na lang si Lord na ibalik ka sa’kin charot.

And for my very supportive self, thank you for being there always. Thank you for giving me so much time this year, ang dami kong nalaman about you, thank you for loving me even more. I hope you won’t give up on me, sana mas humaba pa ang pasensya mo sa’kin, sana mas maitindihan mo pa ako lalo kasi sa’yo lang ako kumukuha ng lakas in facing real world. Thank you for dating me, self. Kinikilig ako haha I love you forever.

Sa mga haters ko, charot wala pala ako nun pero kung meron man, I love you. Spread the love. Because God is love. Mwa!

Good night ppl. 12.09.16

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Being true will get you two audiences.

One, the people that will like you. They're the ones that would feel light with you. Sometimes they won't understand you but they will try and try again till they get you. They will feel a certain connection with you, either you're a stranger or not.

Two, the people that will dislike you. They have their own reasons. They just feel heavy whenever they see you. Their human conscience will always be on their side and sometimes you'll say words and do things that their principles and rules think that it's unacceptable. No matter how much they react with hate, they're still your audience.

Good or bad, you'll still leave an impact to those people. You'll leave a mark that would metamorphose a short term or a long term idea somewhere in their consciousness. Their reaction, you don't have the control. But the ideas that you'll instill, you have. Make them a good one.

Anyway, I’m sort of a random girl reminding you to be just yourself. 

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Sa huling araw na nakasama kita, naisip kong para kang huling episode sa paborito kong k.drama-- nakakabitin.

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I have mastered the art of accepting the reality that there will always be people who will leave you behind with no valid reasons.

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R

Hi! I know you’re happy and I’m very much happy with that. Okay sige, hindi ako mag i-english para naman maramdaman mo ng konti haha as if mababasa mo ‘to. First of all, salamat sa memories na shinaremo with me, hindi ko naman kasi ineexpect na darating ka saying dapat nag ready pala muna ako haha joke lang. Sympre nakakaasar na darating ka unexpectedly tapos mawawala ka din unexpectedly, hindi mo ma aalis sa’kin yun pero hindi ko naman din pinagsisihan because within that span of time, you made me happy, literal na Masaya ako haha yung batang binigyan ng happy meal sa Mcdo ganun ang feels.

I didn’t expect na mabilis ka din pa lang mawawala, maybe because sa sobrang saya ko hindi ko naramdaman na may mali na pala, manhid slash tanga. Nadala ako sa mga fantasies na tumatakbo sa isipan ko haha kaka nuod ko ata ng mga drama sa hapon and gabi naku pa-asa talaga yang mga yan eh lol charot lang. Naiinis ako kasi I putted too much effort in making myself happy, naiinis ako kasi nahulog ako pero walang sumalo sa huli hahahahahahaha oooops umamin na ako, anyway all I’m saying is that you made me feel happy so don’t blame yourself and don’t feel any guilt. J

I’m happy that you are happy! Hindi ako plastic, nung una masakit haha pero sa huli I know naman na may reason why God sent you sa’kin lol now that I’m part of circle, thanks to Tricia and Chris kasi they helped me to contact you haha

Sort of advice, wag mong papanatiliing galit si ate gerl sa’yoka si kawawa naman haha payat pa naman siya hahahahha gusto mo pala ng payat edi sana nagpapayat ako dejoke hahaha srsly, if you want to prolong the relationship with her, make a move! Wag mo pairalin ang pride! Naku pagyan sumuko, ako sasalo sayo hahahahaha joke lang talaga. Ayun, ang haba ng sinabi ko pero ang pinaka conclusion talaga nito is “My heart is happy”. Thank you for staying, I know na andiyan ka lang for me! Friends tayo ha? Chill tayo, kung gusto mong mga advice ko haha jusko text mo lang ako, I’m always free to help. Yay! Always wear a smile okay? *hugs*

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Dear T,

I don’t know if you still reading my blogs lol kahit wala naman kwenta mga sinusulat ko pinagtiyagaan mo and I’m happy kasi yung blogs kong walang kwenta ang nag push sa’yo to set your feels free, to write what you feel. Alam kong pagsusulat talaga ang gusto mong gawin, galling ni Lord dahil you have that talent, and you must share it! Malay mo may mapasaya ka ding ibang tao because of what you write. Malay mo may nakakaramdam din pala sa’yo. Wag kang matakot, okay? I’m always here to support.

Anyway, aside from that I just wanted to say how much I’m grateful having you and Chrissie. Lol grabe ang kapit ko sa “Pag may nawawala, may MAS na darating” well I think you too are more than enough for me, sounds cheesy but ang lakas ko msyado kay Lord, you guys are my answered prayer haha nakakakilig diba? I always pray to be okay, and you helped me na maging okay so nag conclude aagad ako na blessing kayo. Lol lahat naman sa paligid ko blessings pero kayo ang di ko ineexpect.

Okay, enough with the drama and all. Thank you for everything! Literally, you already occupied a big space in my heart and even in my brainy brain haha I’m always here, wag mag alala di ako nakakalimot pwera na lang kung gustuhin niyo talagahuhu *knocks on wood*. I love you both so much, kulang ang alphabet para i-express ang feels ko. Always wear a smile and wag matakot ilabas ang talent, gift yan from Him, trust him and hindi ka niya papapabayaan sa talent mo! *kisses and hugs*

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Para Sa’yo

Hi, I know sometimes you feel like no one’s going to love you because of many reasons running over your head, but trust me you are worth every strands of your hair. Sa daming tumatakbo sa isip mo, hindi mo napapansin na nagpapasaya ka na pala ng ibang tao, sa daming what ifs mo hindi mo na mamalayang nasasaktan din pala ang mga taong nagmamahal sa’yo dahil ramdam nilang hindi ka okay, ang dami mong tanong pero di mo pansin na madami ding sagot sa paligid mo, try to look outside of your feels, makikita mo.

Every single smile you are wearing, maaring may mag bago sa ikot ng mundo ng ibang tao. Hiindi mo kailangan pagsik-sikan sarili mo sa taong ramdam mong di ka sasaya. Ate, you are worth it. Yes, you are. Maging bitter ka, okay langyan. Perodapatalammokung kalian kadapatmapagod, alammodapat kung kalian mo gusto ng sumaya, alam mo dapat kung kalian mo dapat mahalin din ang sarili mo, kasi kung yung ibang tao hindi alam ang worth mo dapat ikaw alam mo.

Pag napagod ka na, magpahinga ka! Punta ka sa mga lugar na very relaxing huhu trust me worth it ang every pagod na nakuha mo. I think, it’s time for you to look something beyond everything. Always get the absolute value of yourself for you to become positive! Ate, chill lang, madaming nagmamahal sa’yo. I guess, kailangan mo lang maging happy with in. Aja! Just stay beautiful and leave all your feelings somewhere else because YOU ARE WORTH IT.

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"Give a girl the right shoes, then she can conquer the world." (at Cebu City, Philippines)

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teka lang..ang lakas ng alon at hangin baka matangay ka papunta sa'kin ☀ #Summer2016 (at White Beach Puerto Galera)

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#Summer2016 (at White Beach,Puerto Galera, Philippines)

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Wait ang arte ko here. ✌

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"Pinabayaan mo kasi ako...."-earphones

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all we do is sit in silence while waiting for a sign.

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We are shaped by our thoughts; we become what we think. When the mind is pure, joy follows like a shadow that never leaves.

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"His hand glinds down my arm, folds over my hand. His fingers lace with mine, palms kissing. I can feel the thud of his heart through this single touch."

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Happy girls shine brighter 😉

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